A woman like me

My mouth dropped. How the fuck was I going to tell him I couldn't stay there?

It was going to be hard to tell him that without telling him about my husband and my child.

He looked at me when I didn't say anything. I on the other hand stood where I was, too stunned to speak.

“You are not saying anything Lindsay"

I didn't choose not to speak. It was the words that found a way of not coming out. Like how the fuck would I turn him down without him feeling bad?

“Shaun, I don't think I need this house" oh that was bad. I should have sounded more emotional to make him see me as vulnerable.

“You don't?"

“I'm okay at my house,"

He paused for a while before speaking. “I think it's way better if..."

I didn't let him finish. “I don't see the need for you to buy me a house" I sounded rude, but knew what I was playing at.

“I don't see why not," he said with a confused expression on his face.

“We are nothing Shaun. Just fuck-mates. I don't think we owe each other such intimacy" I blurted out without any filter. I wanted to keep him in his place early enough so he wouldn't end up trying so hard to win me over. Even though I liked being with him, that didn't change the fact that I was a married woman who wasn't ready to leave her husband. Leaving my husband meant kissing goodbyes to Leia and I was most definitely not ready for that.

The words I said hurt him. I knew because his eyes changed immediately. It had a mixture of hurt and anger. I regretted saying those words.

“You are right. We are nothing but fuck-mates" he leaned closer. “Now let me show you what fuck mates do"

“What... what do you mean?" I sputtered

“Get in the car Lindsay" He ordered

He was the first to walk away, leaving me alone. After some time, I walked to the car and he started driving.

“Where are we going?"

“To my house," he said without looking at me

I looked down at my hands. “Are you angry at me?"

“No, I'm not"

“Then why are you so quiet?"

He looked at me briefly. “Because I'm thinking of ripping that yellow pleated skirt of yours off your body," he said with his eyes on me.

I swallowed hard. I couldn't hide how much those words affected me. I felt heated up down there. The thought of Shaun ripping my skirt off kept pumping into my brain. But wait, was he really going to do that? That was my favorite pleated skirt.

“Again, don't look so tense Lindsay," he said and I realized I had been playing with my fingers.

*****

“Don't make this harder for me Shaun" I cried out, trying to tug on my hands that were handcuffed to the bed. “I want to feel you, Shaun. Stop this torture"

He kissed me on the lips and then spoke after breaking the kiss. “As fuck mates, we aren't supposed to be that intimate"

I almost lost my mind when he said that. He had to be kidding me. I was so soaked down there. I wanted him to touch me so badly, but he kept teasing me and it was getting harder and harder to stay that way. Maybe I shouldn't have called us fuck mates. Now I had to pay for it.

“Fuck!" I moaned when he pinched my nipples.

He planted wet kisses on my neckline, trailing it until he got to my boobs. He didn't lick my nipple, as usual, instead, he bit it softly. I almost lost my mind.

“If you continue like this Shaun, I'm going to lose my fucking mind" I cried out with my eyes shut, savoring the moment

If those cuffs weren't in my hands, I would have grabbed him by his shaft.

He chuckled. “That's what I'm aiming for Lindsay," he said under his breath as He stopped biting my nipples and started sucking on them. They were as hard as a rock due to how stimulated I was.

He stopped playing with them and moved closer to kiss me. I took his lips hungrily like I couldn't survive without it. He shoved his tongue into my mouth, wiggling it in.

He broke the kiss and his hands grabbed my neck. It was a faint grip, then he spoke again. “ I'm going to make you regret what you said Lindsay," he said and I smiled flirtatiously.

“I'd like to see you try"

“Is that a challenge?"

“See it as a motivation,".

“Good" he started planting kisses on my body. “I love how much your confidence has grown. I hope it helps you keep your eyes on me while I drive you crazy”

He continued kissing me until he got to my lower abdomen, then he stopped.

He opened my legs wide enough and I breathed out sharply. I was even more stimulated due to how he stared at it like a piece of Jewel.

He stood up from the bed and took the key to the cuffs from his table. He got to where my right hand was bound and uncuffed it. In confusion, I looked at him as he sat on a couch that was just opposite my wide-open cunt.

“What are you doing Shaun?"

“Touch yourself" he instructed in a calm authoritative tone and I swallowed hard.

“What?” my other hand was free, so I was able to sit up.

He got up from where he was seated and walked towards me. “If you want my touch so bad, you have to impress me"

I looked everywhere, but his eyes. I didn't know why I suddenly became shy.

“I've..." I stuttered. “I've never touched myself before" I blurted out

He was taken aback. What the fuck was he expecting from a woman like me.