52

“Are you reading again? How can you read so many books? Aren’t you tired of reading Fertine?” Freeda asked.

“You know this is the only thing that keeps me going. Besides I can’t go downstairs, he will probably see me.”

“As if he didn’t. He already did.” She said,

I know he already saw me. But I don’t want him to see me ever again. That is it. I don’t want to be with him or to even look at him.

“So what’s your plan? You are going to hide from him all the time?” He asked.

“Of course not, do you think I like to hide? No. I needed to hide. For Nona. For me. To take control of myself.” I explained to her.

She sighed.

“Anyways, what are you reading?” She asked.

“Well uh… Addy is a good niece and a hardworking person. Since she was a child she knew something was missing and her heart felt empty. She shut herself from intimate relationships, she never had one but it will all change when she found out she’s not blood related to her known aunt. She started her quest on finding his biological parents hoping to meet them and find out why they left her. She cross path with the twins, Cloud and Thunder when they kidnapped in the coffee shop where she worked. They brought her into their secluded mansion. She is confuse to how did she end up in their mansion, at first she thought she’s being kidnap for black market, prostitution or to harvest her organs but that won’t work because she’s not eating healthy and so as her organs. She was shocked to find out that they kidnapped her for pleasure. Stunned when she saw how beautiful and glorious her kidnappers, hot twins. But she didn’t let this fascination overwhelm her, she didn’t forget that they are her kidnappers and the fact that they are handsome means they’re more despicable. One question remained on her mind, why her? She’s nothing special, she’s poor, she doesn’t even know who she really is. Looking at the twins she knew that they didn’t plan about kidnapping her, they did it for amusement.”

“Uh huh? Then what happened? Go on.”

“She stayed in the mansion for more than two days, she didn’t talk to anyone aside from the maid who gave her the food but she didn’t even touch it. She tried to escape but Cloud and Thunder catch her and give her a punishment that took away her innocence. It’s not long before she begin to look for their touch and sweet kisses. At first she tried to stop herself and hate them for taking her purity and innocence but now she’s starting to become a slave of their lust. To fulfill their sexual fantasy. Eventually she give into them in return of helping her find her parents. They agreed to it to keep her with them. Days passed and Addy is starting to get used to the situation she’s in but one thing she noticed is that the twins are acting weird around her. She tried to ignore it but her suspicions are right. After a date night near the beach with the twins they left her next thing in the morning without any word or explanation. They let her go just like that. She tried to reach out to them but they’re gone. She had no choice but to leave. They gave her a note containing the address of her father. She went to it, and it turned out it’s just a parking space. She was furious and cursed out their names. She came back to her old life, living with her aunt who’s clueless on what happened to her. She’s devastated throughout a month without them. She felt dirty for giving her purity to them. For liking what they did to her. She’s a hypocrite. She hates herself but she loathes them.”

I felt weirded out telling her about the story of Addy. It is kind of the same as mine but I didn’t do threesome and I don’t think that I can or I will be able to do that. Especially that I have a personality disorder that is a nymphomaniac. I mean she might be, she can do it she is sexually active and open but this is still my body. I won’t let them ruin it just because of those kinks.

I mean some people might like it, good for them I’m happy for their choices it is their life after all but not mine. I don’t think I will be happy to do that.

“What if they just left her like that? That is ridiculous! I can’t believe it! Give that to me I want to read more! Now I’m invested with this story. I mean, I want my story to be out of novels but not like this one. This is just sad.”

“It is for character development, Freeda. They needed it.” I said to her, We are in my office and Freeda came in just because she is bored and doesn’t know what else to do. This is what rich heiresses do with their life huh?

Be bored and do anything they want.

That is just awesome but I don’t want to live like that. I’m good with working my way up. I want to make my mom proud and my dad. Even though I’m his child from someone else.

Looking back now. I went through a major character development, those unfortunate events helped me to strive better. Made me the person who I am today.

“Nick, they’re landlord’s son, drugged her drink when she went to their house and asked for an extension of the deadline on the payment of their rent. Addy had hallucinations and thought it was Cloud and Thunder kissing her but in reality it’s Nick and his friend. When she realized it was not them she instantly defended herself and acted quickly without thinking, resulting in stabbing Nick on her stomach which led her to jail. When she thought that all was lost and there’s no point of coming back to what she was before she lost hope and accepted her fate but that’s when a miracle happened.”

Just like me, waiting for a miracle.