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JAYDEN

She tugged at my hips, wanting me, but I didn't know if she was ready. She had been through so much just because I wasn't able to protect her, but it was asking too much to resist her, I was too turned on by her for that.

She pulled me tighter and tighter, whimpering for me to penetrate her, and I gave in to her whimpering, taking my cock in my hand and slowly running it down her middle, making her moan. The sounds she made could have brought me to a climax with excitement, my companion had such an effect on me and the burden she must have gone through was still heavy on my shoulders despite everything.

Without thinking further about the past, I slowly and carefully plunged into her, causing her to greedily reach for my face to give me a kiss that made every part of me tremble with passion.

I couldn't hold back any longer and pushed into her so deep and hard that she moaned into my mouth in pleasure and wrapped her arms around my neck to pull me even closer. Laying with my head on her shoulder, I drew her scent deep into my consciousness, causing my cock to harden even more inside her.

I had to control myself not to hurt her because I wanted to take her completely and mark her everywhere just to claim my possession. Moaning in pleasure, I got up from her and spread her legs even further apart. I knew she wanted to forget and escape into ecstasy and I wanted to do her this favor, I wanted nothing more.

With a firm grip, I grabbed her hips and pulled her closer to me, then slid back down to her, thrusting harder and deeper into her as I kissed her perfect breasts and watched her eyes close and got louder and louder. I tried to cover her mouth for fear Ethan would hear us, but her voice was too horny, especially since it was me who made her do it.

As I heard her last loud moan and her fingernails digging into my back, I felt her muscles tighten around my cock and I couldn't delay it any longer. I climaxed deep inside her and had no intention of wasting a drop. No matter what came before, I finally knew that she was the one. The one I loved more than anything else and the first I penetrated without protection.

I slowly pulled it out, fell onto my back next to her and had to catch my breath first.

The sex was unbelievable and it felt incredibly good not to think about what I had experienced, at least for a short time. It wasn't until I looked over at her and realized that she was beginning to cry that I was snapped out of my ecstasy and looked at her worried.

"Chiara?"

☆Chiara☆

He made me climax and I was so grateful to him for that. He came shortly after me and I felt the warmth of his effusion deep inside me, which made me incredibly proud because I finally belonged to him again after all that had happened.

When he got up and sat down next to me, the loneliness, the pain, the memories came over me again and I wasn't sure if I could bear it all anymore. I certainly could not give myself to my mate for the rest of my life in order to forget. I had to process all of this and that would certainly take time.

The first tears ran down my cheeks, afraid that the pain and the memory would accompany me forever. "Chiara?" I heard my alpha whisper next to me and I immediately turned to him and caressed his warm cheek. He was everything to me, I've been so sure of that since I thought I was going to lose him. Maybe you had to go through the drama first to know what you had in the other.

"Thank you," I whispered, kissing his forehead gently. "For letting me fly." He smiled at me, but I could see the pain in his eyes that would be with him for a long time to come.

A knock on the door had me quickly pulling the covers over me and Jayden jumped up annoyed to put on his boxer shorts. "What?" he asked Ethan after he opened the door. "Ludwig and Chace are here."

Ethan glanced over at me and then turned to leave, causing Jayden to close the door. "We should both talk to them," said Jayden and put on his t-shirt. "But if you don't-" "Yes, I'll come with you," I replied, but I wasn't sure if it would really be good for me to be open about everything.

Jayden was already in the living room, giving me the time I needed to dress and collect myself. I slowly got up from the soft bed and then hesitantly got up to put on a black t-shirt and gray sweatpants from him. One last touch to untangle my hair and I already plucked up the courage to face the others.

I slowly opened the door and padded barefoot across the cold wooden floor only to be stared at by everyone. "I'm so happy," Ludwig immediately approached me and pulled me tightly into his arms. I felt Jayden's eyes on us, bothering him internally, but he let it and I returned the blond's tight hug. "I'm glad to see you again, too," I breathed, then slowly pulled away from him.

"I'm sorry that you Darius... well that you him-" My voice broke. I just couldn't pronounce it, but he understood what I meant and nodded at me with a sad look. "After all, I'm here to protect you," he explained, but I could see that it wasn't easy for him to talk about it either.

"Now make room," I heard Chace, whose hug wasn't as deep as Ludwig's, but the ease his smile brought to my face brought a grin to my face too. "No more running away from now on. I don't want to shoot any more people," he laughed, and you could tell he didn't seem to let it get to him like the rest of us.

Then, as I ran to the couch to sit down, I saw the open bottle of whiskey and understood why they were drinking so much. It wasn't, as I always suspected, because they were drunk players who wanted to party, but because they had experienced things they wanted to forget.

I sat down next to Ethan on the couch and picked up the bottle to wash down a few sips of the brown liquid. The sinking, warm feeling in my stomach was good, but nothing compared to how Jayden could make me feel.

I put the bottle back in its place and heard Ethan light a cigarette next to me. Jayden got up and wanted to admonish him, but I shook my head in the negative. "Let him, we are wolves, it won't kill us."

Jayden gave me a confused look and sat back down in his chair. I could see him looking thoughtfully at Ethan, wondering why I suddenly accepted it, but no one here knew what we both went through in the dungeon. No matter how mean he was to me, no matter how arrogant he could be, when it came down to it, I would always choose him as my cellmate.

"But it stinks," interjected Ludwig and moved closer to the window, whereupon I examined him closely. How long had I prayed and hoped he would save us, but the longer I was gone and the more I had to go through, the more I realized that he was just a good friend who I had feelings for, but not in the Kind of like I had for Jayden.

"Fancy the Wialtrama," Chace suddenly said and we all looked at him in amazement. When Ethan was the first to agree, I looked questioningly at Jayden, who just shrugged and let me decide. "Okay, we're in."

"To a night that will make us forget," Ethan lifted the bottle and I smiled at him as he winked and then held it down to drink almost all of it.

"I'll go to sleep again first," said Ludwig and then left the hut, but not without giving me another beautiful smile. "And I have to eat something," then Chace said goodbye next and to my confusion, Jayden got up as well.

"I'll get us something to eat too, see you soon." He gave me a fleeting but very loving kiss and suddenly it was just Ethan and I. "How are you?" he asked me, holding out a cigarette. I shake my head no and took a deep breath.

"I feel like a part of me is still locked up," I answered softly, then looked over at him. He dragged on his cigarette and stared at the wall. "Yes, I know that," he replied, breathing heavily, and then leaned back.

"We'll get over it, we always do," he smiled halfheartedly, getting up to walk to the door and stub out the cigarette outside. "Come on. The sun is shining," he said and I got up to go outside as well. We had only seen stone walls for far too long and happy about the bit of sun, we sat down on the forest floor and enjoyed the silence around us.