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Chapter 13
THROWBACK!
THIRD PERSON'S POINT OF VIEW
"B-babe let's break up."
"W-what? W-why? Did I do something wrong, babe?" Sariel asked her boyfriend Jaden confused.
"Nonthing." Jaden didn't want to answer Sariel.
"Eh, why are you breaking up ?Do I think you just love me? Did I think we were to the end? Didn't you promise me? "Sariel's tears began to fall.
She can't believe what's is she hearing, right now. she can't believe it and she doesn't want to believe that her boyfriend is breaking up with her.
"I'm sorry, if ... I can't keep my promises to you, Sariel." still no appetite Jaden said to the girl Sariel.
"Ha? I don't want to, babe. Please, don't divorce me, I don't want to, I don't want to.you're the only one I have, you're the only one who loves me, please Jaden don't leave me. "Sariel begged while continuing to cry.
He couldn't afford to give in to what Jaden was asking of him. She loves her boyfriend so much that she doesn’t want to let him go.
“But ..i don't love you anymore, Sariel. Please, let's just break up. "Jaden also seemed to be begging him.
But Sariel did not believe that. He knew Jaden loved him.
"Babe, that's not true is it ?take back what you said, don't be silly like that. "Sariel laughed a little when she said that, but her laughter immediately disappeared and was replaced by a sob, when she heard Jaden say it again.
"I don't love you anymore, Sariel. I love someone else."
"No !!!you love me and that's what you said! "Sariel shouted angrily, the pain she felt in her heart was unbearable.
"But that's the truth! I don't love you anymore! I love someone else! And besides ... I didn't really love you.I don't really want you, from the beginning. "Jaden replied pointedly at him which broke his heart even more.
"W-what did you say?" Sariel's question to Jaden seemed unbelievable.
Jaden, on the other hand, remained silent and averted his eyes from her.
"What do you mean that you didn't love me at all? !!" he shouted loudly and angrily, but even though his voice was angry he still could not hide the pain in his voice.
"Don't find out, Sariel."
"Why? I have a right to know because I'm your girlfriend, Jaden!"
"That's why I'm breaking up with you because I don't want you to be my girlfriend anymore!" Jaden shouted loudly at Sariel who at that time seemed to be out of breath due to crying so much.
Sariel's heart was already hurting, as if it was being crushed over and over again.
He kept on crying. Until a few minutes passed and no one spoke to the two of them and Jaden.
"S-alright, I'll let you break up with me..but just tell me who you love. "although it was painful for Sariel to say those words, she still tried to say them.
He realized that maybe he had to release Jaden.
'If he doesn't really love me, then I must let her go.' he said in his mind.
She'll let her go, not because she doesn't love Jaden anymore. But because she loved Jaden so much. So much that she's willing to let him go just to be with the person he really loved.
in Sariel’s mind runs the only saying she believes in, ‘If you really love someone, your willing to let them go, and be with whoever they want to.
Sariel loves Jaden so much that she is ready to get hurt just to make Jaden happy. and he was willing to give Jaden everything he wanted to make it fun. Even to be his replacement was thousands of diseases.
"Now, tell me Jaden. Who's the lucky girl? Does she love you too, like how you love her ?will you be happy with him and will he be able to make you happy like I did? If all you can answer me is yes, I will agree to break up with you. "Sariel said softly while continuing to cry.
Jaden, on the other hand, seemed to be stuck in his position because of what Sariel asked him. He didn't know if he would say who the woman he was breastfeeding was or not.
But even if he is hesitant and unsure of the answer, he chooses to tell the truth.
"Your sister. I love your sister even before we met Sariel. It's always been Ariela that I love." Jaden's bold response to Sariel's tears.
Sariel immediately looked up at Jaden and she couldn't believe what he said. "What did you just say?"
