Chapter 24: Be Mine

"V-Val—" I couldn't continue my words when Valerian inserted two fingers inside my mouth while he played with my clit, which made me hyperventilate.

My chest was out since my hands, which were tied up, were being placed to cling to his neck. He had open access to touch, knead, fondle, and massage my breasts and nipples.

"Suck it," Valerian commanded when his thumb was inside my mouth.

I smirked and stuck out my tongue. "Make me." If he thought that I would easily follow his command, I wasn't.

I had wanted to disobey a command, so I wanted to take it for an opportunity like this. All my life, I had to meet Papa's expectations of me as his first pup. I had followed every order he wished me to do, even if they seemed impossible.

Now, I wanted to try and disobey someone's command but still be submitted to that person.

It felt... alright for me if I was acting like this. I trusted Valerian, knowing he could handle my bratty attitude.

The proof was he inserted his thumb again. This time he gently shoved it enough to reach the back of my throat. I almost gagged before I felt his other hand on my neck.

"You are almost gagging? What if my cock is inside your mouth, honeydew?" I felt aroused by that question. "Suck it, or you shall never be rewarded." He played the thumb inside my mouth while I felt his cock gliding to my wet core as if he was coating it with my wetness.

I moaned and obliged this time. I wanted to be rewarded, but at the same time, I wanted to be a fucking brat.

"Fuck... me... now..." I demanded through sucking.

"No." I groaned in protest.

Damn it!

I found myself kneeling on the cold wooden floor after I obeyed his command. "What are you going to do?" I asked after a moment of silence.

"Just kneel and let me look at you, my slutty honeydew."

I bit my lower lip, pooling more from his words. I could feel his intense gaze piercing the bare skin, which made me shiver down my spine while I heard something that made me want to guess it.

"Are you jerking off in front of me?" I frowned.

"So what if I am?" He stepped forward.

With that, I felt a long, big, pulsating thing slapping my face. I licked my lips, knowing that it was his huge cock coming from this bearded man who was a six-feet tall.

He was slapping me with it!

"Open your mouth." I didn't do it as he said. In an instant, Valerian squeezed my cheeks to open my mouth and shoved his hard cock inside me. "You really want the hard way, huh?" He grabbed a handful of my hair and helped himself to keep shoving it until the tip of his cock hit the back of my throat.

I almost gagged when he thrust back and forth. At first, he was the one moving. Later, I held his cock with my tied hands and started bobbing my head up and down.

The slushing sound coming from me blowing his cock and Valerian's pleasuring groan were the things that I could hear inside this room. I could feel myself pooling more when I heard it dripping to the floor. It was faint, yet I was still quick to hear it.

"Fuck, Dominixe... You are so fucking good..."

The praise made me want to make it feel good for him. That was what I wanted for him. If he could make me feel good, I would do the same for him.

When he died, I kept longing for him. I kept dreaming that I was pleased by him.

Valerian's cock twitched inside my mouth when I kept licking and sucking it. He halted me as he hissed in my ear. "Do not make me cum, honeydew. I want it inside you."

I shivered under his touch. The tone of possessiveness was lingering on him. It was making me wary and feeling delighted.

"Say your gratitude," he said as he rubbed my bare shoulder with wet kisses.

I arched my eyebrow. "I am not saying gratitude until you fuck me." I flinched when he spanked me so hard that I hissed and held to his arm.

The impact was hard that my face was shoved into his chest.

"Such a stubborn woman." He scoffed. "Didn't you know that the more you are going to be stubborn, the more you shall not be able to receive what you want?" I growled, digging my nails into his arm. But it seemed that Valerian was not affected by it.

"Valerian..." I frowned.

I gasped when he squeezed the cheek of my behind. "Be a good girl then, and I shall reward you."

His husky voice ruined my sanity. It was hypnotizing me so I could obey him.

"Don't you want me inside you, honeydew?" he whispered again. I held my breath when his fingertips caressed my back, sending goosebumps down my whole body. "Or, you do not want me at all?" His tone sounded melancholy.

I panicked. "N-No. I want you, Valerian."

It might seem he was manipulating, but I was talking about Valerian here. I did not want to waste my opportunity of being with him. But I wanted to be stubborn since I really missed him.

"Then, obey me and learn to behave. You can do that, correct?" His soft tone changed into a firm one.

I bit my lower lip, wanting to say no. I wanted to annoy him, but I wanted to feel him inside me.

"Yes..."

Valerian growled in delight that I had finally submitted to him. Before I could utter another word, he suddenly pushed me to the bed.

"What—"

I couldn't continue my words when Valerian placed my leg over his shoulder before he positioned himself between my thighs, crossing our legs so our genitals would touch together.

I immediately noticed that it was the scissoring position we used to do back then. It was Valerian's favorite position for both of us.

I swallowed my moan when he slammed his cock inside me after that. I clutched the sheets, not knowing that he would rock me hard. It was the exact tempo that I really wanted.

