Chapter 24 R E D A M A N C Y

R E D A M A N C Y

(English) (n.) a love returned in full; the act of loving the one who loves you; to love and to be loved.

[MATURE CONTENT AHEAD: R-18]

Eunae knew Sehun never liked calling the deed as sex. He had always explained to her that sex had a lot of meanings-from describing a person; an organ; or an activity, and he did not want to label what they were having with a word too broad and often used too lightly as if it was nothing, when it was too important and too intimate for him.

It might sound weird and lame to many, but it was probably one of the things that made him different from everybody else.

Shrugging and mockingly titling her head side to side, she gave him a roll of the eyes. She was just in the mood to rile him up.

He had been having his chances to piss him off whenever he liked, and it was her opportunity to the same. It was probably the occasional pettiness they both had that molded their relationship as to what it was now.

"Whatever, I told you it's still sex-" and just then, a piercing shriek echoed in the bathroom when Sehun latched his mouth on her shoulder blade and bit it hungrily.

It was not too hard, but not too light, rather it just enough to leave a mark and a stinging sensation only to be gone soon as he rolled his tongue against, sucking and kissing the spot to mend the pain.

"Still angry, aren't we?" he asked with a snide. "Don't worry, we'll get rid of that temper and we'll make you scream," he taunted, sucking very bit of skin his lips laid on. "And trust me, little sunset, I don't back down on my words."

Sounding too commanding for her ears, Eunae huffed, "Who do you think you are, my daddy?"

"Aren't I?" He asked proudly, twisting his fingers insider her deliciously before pulling away.

"Sh-shut up!"

"What?" Sehun chuckled, dipping his three fingers back inside her without warning and began pumping them too fast and too hard that made her scream. "I'm your daddy, aren't I?"

"Shut up, you kinky man!" She struggled to say, as her eyes fluttered open and close. Her legs wobbly and her grip on his shoulders tightening. "Don't ever think your daddy kink will be satisfied tonight."

With how he pumped his fingers inside of her like in a search of something, Eunae moaned wantonly as he dived into the most sensitive part of her neck-the part where her shoulders and neck dangerously met, leaving her no option but to scream in delight.

"I don't mind. As much as I Iike how you scream daddy, hearing you scream my name will always be the cherry on top," Sehun said, and deep within he knew he was stating a hard fact.

They had always played his kink game of his and he would enjoy hearing her scream daddy as he pleasured her to the utmost he could. But before it ends, he would always ask her to scream his name-to scream Sehun because it was hearing his name from her mouth that he knew she was truly enjoying what he was doing to and for her.

That she was genuinely enjoying what they were doing. That at the end of the day, no matter how they called it, no matter how they played with it, and no matter how they spiced it up-they were still making love.

When his fingers found her g-spot and relentlessly shoved his fingers in and out of her, Eunae felt the blinding light calling for her. She gasped helplessly and called him with a pleading voice. "Sehun."

Her voice too breathless, sounding as if she were about to burst into tears as crystals of liquid pooled in the corner of her eyes.

Eunae knew she could no longer take it and as if knowing what she wanted, Sehun pumped his fingers even faster and deeper. Her screams muffled as he kissed her hard-swallowing her moans and yelps successfully.

"Shhh, no more words from you, little sunset," he said as her body shook uncontrollably with orgasm taking over her body. Her juices coated his fingers and squirted almost everywhere-onto the tiles, her thighs, and even his lower body.

Not wasting another second, Sehun inserted his length inside her, making them gasp with a loud erotic moan. He took a hold of her butt cheeks and pulled her against him repeatedly, letting his glory touch the sensitive walls of her insides.

Eunae pushed herself up and wrapped her arms around his neck as he slipped his meat in and out of her. Her uncontrollable moans bouncing through the walls of the bathroom heightening the building excitement within her. She held onto him tightly, as the pleasure wrapped her whole.

"This isn't sex."

Her back suddenly met the cold wall and shivers ran through her skin with the contrast of temperature she was feeling. The wall was cold and almost icy, while her nether region was blazing it almost drove her crazy.

A sensual moan rumbled her throat when Sehun angled her body in such manner that his girth hit her g-spot earnestly.

"Say it," he ordered, leaning away and looking at her with dark, lustful eyes as he continued to give her long strokes from underneath. "Say that this isn't sex, little sunset."

