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Dina had been taken care of and we had been waiting for almost an hour, I was worried sick if Dina died I wouldn't forgive myself because I had been far too meaningful to her Lord, please give us some good news. We told Amir, Elena, and Henry who arrived on the scene very quickly, Amir seemed more worried than all of us together I had already seen in his eyes that he loved Dina, Moab was dead but Dina would not accept it easily, she loves Moab too much and I take her word for it when she says that her happiness, Dina was certainly not going to be the same, even if she survived
We saw the doctor coming towards us and asking to see the family of the so-called Dina, we introduced ourselves and he began to give us news about Dina.
Doctor: we almost lost her, she is very weak and doesn't eat enough, what explains her condition
Mom: doctor, she lost her husband two weeks ago and now she refuses to eat
Doctor: I see, I'm really sorry, but she will have to eat now for her child
Mom: my Dina is pregnant, thank God
It was good news for everyone, even for me, maybe this will give her some joy, some happiness.
Doctor: so I'm really counting on you to help her eat well
Mom: Very well
Amir Sow
My Dina was pregnant, my God she was pregnant, pregnant with Moab, if he had been there he should have been the happiest, they hoped so much for this but when God gives them this grace he loses his life it's so unfair, it's true I love Dina but what I love the most is her happiness I can't be happy to see the woman I love unhappy How would she react? Would she be happy with this news?
It was about 3 am and I thought it would be a good idea to stay with Dina while the others went home, they didn't object and went home. I went to Dina's room and sat next to her looking at her tenderly, if you died my Dina then I wouldn't know what to do, I wonder what was going through your mind Dina, there are people who still need you who love you, and I'm the first one, but I'll never bother you with this because you've had too big a loss, all I want is to be close to you even though you want me far away, even if you beat me up I won't go away.
The next day
I had spent all night watching over Dina, it's true that she had lost a lot of weight in just two weeks, I wondered if I put my head on her belly and waited for the heartbeat of her little baby, but now it wasn't possible.
I took her hand and I already imagined Dina in her role of mother and her child happy to have such a sweet mother, maybe I could be a father figure for this child, yes maybe as well as for her little Neo who was now very unhappy.
I decided to go and have a coffee before coming back, I went and came back to the room, I found Dina with her eyes open and crying, I rushed quickly to her and sat down before putting my coffee on the small table.
Me: Hello, how are you?
She: I am not dead, she said, letting a tear run down her cheek
Me: no by the grace of God
Her: what are you doing here?
Me: I needed someone to watch you
Her: who brought me here?
Me: Amir
Her: then I will not forgive him
Me: Dina what do you say?
Her: I should have been dead by now
Me: Dina stop, think about your family, aren't you afraid of inflicting them a big pain like the one you feel?
Her: I am not so important, my family will soon get over my death, the difference is that Moab was everything to me, Moab was my priority.
Me: why do you think so, we love you very much
She: let me
Me: Dina the doctor said something
Her: what I am going to die anyway?
Me: uh no, just that you are pregnant Dina
She looked me in the eyes for a while before shaking her head
She: that's impossible Moab and I couldn't have a child
Me: it is a miracle of God
She: I can't believe you, you must have misunderstood the doctor's words
Me: no, not at all, you are pregnant Dina, you are expecting a child from Moab
She: you are not lying?
Me: no, not at all
She touched her belly and smiled for a moment before she stopped smiling again
She: before I wanted a child of Moab, today I will have a child but no father to give him
Me: Dina, it's not serious, nothing can be done about it, these are things that happen in life, only God knows why it had to happen like this, see this child as your everything, may in him your strength and your happiness
She: you know I would prefer not to have a child but to have Moab at my side
Me: but what are you saying?
She: you don't take one life for another, but in this case God has taken my husband in exchange for a child
Me: no, you're wrong, God's actions are not conditioned in any way
She: yes, this time
Me: Dina please
She: I have discussed enough with you, since we are no longer friends I don't see why you are here, go away
Me: Dina I am your friend
She: no you're not, go away now
Me: sorry I can't unless there's someone coming to watch you
Her: please go away
Me: Dina can't you just forgive me, I'm really sorry for walking away from you like that, without giving you any explanation but I assure you I had my reasons
She looked at me for a while, what I noticed about Dina was that she liked to analyze people, and when she did that it was like she knew exactly what you were feeling or thinking, it was amazing but true.
Her: ok, I understand
Me: thank you, you should rest a bit and I'll bring you and little Moab some food
Her: I'm not hungry
Me: but you have to feed your child Dina
She: no, I assure you it's ok
Me: I'm going to leave and this is my last word, you're going to eat I say before leaving
As soon as I went out I met Irma and Dina's mother in the corridors, I couldn't leave Dina alone
Me: hello mom, Irma
Them: hello
Mom: how is Dina?
Me: she woke up but she is weak, I told her about the baby but it just made her smile a little but then she was sad.
Mom: it is very normal, it will pass to her
Me: I'm going to get her something to eat
Mom: okay
I got out of the hospital and borrowed my car, I told myself that I had to tell Moab's mother about Dina, even though she didn't like him she had the right to know that Dina was expecting her grandchild. So I called her.
Me: hello ma'am
Her: Hello Amir, how are you?
Me: I am fine thank you and you?
Her: I am fine
Me: I was calling to tell you that Dina is pregnant with your son Moab, I know you don't like her but please behave well towards her now because she has nothing left, only her baby and in this difficult moment she needs your support, not someone to insult her, so if you can come to visit her at least it will make her a little happy.
She didn't answer me anything and hung up, I started the car and went to get something to eat
Irma Watson
I looked at Dina lying on her bed she had stopped crying but her eyes were red my little sister was really suffering and it hurt me too, I was not a good sister but I love her very much.
Mom: don't do this to us again, baby, you can't joke with your life, being alive is a grace, today you have a new hope to bring this child into the world and to see him grow up.
Dina didn't answer and just looked at my mother.
Me: Dina it's going to be ok take your time
Dina nodded and turned her head towards the window, someone was suddenly entering the room, it was Moab's mother, I didn't want her to disturb Dina so I spoke to her.
Me: hello ma'am this is not a good time
Her: I just want to talk to my beautiful daughter
Daughter-in-law?
Her: I didn't come to make a fuss.
She went to Dina and sat down next to her.
To Follow...............
