Chapter 25

Vince didn't know how they ended up with tearing each other clothes off then have mind blowing sex but they did and they ended up in Gwen room, although he would have preferred his bed, this one was a little more comfortable than the couch and he really didn't want to transport Gwen anywhere without her approval yet because he knew that doing that will damage his plea.

He continued to stroke her arm as she lay awake wrapped in his embrace, he knew that she was quiet because she didn't know what to say so he picked up his courage and started the discussion.

" when I was twenty five, I was captured by a sadistic vampire who loved torturing me more than anything in the world. The torturing started when I was a human and she made me into a blood slave, when she saw how quickly I tend to fall unconscious, she turned me into a vampire and continued to torture me. This went on for a a year and I was addicted to her blood. If it wasn't hers, I couldn't keep it in me. She always gave me details of what was happening to Jessica. Telling me that she wanted to keep me updated on how my sister fared but her way of giving details was explaining how many men drank her blood and raped. When she gets to watch it she explained everything details of what they did to her. " Vince said as he drew himself away from Gwen. He needed to tell her what happened but he wouldn't be able to complete the story if he was close to her.

" I am here, you can take your time. " Gwen said softly besides him. Close enough to touch him but she didn't, she sensed that he needed space now and if that was what he needed, she will provide it for him.

Vince took in deep breathes but continued after a while. " the only thing that prevented me from going insane was that I was suppose to watch over my sister and I couldn't watch over her if I was dead and she was alive and so, I built a resistance to her blood. I bit into my own vein and drank from myself. I couldn't keep it down at first but I continued to repeat the process, over and over again until I was okay with just my blood running in my veins. Then I realized that she was afraid of me, she tried to bleed me out. Torture me. She did everything possible to keep me within her power.

I was in her when I ripped her head off her neck completely. She only allowed me freedom when we were fucking so I could only kill her then. I made sure to drain her completely before I ventured out for my sister. Every vampire I met on the way to Jessica, I drank dry then rip apart and I almost lost control of my sanity. I think I did lose control but those days were blurry for me and I can't remember much of it. " Vince muttered as he chanced a look at Gwen only to see that she was crying with tears running down her face. " don't cry. It was a long time ago. "

Gwen snorted. " I am not crying for you. I am crying for the boy who had to grow up fast. "

"we are the same. " Vince said and when she opened her mouth to complain Vince shook shook his head. " no, let me finish. Anyway as soon as I found her, I torched down the place and I made sure I rein in my hurt, Jessica was hurt and traumatized and so I took care of her and made sure I was always in control of whatever situation we were in. The hurt and need to be in control became a part of me and that was how I knew how to live so I continued living like that even though Jessica got over her nightmares. Mine became a part of me. "

" okay, now I understand. We will work on the situation together but you will allow me to help you. " Gwen said sternly and when Vince nodded. " there is still more isn't there. "

" there is. When you came into my life, I thought I could control myself but with you I lose control. It is a good thing but it only serve to remind me of the Vampire who made me the way I am. So I tried to take control of everything. I am so sorry. "

" I should be the one apologizing, you had valid reason for acting the way you did, all I did was to throw a tantrum. Like a child. " Gwen said

" you had good reason to throw a tantrum. I understand that now. We might not be perfect and it is clear that we have issues so I suggest that we take it one step at a time. " Vince suggested and Gwen smiled.

" I like that idea. "

" just because you know my history now. It doesn't mean that you can call me out on my crap when I am spewing it. " Vince added and as he suspected, it made Gwen laugh.

" you should know by now that I am not the type of person to do that. If you give out any crap, you can bet that I will be close by hitting you over the head until you apologize. " Gwen said with a smile which Vince readily returned.

" by the way, why was your eyes black when you came today. " Gwen asked just to confirm her thoughts on the subject.

" Oh. " Vince felt his cheeks heating up. " I thought he was a lover or something. "

" you think that low of me. " Gwen asked in a hurt tone.

" of course not but I was irrational. I had spent a week in hell without you and I came to find you, only to discover you in the arms of another man, smiling. I lost it. If he was not mates with Courtney I am sure that I would have killed him before you would explain that Ashley was a guy and not a girl. " Vince said with a raised eyebrow.

" please, I just mentioned the name. You drew up the conclusions all by yourself. Holy shit. Another primordial just found her mate " Gwen said as the news sank in that Ashley was mated to Courtney.

" oh, this will lead to some interesting developments. " Vince said with a smile.

" especially since they are opposites of each other. " Gwen said. " what should we do. "

" I suggest we sit and watch them. It would be amazing watching a new primordial and her mate get all the attention. " Vince said with a pleased sighed that Gwen just had to laugh.

How much she loves this mate of hers who makes her smile always.