Eunae swallowed hardly before fulfilling his command, "It's isn't se-" A shriek pained her throat when Sehun pounded faster, harder, and deeper, not letting her finish her sentence.

And if she were not dazed by pleasure, Eunae would have been able to point out that he was purposely punishing her for riling him up.

"What, again?" he feigned ignorance, pushing her deeper into the wall before leaning away to hit her her g-spot precisely. Grabbing her hips, her legs wider to have easier access to her entrance, "I can't hear you."

Eunae almost sobbed when he pulled out of her, thinking he was going to leave her high and dry. She roughly hissed when he turned her around gently. Her front pressed against the wall and her back against his front.

The coldness of the wall had goosebumps pebbling her skin as her crowns touched the coldness of the tiles. She gasped audibly when Sehun entered her from behind, his hands firmly settling on her waist before starting to pound her hard and fast.

"Say it, I'm waiting," his voice almost made her scream.

Grabbing onto the wall helplessly, Eunae leaned away until her crowns were not licking the coldness of the tiles before jutting her ass out, "It isn't se-" suddenly, his grip moved to her shoulders and began pounding like an animal in heat. The way his cock grazed her walls, hastened for the knot in her stomach to twist painfully wanting to be released.

"Hmm?" He asked teasingly and began cupping her breast. He twirled her nipples and flicked them with his fingers. "Is it that hard to say?"

Eunae shook her head.

It was not that she did not like to say it, but it was Sehun's hard and fast pounding that hampered her from doing so. If his dick was not inside and giving her delicious pleasures, then she would have been able to utter what he wanted her to say without even a single sweat.

But unfortunately and fortunately that was not the case.

"Then say it, little sunset, I'm waiting," he ordered, pulling her upper body against him, while his hands wrapped hers.

The position making her ass touch Sehun's lower abdomen without him having to push himself. He went back to her neck, sucking the same spot he bruised with a hickey and continued to hammer her from behind.

"Say it."

"Sehun, please," Eunae begged, her insides tingling and clamping tightly on his length. Suddenly, a frustrated sigh came out from her mouth when Sehun slowed down painfully.

He pulled her body against his, his hands clutching her dangling breasts as he sucked the other side of her neck, "Not until you say what I wanted to hear," his voice stern as he pushed his cock in out agonizingly slow.

The bathroom was started to be filled with sobs as Eunae's frustrations were slowing taking over her body, desperately wanting for release, "Sehun, please, please," she begged once again, tilting her head purposefully meeting his dark eyes with her pleading ones. "Baby, please."

But Sehun only snickered and shook his head before nuzzling her neck once again, "I'm not giving in, little sunset."

He lied, Sehun lied.

Because in all honesty seeing how her eyes begged him to pound her harder and faster almost took his sanity.

He would always have a soft spot for her and that would never change. But then, he also wanted to teach her a lesson, and as painful as it was for him to deny her, he would have to continue giving her slow strokes even though he himself was holding onto his last thin thread of self-control of not having to bang her.

Swallowing hard and breathing deeply, Eunae tried to gain her composure, "Itisn'tsex," she blurted as fast as she could, without breathing.

"There, it wasn't hard, was it?" A chuckle sent vibrations to her core and bobbed her head in agreement, although she barely heard what he said.

Almost instantly, Sehun turned her around once again and wrapped her legs around his waist. His hand settled on her sides, pushing her back against the wall.

He did not even let a single sound escape her lips when he latched his mouth on hers, swallowing every moan and scream she made, tasting every corner of her wet cavern as he started to pound his cock in and out relentlessly. His breath fanned her lips as he let her breathe for a second before diving back in.

If Eunae thought that her neck was Sehun's favorite spot, then she was wrong.

Because every part of her body was his favorite. Each spot was just as beautiful and tempting as the others and Sehun just could not and could never make up his mind in choosing which among the spots would had been his favorite.

Not a minute after, his thrusts became erratic; his hold immediately tightening as her core began squeezing him in. Not too far away from his own orgasm, Sehun began pounding as fast, as hard, and as deep as he could before gently pressing his forehead on hers and settling his lips on her soft ones.

"Look at me," he ordered, gazing at her fluttering close. They were both near to their climax and Sehun wanted to end their session, the usual way he did.

And as she his gaze, he smiled to her tenderly, pouring out all his strength and heart out, "I love you, Eunae," he muttered with raw honesty and almost out of breath.

