The Earth of mist ch31

Fight, damage, destroy, defect.

We sometimes have to stop and ask for directions. Maybe we need to reconsider again before going on a road without return. In fact, Christine never asked for directions, not because she thought she could know everything, but because she didn't feel Yes, she stopped feeling contact she was strange all the time. Amazingly, Gilbert's body, though he loved her, didn't fill that gap. Peter, even though all the mental signals warned her not to blend in with him, she no longer cared. When she took him screaming, she didn't care that he was crying for another woman. That she was able to see another strange world.

Several years ago, she saw herself screaming and breaking everything, even hurting herself and nearly killing Gilbert until the pain was gone. She remembered how she caused her pain and anger to Gilbert and how he hurt her, as they did, to avenge her for the child's death.

That child is what she's had with Peter since she saw him, she felt this mysterious connection between them.

When she slept with him, she wanted to decode that mystery. But Peter woke up as if lost and unaware, he made his mother's eggnog breakfast and made coffee for both of them. He was a kid in school without a word about Denna.

It was another night of agony that an obstinate child didn't sleep, didn't want to eat from her natural infant, which Christine felt was rejected from the very first moment in the world.

She tried everything to see him suck on her nipples like other babies; Gilbert was worried about what was happening and tried to hide his anxiety he had no friend so he would work more time to forget his troubles while she stubbornly tried to find another food until her milk was warm and finally failed

Christine was devastated, remembering Maureen's words about her, ashamed of her schooling Kristine was devastated, she had failed to even make her child love her.

The child was only sedate in Gilbert's hands, and the child was punishing her, and the child became a piece of Gilbert's soul.

Christine felt that she was no longer important, she no longer cared for the child's crying because she thought he was doing it to annoy her, while Gilbert was lost between the child and work when they had their first real fight.

Gilbert was so exhausted, so unruly, so backed up in his job, no longer serving good food, and faced the threat of being fired from his job forever, along with his reputation as a chipper while Christine was drinking alcohol.

When Gilbert saw her, he didn't see Christine, his girlfriend, but his drunken mother, trying to hurt him, eventually killing his adoptive father.

As a quick reaction, he took the bottle from her hand and smashed it to Christine's surprise, but Gilbert started yelling at her, Do you want to kill my son, drunkard? Christine felt more shattered She hit him in the chest so hard she threw him away, but she got up and ran to the kitchen with the knife

When Gilbert saw her, he tried to hold her, but she cut his wrist and retreated in pain, while she stood in the middle of the room with a knife to her neck.

It was the wreckage Christine felt as she sat next to Peter, quietly eating breakfast, having a bad memory of Christine years ago Peter was very funny Christine felt sorry for his mental state.

She knew that Dina was his girl, just like Gilbert had been to her in the past, but the past doesn't last nor feelings for years Her whole life was Gilbert, and now every one of them is on their way. Gilbert betrayed her and left her in the middle of the road.

To become a dream of a restaurant, a brand, an app of its own and its food closer to reality.

Living aimlessly is like sailing without a compass.

The smell of smoke rose and I ran into the kitchen Peter forgot his toast until it burned.

I had a fiery phobia since that night many years ago, when I fell asleep, when I woke up, there was smoke surrounding us screaming in panic, we ran into the baby's room, Gilbert opened the Windows, while I held my son in my arms, I was running barefoot and along with Gilbert to the hospital emergency.

The longest night of our lives, watching a child struggling to breathe, I slept on the shoulders of Gilbert, who was trying not to fall apart in the worst way I had ever seen. We children wept when the doctor and his psychological support told us that we had lost the child.

A long scream echoes in my soul even now.

I woke up from the past to Peter's voice screaming, I'm going to kill him, I'm going to kill that son of a bitch, I thought he meant Amjad, everybody thought that Amjad killed his wife Dina, Peter was in my hands.

But when Peter got that message on his phone, he pushed me away, and he ran, I tried to follow him and I couldn't come back, I didn't know what to do when the phone rang, I heard his father's voice on the other side hesitating, and I said, If I was the woman who attended his wife's funeral, I said yes.

Moments of silence before I cut it off suddenly and say that Peter ran and I don't know where he went. His father was nervous. He said nervously who told him about Amjad. I understood that Amjad had returned to his house. But I didn't understand how he knew that I knew Sarah's house.

I drove so fast, and I must have taken a ticket, but I can't lose anyone else. When my child died, Gilbert watched me very sadly, as if to say, I killed him as you would, but I didn't want to kill the child, I wanted to kill myself at the time.

Gilbert was struggling, but in the end I saw him break down and drink a lot, both of us were out of work when we needed money for the first time, I went out into the light and worked as a pizza delivery when I first met Celine and gave us an offer that saved my and Gilbert's life.