HYBRID HOOK 31

Hook ran through the streets of HybridFalls, heedless of the hybrids who gave him strange looks. He wanted to release his anger and frustration. It was around nine at night when he reached the park, it was empty, so he knelt on the grassy ground and roared, his throat hurt and he felt his eyes burning with tears that wanted to come out.

Abbie would leave him. He was a bad male and he was bad for her, only his presence could endanger even her son's life. He hated himself and felt worse than nothing. It was broken and it was breaking his female as well.

“Hook? Blade appeared and called out to him.

He looked at his friend hoping that Abbie wanted to see him.

"Is Abbie okay?" he asked anxiously.

- Yea. She ate and is resting. Tomorrow she and Megan will move into an apartment in the girls' dorm.

"And who will take care of them?" I want to take care of Abbie and my son.

"They'll be fine, they'll assign some female to keep them company." Your wife needs a break.

"I really hope it's a female." he growled.

“I don't want a male around them either, don't worry. I came to talk. He sat on the lawn next to his friend.

- About what?

- Fell in love? — Hook hesitated. “I'm asking that question but the signs are clearer than water to everyone around you. Fell in love for sure.

“It was natural. I could not avoid. he murmured.

"Don't worry, I won't kill you like you asked me to." Blade joked.

- He is going to screw it up. He chuckled humorlessly. "I'm angry." I'm like that because of everything they did to me at Medicinne, they're the damn culprits. I wanted to hunt them down one by one and kill them slowly. he growled angrily.

“So did I. — he put a hand on his friend's shoulder — Will you ever be ready to open up and tell him about what happened to you?

- I don't know. Abbie said she would give me a chance if I trusted her enough to tell my story and put my traumas behind me.

"And you're not willing to try even for her?"

"She would be disgusted with me."

“How can you tell? She strikes me as too good a judge of someone's past.

"I'm disgusted with what they did to me." I was forced to do things that no female would understand.

"Is Abbie any female?"

- No. She is unique.

“Then there. I'm sure she just wants to understand why you are like that. She won't judge you, on the contrary, she will help you get over it.

“She'll never want me when she finds out, she won't look at me the same way. he lamented.

“How can you tell? There's no guessing people's reactions.

"Am I supposed to leave her?" His chest ached with the possibility. "She'll be better off without me, I'm not a good male."

“She needs a break, you piss her off and she could lose the baby. I've been thinking that I could take her and Megan to the domain.

- No. he growled. "Too far." I don't want to be so far away, without seeing her it's bad enough.

- You love her? Hook turned pale, a lump formed in his throat, and his heart sped up.

“I've never felt that feeling to know exactly what it is. But I have very strong feelings for Abbie and my unborn child.

“She thinks you only want her for the baby, that you have a need to do your duty because you got her pregnant.

— I confess that it helped me to recognize what I felt and gave me courage to confess my feelings. But now all I want is to be close to her, to take care of her... She's so small and fragile, Blade, and so strong at the same time. My Abbie is all I want, all I think about. But even my presence jeopardizes and is unwanted, I feel less than trash now. Hook lowered his head and let a few tears fall.

"I'm sure she loves you." Megan told me that she confessed to falling in love with you. What is the real reason you are in this situation?

“She thinks I only want her for the baby and also because I can't trust humans and she wants me to trust her and tell her about my past.

"What's stopping you from even trying?" It costs nothing.

- When I start to speak the memories come back and they are too painful to remember. I still feel the pain.

“I'm sure if you love her and want her back, you'll at least try. Open up to her and then hug her, or talk to her while you have her in your arms, she'll help you pick up the pieces. You found love and you already have the fruit of it to come, don't you see how valuable this is and overcomes any evil they did to us? Let your feeling for her speak louder than your memories, fight for her if you want her. We are hybrids, we don't give up what we want.

"What if she doesn't want me later?" If you feel disgusted with me? And if she chooses another male, a better one, who might be what she's always wanted, I'm all flawed, I don't deserve her and I know it. I would die.

“You have insecurities and she needs to know that. “Blade stated. “You were always so tough I barely recognize you now talking about your feelings.

“Love changes people. Hook spoke and was startled by the words that came out of his own mouth.

“Yes, love changes. But give her some time, okay? Don't pressure her or try to claim her by force. She is vulnerable and needs quiet.

“I won't bother you. I would never jeopardize your health or that of the baby.

- That's right. Now I have an idea of what to do to ease your anger.

“I can only think of one thing. Fight.

- That's right. Males are training in the gym, many prefer to go at night.

“Come on, maybe I'll send four or five to the medical center.

The males got up and started running towards the training center. Hook would give Abbie the space she needed, for the sake of her and the child they were carrying. In the meantime, he would also prepare to finally talk to her about his past. He was willing, even if she never wanted to see him again, he would do this for her if that was what she wanted.