The once crystal ball of tears that pooled in the corner of her eyes began to drip one by one until they all made a run to her cheeks. With all the strength left within her, Eunae wrapped her hands at the back of his head and brought his lips on hers.

"I love you, too, Sehun. I love you, I love you, I love you," she murmured just in time before their blinding orgasm hit them hard and swamped them off their feet.

Coming down from their high, she almost fell to the ground with to wobbly legs, if it were not for Sehun who immediately recovered. He pulled her and had her legs wrapped around his waist before he gently sat down with her straddling him.

"I'm sorry for being a bitch," she muttered softly, her fingers brushing his hair.

Most of the time, this was how they always end up to-Eunae apologizing for her grumpy and unnecessary behavior, as what she called it. She always reminded herself that this was the least she could do for him when all he ever did was to take care of her and their babies.

Eunae sighed in bliss when his fingers caressed her cheek, before giving her a chaste kiss on the lips, "You're not a bitch, little sunset," he said, showering her face with soft, light kisses.

"I am, and I always pick on you," Eunae shook her head and fumbled with her hands. "I'm so sorry."

Sighing deeply as if conceding, Sehun took her chin and titled her head to meet his eyes, "Hey, it's fine; it's not something you should worry about. I'm not even offended one bit."

Leaning to his touch, Eunae closed her eyes, tiredness starting to seep into her bones, "My emotions are just over the place. Maybe it's because I'm pregnant," she explained with a yawn.

"Shh, I told you you're not pregnant," he softly said, pushing himself up before sitting down once again.

When Eunae began to catch her breath easier than before, that was when she realized Sehun had just turned off the shower when he moved. No wonder she was having a hard time breathing before. A few droplets of water even entered her nose as she tried to inhale.

"We're pregnant," he stated.

The sweet breeze instantly faded and Eunae found herself scoffing, "I'm the only one pregnant, Sehun. It's not like you're going to look like a goddamn Earth after 9 months," she rolled her eyes and pouted, which did not go unnoticed by Sehun as he captured them in a long, breathtaking kiss.

"I'm not," he said, pecking her lips. "But that doesn't mean I won't be there for you every step of the way until you give birth and have your usual body back."

"Excuse me? You have never helped me exercise," she scrunched her brows and crossed her arms above her chest. She immediately regretted moving seeing how his eyes followed her arms and began to darken as they bore on her breast. "For Christ's sake, Sehun!"

Smiling sheepishly, he encased her in hug, "What an accusation you got there, little sunset. Was not what we did not exercise?" He asked teasingly, seemingly stifling his laugh when he saw how her eyes widened and cheeks blushed instantly.

"Oh, come on, you burn an average of 69 calories every session, and if we do that three or five times before every meal, then you'd surely go back to your usual shape in less than a month," he said suggestively, teasing her half-heartedly because deep down, he liked the idea he came up with.

"Are you a sex maniac?" She asked in a blink, her tone quite offending, but not for him.

Almost instantly, Sehun's taunting eyes bore on hers, and Eunae felt her heart thumped wildly like a teenager who saw her crush for the first time that day, feeling lucky. She knew she should have been scared because those eyes literally screamed trouble.

But what could she do though? She was so in love with him and even those simple, petty stares still made her heart leap like a horse on a race?

"Here we go again with sex, aren't we?"

"No, no we're passed that," she blurted out too fast, and too defensively, avoiding another steamy session with him for tonight.

Her day had already been too packed, and another session would numb her legs totally that she was sure she would not be able to get out of the bedroom tomorrow. She could not let that happen when they had already planned to go around Seoul for Mark to explore.

Yawning, she reached for bottle of shampoo to get started with what she was previously ding-taking a bath, "I'm too worn out for another round."

"Don't," Eunae was just about to get a hold of the bottle when Sehun grabbed it faster squeezed a sum of liquid in his hands, "I'll wash you," he said, lathering it and began washing her hair.

"Wash me?" She incredulously asked, but nevertheless, allowed him to bath her since she was too tired to even reject his offer.

It was not like this was not in her favor anyway. She would love to just sit her ass down and let him do the entire job.

Gently washing her body, he did not miss her sensitive areas that earned him a scolding. Chuckling, he continued giving her a bath seriously, understanding how tired she already was.