"Fuck, Valerian..." I could feel my breasts bouncing up and down as he kept slamming inside me.

It felt like he was trying to destroy the walls inside me. It felt so fucking good, as if I was already in heaven, for the Moon Goddess' sake.

"Shit, shit, shit..." My god! He fucked me as if he missed me so badly! I was going insane if Valerian kept doing that.

"You are so fucking wet, Dominixe!" He leaned forward when his pace was getting faster.

My mouth was opened wide from the pleasure I kept receiving. Valerian took that as an opportunity to crash his lips in my mouth. I did not hesitate to kiss him as our tongues fought for dominance. I even clung to his neck to gather more support.

It was hot... fiery... and intense.

That was what I was feeling right now. One more thrust from him, and I could reach the stars.

And Valerian did not fail to make me happy and pleased as soon as I reached my orgasm.

"Fuck!" I screamed in pleasure while my body convulsed from the orgasm.

Valerian kept moving inside me until I had my second and third orgasms. He did not stop until I had many orgasms. He only released his seeds inside me when my body wouldn't stop convulsing while I was calling for his name.

After that, Valerian collapsed on top of me after he removed my blindfold and the belt tied to my hands. "That was amazing, honeydew..." he said happily, smiling.

I chuckled, panting. "You sure have a lot of stamina..." I snuggled closer to him when he settled himself beside me. I felt sleepy already since those orgasms I had experienced were more than enough to knock me out.

I was about to fall asleep when Valerian leaned forward to make me feel that he was hard again. I gasped as my eyes widened, seeing that he was smiling from ear to ear.

"Didn't I say that I shall make your legs unable to move?" He wriggled his eyebrows before he positioned himself and inserted his cock inside me. I moaned as an answer. "Good. You should stay awake since I am going to make my promise come true."

I gulped as I chuckled nervously. If he was smiling like that, I knew that he would make it come true.

I hadn't caught my breath when he moved slowly inside me. This time, it was not hard, fast, or rough. Right now, it was slow. It was as if he was taking his sweet time.

When our eyes met, I could see the love in them. Valerian leaned forward and held my face with fondness, affection, and admiration lingering in his chartreuse eyes.

My heart skipped a beat as his expression softened whenever he looked at me.

"Be mine already, Dominixe." His tone was not sharp and firm. It was soft and warm. I moaned when he kept moving inside me while his thumb was caressing my cheek. "I promise you happiness."

I held my breath since that was the same line he told me before I left the Solacia. I had accepted our mate bond before he had finally investigated me and looked for me.

That was the moment I finally felt what it felt to be loved. I felt my heart beating for the first time when I accepted him as my mate.

It was one of the most memorable moments I will always remember. That was the moment I had learned to love, but the mission of infiltrating his pack and killing him was the hindrance of it.

That was why I had to take him for granted.

"Domi, why are you crying?"

"Huh?" I parroted, not knowing what to do. I touched my face and felt the wetness smeared on my cheek.

Valerian quickly wiped the tears that kept falling from my eyes. "Honeydew, what is wrong?"

I stared at him. He looked worried and concerned before he stopped moving inside me. It made my heart skip a beat.

It was then I realized that I was facing him right now, making love with him. I raised my hand to cup his cheek and felt his warm skin.

"Val..." I sobbed his name.

"Yes?" he asked softly. The tone was so soft that it reminded me of him in the past.

The kind and patient Valerian... The one who tried to understand that I was not good at expressing affection. The one who loved me the most was in front of me.

"Can I say that..." I paused when I couldn't hold my breath anymore. I was filled with emotions just staring at him lovingly. "Can I say that I love you so much?" I sobbed as the memory of his death and the moment we exchanged that we loved each other lingered in my head.

That was when I finally admitted my feelings for him and that I couldn't live without him.

"Dominixe..." He looked surprised. I could even feel the fast beating of his heart.

I held him so dearly. "I love you so much... Please forgive me for the things I have done to you."

There.

I had finally said it.

I had wanted to say those words to him since I prayed to the Moon Goddess how I wished I could say them to Valerian if he was still alive and breathing.

"What are you saying?" His creased forehead deepened. I knew I was making him confused now since he did not know the sins I had committed to him and his pack members in my previous life. "Domi..."

I smiled bitterly before I took his hand and kissed it. "Valerian... I love you. I do not want to hurt you again. This time... This time..." My voice croaked before I looked at him with tears. "I will make things right, my love," I said emotionally before kissing him again.

Right... I might still hurt you in the near future, Valerian. I had to.

But this time, it wouldn't be worse. I just needed you to be part of my plans to end my father's madness.

I hoped that you would forgive me...

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Mystique Luna's note: This chapter is so emotional for me. I really cried from the moment Dominixe cried. It was also the moment that I played the song, The Night We Met by Lord Huron. I felt her pain that she wants to change Valerian's future. It hurts to write this part. It is a rollercoaster emotion. XD