"I'm sorry Sariel..i .. didn't meant to use you. But I don't want to hurt you anymore by my lies so I'll just tell you the truth. I love your twin sister, ever since. And he doesn't notice me so I thought of getting closer to you to get closer to him too. I'm so..so sorry. "
his palm immediately landed on Jaden's face to give it a strong slap. She can't believe that she loved a heartless guy!
He's so bad! The thickness of his face use me!
in his anger he never answered Jaden again and just ran away from the place. She was just crying crying.
Until he came home, he was crying.
"Why are you crying, Sariel? Who is fighting with you ?!" Ariela asked him angrily and anxiously when she saw him.
But instead of rejoicing because of the concern Ariela showed him, he felt the opposite.
He felt intense anger and jealousy. That's why he shouted it out loud.
"Don't talk to me! You don't care! It's always you! You! You!" he shouted furiously.
Ariela couldn't believe she was staring at him, that was the first time the twins had shouted at her, and it was painful for her. So he cried in front of it.
"W-what's my fault with you, Sariel? Why are you mad at me?"
"What's wrong with me? You're really asking me that, Ariela? It's simple! I'm annoyed with you because it's always the two of us who don't choose! You're always the best! You're boring!" Sariel couldn't even stop those words from coming out of her mouth which she deeply regretted, because she saw the teary face of the twin.
Ariela cried a lot because of what her twin said.
"A-ariel—" Sariel was about to comfort the twins when suddenly the door of the house opened and their mother's loud voice rang out.
"What did you do to your sister, Sariel? !!" Her mama was furious when she shouted that.
fear immediately gripped him, especially when he saw his mother approaching him.
"I'm asking you, Sariel! What did you do to your sister and that's crying ?!"
"W-nothing, mama" Sariel replied scared, but her mother didn't believe her and slapped her hard.
his mother's slap was so strong that he just cried. But even though she was crying, her mother was still not shaken and she pulled her hair hard causing her to scream in pain.
"Mom, that's enough, mom !h-I can't p-po ... still-make her cry, Ariela. "Sariel's voice begged her mother. But she still didn't let go of her hair and slapped her again.
"You're so young, you're useless here at home, that's how you behave !you are no longer studying sober this is what you will do to your brother! Do you think I didn't know you were smoking and drinking when you were young, huh ?! "his mother shouted angrily.
He seemed to be poured cold water on what he heard.
"W-how did mama know that?" he just asked in his mind.
Ariela and I are the only ones who know about her vice so it's impossible for her Mama to know about it, unless ...
He immediately looked at Ariela, and he saw her avoid looking at him. "Did you tell it to them?" without emotion he said to Ariela who now could no longer look at him.
"I-I just said that so we can stop you from your bad habit, Sariel. It will go with you." Ariela's answer was hypocritical.
but Sariel was angry so she shouted at him, "You know? I thought we were on the same side, eh! But you're a liar! You always tell mama and papa! You told them that because you want them to think worse of me! "
“That’s not what I want, Sariel !I just did what I knew was right! I don't want you to be harmed by what you are doing so I made you— "
"That's enough! Shut up! You're a liar and you have no story— ahh!" Sariel couldn't continue what she was going to say when her mother's palm landed on her cheek again.
it swells with anger.
She is afraid of her mother. Even though he was used to being held by his mother's hand, he was still scared, because he didn't know how much more it could do to him.
Sariel was caught on her cheek burning with pain and looked at her mama in disbelief.
"M-ma ... how many more slaps can I receive from you? Ma, is it really mother kit—" Sariel couldn't continue what she was going to say as her mother would slap her again. he waited for his mama's palm to touch his cheek again but that didn't work out, his mama's palm hung in the air because of a shout.
"MARIELA, ENOUGH! HOW LONG WILL YOU HURT OUR CHILD? HAVE PITY ON THE CHILD!" hard and loud voice of his dad.
Fortunately, his dad came. In his mind he was told that he had lost his gratitude.
And then he ran into his room while still crying because of the pain his heart was feeling ...
To be continued ~
