Teenage fantasy
Lindsay
One kiss on my neck and I was gone. I closed my eyes as I savored the moment. Shaun was at the back, planting kisses on my body while the water from the shower caressed both our skin.
He whispered in my ears. “Are you sore?" He asked and I shook my head even though I was a little bit sore from the sex we had not too long ago.
“good. Prepare yourself, you will get sore after this. I'll make sure of that” he said and I giggled.
"Is that a threat?”
"No, just a good way of marking my own” as he said those words, his hand slipped into my cunt and I sucked in air.
He turned me around to look at him as he fingered my cunt. He inserted the second finger and then the third, stretching out my hole real good.
"Look at me Lindsay” he ordered and I looked at him.
"I like honesty and transparency when I'm working with people,” he said those words while he fingered me silly. I was losing my mind at the same time, I tried to process what he meant.
"Wh.. what Is that supposed to mean?” I stuttered, breathing very fast as he did things to me.
"What are you hiding from me Lindsay?” he asked.
I would have panicked, but his fingers buried deep in my cunt prevented me from doing so. If this was his way of getting the truth out of me, then he was very good at it.
"I am not hiding anything from you Shaun” I managed to speak.
"For your sake, I hope you aren't,” he said and cold shivers ran up my spine.
That was a threat. I just got a threat from Shaun. He sounded like he meant it. I couldn't help but wonder what he was going to do when he found out. What I was hiding from him wasn't a minor thing.
"You have to believe me,” I said, trying to act unaffected by his words.
He turned back around."I love you Lindsay” he whispered into my ears and I froze.
What have I done? This wasn't happening. I just made a man who I could never be with fall in love with him. Of course, I had feelings for him, but I wanted it to be one-sided. That way, he wouldn't be so hurt when I finally decide to be a faithful woman.
It was unhealthy for him to fall in love with me and it was certain that the two of us couldn't be together.
“Don't say it back" he noticed I was opening my mouth to speak.
“Why?"
“Because I don't want you to say it. I don't want you to love me Lindsay" he blurted out.
Well, too late Mr!
“Why's that?"
“I am not good enough for you Lindsay"
He sounded so guilty when he said those words. And that was insane because he was the best for me. He was the only man who made me feel loved. Not my father, not my husband. Growing up with my father was hell. Being married to Asher was an even greater hell
As much as I had a lot of questions to ask, I didn't. So apparently, I was in love with Shaun and didn't want him to love me back. Shaun on the other hand was in love with me but didn't want me to love him. That had to be the craziest scenario of my life.
He kissed my neck once more. “Don't you ever think of leaving me, Lindsay"
He always sounded authoritative when he spoke, but this time, his voice was calm, almost as though he was begging without saying please.
“I won't" I felt a huge lump in my throat when I said that. Of course, I didn't want to leave, but I knew it would only be a matter of time before the guilt set in alongside Karma. That karma was my husband.
Shaun used his legs to spread my leg slightly. He held me close to himself and positioned his shaft inside me. I moaned slightly when it went all in.
He went in and out slowly, filling me up with each thrust. I bit my lips as I moaned. He was a man I wouldn't trade for anything. The best thing that had ever happened to me. Where was he when I dated Asher for A year? It should have been him.
I began to imagine how it would be if I got married to him instead of Asher. Life would have been easier for me.
I loved him so much that he kept me up late at night just thinking about him. But each time I stared at my husband, I was brought back to the reality of me being a married woman with a kid.
It was exhausting to be with someone, but not completely. I began to imagine Shaun with another woman. I knew our union wasn't going to last forever. It was just like a teenage fantasy, and could never become reality.
He kept on thrusting into me, much faster than before. I clenched my mound when I felt my orgasm building up.
“Shaun" I moaned his name as my legs became wobbly. It hit me like a strong storm. I almost fell to my knees, but he held me up as he continued ramming into my soaked cunt.
His breathing got heavier and I knew he was going to erupt anytime soon. He moved faster and faster until he finally erupted inside of me.
“Fuck Lindsay," he moaned my name with himself buried deep inside me. He stayed there until he became soft again
“I'll get you some pill later" he whispered breathlessly in my ears and I nodded with a smile