"It's not like it's the first time I did this, anyway," he held onto the tube that connected to the shower head and pulled it down. He was too lazy to stand up and too cautious to lift her rom his lap, not wanting his sight to leave his sleepy and vulnerable wife on her own for even a second.

"I almost do this every night because we always end up making love in the bathroom," he said, after rinsing her head and body.

"Sehun!" Eunae exclaimed, slapping his arm playfully as she settled on his lap and watched him wash himself.

She moved a little to lift herself and let Sehun bath on his own when he placed his hands firmly on her waist and shook his head, telling her not to move. Chewing her bottom lip, she nodded knowing what he meant.

Sehun would rather rinse her body again after he finished on his own, than have her sit on the side where she might doze off and fall into any accident.

"Don't you think having our bathroom soundproofed would've been more logical?" He asked, as he rinsed their bodies. Eunae's head started to become hazy that she decided to hug him, placing her head underneath his chin.

Yawning once again, she closed her eyes and savored his warmth encasing her, "Nah, I'm quite a screamer in bed, so I guess it's alright," she struggled to say as sleep took a hold of her hand and was close enough to snatch her away.

She felt a fluffy towel touching her body and soon after she felt a soft bouncy material against her back.

Rubbing her eyes tiredly, Sehun pulled her arms up and slid a night gown on her body after putting on her panties. She smiled when she felt the flimsy dress touch her bare breasts.

Sehun liked her brassieres and partnered lingerie with how they accentuate her breasts sexily, but he loved them more if she would not wear them at night. He told her they were better off hanging on the closet, especially when it impedes her body's circulation.

Eunae believed him, she always did, but she still could not push away the thought that he also liked her not wearing them, so he could latch on her breasts easily, which she had always woken up to every morning.

Pushing away such ridiculous thoughts, she closed her eyes before feeling the bed dip. In a second, she found herself encased in a pair of strong arms and a wonderful sight of a chiseled chest. Eunae yawned and sighed in bliss when Sehun raked her hair with his fingers, helping sleep to take her away from him.

"I love you, little sunset, and I'll always be here. You can nag at me as much as you like, I don't really mind. You're already having a hard time taking care of yourself, much more with those beautiful rainbows inside you, and the least I could do for you is to listen. Honestly, it's not offending at all, if anything, they just turn me on," he honestly, earning him a chuckle from her.

She nodded her head lazily and closed the distance between them, loving the security wrapping her.

Sehun gave her a chaste kiss on top of her head, before hugging her tighter, "I love you, and I'll never leave you, and I hope you always remember that," he promised, with all his heart, and with all his soul.

He looked down at her when she slightly wriggled from his hold, immediately loosening his grip, not wanting to hurt her in any way, even in the slightest bit.

Her hands caught his cheeks and she leaned in, giving him a soft but lingering kiss on the lips, "I know, and we're alright, Sehun. I can manage. You can always go and have your duty at the hospital. Mark is with us, too," she said, keeping her gaze at him, while her hands soothingly and lovingly caressed his cheeks.

"You know he's just like you, but a bit more protective than you already are," she added very softly, her eyelids began fluttering once again.

Sehun brushed her hair away from her face and ran his thumb along her cheek, "I'd never trade any of you for my job, Eunae, not even for a single thing on this goddamn world," he confessed honestly, his heart in his sleeves.

A loving smile gloriously appeared in his sight before he wholeheartedly received her heart once again, "Thank you, Sehun. I love you," was her last words before dreamland fully took her.

"And I love you, too," Sehun answered even though she could not hear him.

He removed her hands on his face and placed one of them on his waist while the other one idly settled in between them. He pulled her cautiously until her head rested near his shoulders and her front was flushed against his. He took her chin for the last time that night and kissed her lips once more.

"And I'll love you until forever, Eunae," he whispered before closing his eyes.

Sehun had always been a firm believer of love, but not in forever.

He knew what love was and all its forms, but never did he cross the thin line between fantasy and reality.

He knew that everything had its own limits-that no such thing would be able to withstand and conquer time-that nothing could possibly stay the way it was and not vanish when change was the only constant thing in this world. Tt was inevitable.

'Everything is temporary and forever does not exist.'

That was what he had always believed in before he fell in love with Eunae and realized that forever may really exist.

Maybe not in the form of time, but rather in the form of love.

An everlasting love that would never wither across time and that was what he exactly found in Eunae-the rare true love that not everyone gets to find.