Making love with secrets!

Em’s Pov

When I opened my eyes, I was laying down in Blake’s bed. I must’ve fallen as keep here last night after the movie. I don’t remember falling asleep.

“Blake?.” I called a few times, but he’s not responding. The house is enormous, so of course, he won’t hear me. I stumbled when I tried going down the stair, and a firm hand pulled me back.

“There you are.” I smiled when Blake pulled me into his arms, stopping me from almost falling down the stairs.

“what are you doing? You could’ve hurt yourself.”

“Always so serious,” I replied with a smile on my face. He picked me up and carried me back to the bedroom.

“did you carry me to your bedroom?.”

He placed me back on the bed, pulling the blanket over my body.

“yes, you were asleep.” he removed his T-shirt, revealing his perfect tanned muscle body and my eyes fixed on it.

“Do you mind?.” he showed his hand to the other side of the bed. I shook my head, and he laid down next to me.

“I have to get ready for work.”

“No, just call in sick,” He said unexpectedly.

“do you want me to call in sick?.” he rolled his eyes while grabbing my hand and start kissing it.

“you know I want you, I want you in every possible way.” the words alone make me feel like a teenage girl, falling in love all over again.

“In what other way do you want me?.”

I teased him. I know exactly what he means, but I want him to tell me. I need him to tell me.

“Blake,” I said softly, running my fingers over his tattoo. His breathing became louder.

“Em.”

I pulled myself up from the bed, sitting on top of him. He is so hard and turned on. I have to feel him, so I grabbed him through his jeans, and he gasps for air. I reach for his zipper, but he stopped me.

“Em, you haven’t said a word about..”

“shhh don’t.” I kind of beg. I know it sounds ridiculous and completely desperate, but that’s exactly what I am, desperate, desperate for his touch.

Blake’s POV

I know how wrong this is, there is so much more that I need to tell her, and trying to use that she didn’t say ‘i love you back’ as an excuse makes me sound stupid, maybe to her, it sounds like I care, which I do, but something like this would’ve never stopped me in the past. In fact, I would’ve fucked anyone with or without loving them, but this is Em. Her small hands are unzipping my pants, I’m growing in my pants, and I can’t stop it. I want her; I need her. I want to feel every bit of her.

“don’t stop it this time.” the words leaving her soft lips alone want me to rip the clothes off from her.

She finally got my jean to unzip. She pulled down my jeans, but her soft eyes catch mine, and I pulled her up.

“I need to tell you something.” I know I shouldn’t, not now, not until I know for sure she loves me back.

“can it wait? Why are you always doing this?” she asks, sounding sad or pissed off? I can’t really tell.

“yes it can.” actually it can’t, but fuck, I want to make love to this unbelievable woman begging me to not stop. I pulled up her dress just high enough for me to slide her panties to the side.

She closed her eyes as I slide my finger inside of her. She let out a moan.

“Are you okay?” I ask, and she shook her head.

“don’t stop,” she asked again, teasing me by moaning my name repeatedly. This girl will be the death of me. I picked up the pace, pumping my finger faster inside her. She tilted her head back out of pure pleasure, sending a shocking vibration through my body.

Em pulled her dress over her head. My eyes nearly popped out when I take her body in. She whines, picking up her body further. I’m so hard that it actually fucking hurts. I’ve always used girls for my pleasure, but the feeling I’m having now is out of pure love, love for this innocent girl that’s enjoying every bit of pleasure I’m giving her.

She pressed her fingernails into my skin and I want to just flip her over and have it with her.

“fuck, Em. Wait”

“No, no more waiting.” I picked her up, laying her gently on her back while pulling down her panties. Her eyes screw shut and her body is begging for more. My heart rate is rising and falling as she moans my name.

I removed a condom from the dresser, not losing touch as I slide it over. I slide inside of her and it’s a feeling I never want to lose.

I love her so much. I picked up the pace and she literally screams for more. I can’t deny her. She rolls her hips, bringing me close to the edge. I’ve been deprived of her for too long. I need this; she needs this. We both need each other. I lift her closer and deeper, making sure I don’t hurt her.

“I Don’t ever want to lose you.” She doesn’t answer me.

“Answer me, please.” She shook her head. Yea, living in pure pleasure as I pump in and out of her. I reach down we’re our bodies are connected, rubbing over her softest spot.

“Oh Blake.” she moans again.

“Say that I’m the only one for you. Say it, Em. No one else can ever have you.” I desperately want to hear her say it.

“You’re the only one for me. I never want to have anyone else.” I cum undone as the words leave her mouth and her body stiffens underneath me. We both lay still for a moment like we took some drug and are busy coming off it.

“You ok?.” I ask. Her eyes were still closed.

“never been better.”

I smiled at her, kissing her cheek.

I picked myself off from her, lying next to her.

“I love you.”

Even though she’s not saying it back yet, I know she feels the same. She just needs time.