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“Don’t frown at me, Fertine. Your getting attention out there. I don’t want to get punched tonight.” He said.

“It’s not my fault that they’re looking at me! After all, they’re just looking! You’ve got a lot of girls looking at you too! I’m not angry, am I?” I answered him.

“And so? I don’t like them I only want you.” He said. His forehead is already wrinkled. He became even more handsome and angry.

Why is that?

“You’re the only one I want.” His face softened when I said that. He looked me over from head to toe.

“If you hadn’t worn that case, we would have stayed there longer.” He said softly. “Why did I buy that?” He asked himself annoyed.

“What’s up Wilder, I have a fashion sense now what! Then what you bought is beautiful.” I said. “No. Now I’m thinking if it’s right changing you like this.” He said palming his hands on his head.

“W-what?” I asked confused.

“I want to bring you back to being a manang instead of a ganto with many people looking at you!” He said staring at me with his bloodshot eyes. There is fire in them. Lust is gone.

“No! I’m not going back to the way I used to be, Wilder. I like myself better now. Im being myself and this is all for you too. So you don’t feel ashamed that you take me to clubs. I don’t have that weird and awkward moves that you hated before!” I answered him.

“Yes you look better and gorgeous but I don’t like guys drooling over you. Jealous.” He said.

“Don’t be jealous because you are the only one who can taste my cheesy mussels.” I laughed and said to him.

His face lights up and smiles.

I pushed him against the wall while kissing him so hard.

How many times have we done this?

That didn’t last long because we switched positions. My back is against the wall now.

I lost count already.

I was surprised when Wilder tore the see trough I was wearing. “Wilder?! Why did you destroy it?” I’m annoyed with this question.

“So you won’t wear it.” He looked his lips against mine again. Even though I was annoyed, I returned the kiss. His lips fell on my chest.

I felt his hot lips there sucking every inch of my skin. He massages both of my boobs and I can’t help but moan. “Ah.. Wilder… That feels good.”

It didn’t take too long to move to my chest. He took down my bra and placed a kiss on my right breast as well as the left.

His lips are back in mine again. He lifted my skirt.

He held my wrists above. While his other hand is busy brushing his fingers in the middle of my thigh.

He pulled my panty back.

He slid one finger this time while kissing me. Then put the second one again.

I’m crazy about what he does to me. Even though I want to close my eyes, I avoid it. I want to remember everything he will do to me tonight. I wanna memorize every inch of his skin and even the look of his tattoo.

When I got out, he gave me my thigh. He let it swing their for a second because he was still taking off his pants.

I helped her remove it as well as her long dress.

I was busy taking off his shirt when he pushed his shaft inside me. I cling to her hair. “Ah… Oh my god!” I screamed.

“Oh fuck.” He moaned. His thrust became faster and faster.

His grip on me tightened with each thrust inside me. He showered me with kisses in every part of my body.

He kissed the back of my ears. I did the same thing and whispered his name. “Wilder…” I said his name while he kept on thrusting in and out.

I don’t know why it sounds so different this time.

I never whispered his name like this before.

He kissed me passionately this time. It stopped a little. I stare at him. He moved closer. “I love you, Fertine. Only you.” Then he kissed me and continued thrusting until we both reached our peak.

I’m not used to this kind of situation, even the things we do and the things that he says. Everything for the past days had changed. But I know I can get used to this.

All eyes are on me while I walk through the same hallway like before. I remember being so little because of the way they looked at me. I’m intimidated by these people. I was looking down and wishing that the earth could just swallow me.

Not anymore.

Now everything is different.

I am different.

This is a better version of my self. I walk again through this hallway with confidence. Wearing my fitted red croptop paired with a black fitted skirt that reaches my knees, it has a high slit in my right leg. It’s just enough to take a good look at my leg. And a red stiletto. Together with me is a gucci leather sling bag.

The others were whispering as they watched me walk.

I also met Wilder’s friends and team mates coming in earlier. Unlike the other students, they weren’t surprised to see me, but they still stopped. Maybe because they saw me at the bar. I laughed remembering their shocked faces.

I got to the classroom and the situation was still the same. Even the professor was surprised that I must be Fertine, the one with the thick glasses and mana to wear.

Wilder and I only did activities when we lost. My father came home from abroad and we went on vacation for a while, that was my excuse to the professors who asked why I was absent. I know it’s a lie, but I don’t care, so they’ll forget about it.

I immediately did that and caught up. The other subjects passed by quickly and they reacted the same way as before. One of my professors even touched my cheek.