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"I-I'm pregnant with your child ..." I cried to her.

After I said that, I waited for his reaction to my news.

I hope she will be happy, because I feel that she wants to have her own child and she has said that before.

I waited for him to cry like I did for joy and scream for joy, which was like the ones I watched on the show.

But a few minutes ago I saw no reaction to him. I didn’t see everything I expected. So I started to get nervous.

Isn't he happy for us? Isn't he happy that finally he'll become a father? That his wish is finally granted?

"B-baby, I said I'm p-pregnant. You'll become a daddy soon." in a trembling voice I said that. My tears were also starting to fall because of the nervousness and pain I was feeling.

But he didn't seem to care about what I said and he seemed to be expecting it, his eyes remained emotionless and cold as he stared at me intently.

"Aren't you happy that we're finally having a baby? We waited for thi-" I didn't finish what I was about to say when he spoke suddenly he broke my heart.

"That baby isn't mine, so why bother be happy?" with his cold and emotionless voice he said that to me.

I looked at him as if deaf, my lips were pitying and my eyes were completely dim because of the tears that fell in my eyes again.

"W-what are you talking about, baby? This is yours! This is our child! We made it both!" sobbing I answer him. It hurts! What's wrong with him?

"That baby isn't mine, stop bullsh*ting me, Sariel!" he shouted. His shout was so loud that I was a little distracted.

"I am not talking bullsh*t to you! I told you, I am carrying your child! What the h*ck is wrong with you ?!" continued to cry as I spoke to him. My heart ached, as if it was being crushed because of what he was saying. How could he say all of that to me ?! How could he deny our child? This is he's blood too!

"Is it okay, Sariel? Let's not fool around here, the life in your womb is not mine! How can that be mine, I'm not just your man, huh? Now tell me, who's the father of the child? Your ex-boyfriend or my Bestfriend? Huh ?! " He shouted at me. The pain was. The pain that came to me was triple.

"S-so, what are you p-making out? That I have another man? That I flirted so I got pregnant by another man, huh? Is that it? Is that what you're making out ?!" I also shouted back at him while my tears were flowing profusely on my cheeks, I was just sobbing with sobs.

"Why? Am I wrong? Isn't it true? How can you be sure that boy is mine, if you've had sex with another man besides me? How come? You're flirtatious so how can I prove that I'm his-"

He hadn't finished what he was going to say when I gave him a couple slaps. It was so hard that my palms even spread to his cheeks.

I was already weak from extreme pain, but I was still able to answer him.

"The thickness ... the thickness of your face to tell me I'm flirting? That I had sex with another man? The thickness of your face to tell me that, even if the truth is you're the only one! You're the only man that got me repetitive! " lamenting that I said that to him. My heart was already hurting, I was tired of crying but I didn't want to let go of my tears as I continued to fall.

"Really? It's just me? Then how will you explain this to me, huh ?!" Aius's angry cry rang out loudly and was followed by his dropping a brown envelope in front of me.

I looked up at him. "W-w-what's that?" trembling voice I asked.

"Why don't you open it and see it yourself, huh?" the mouth tightened, he said.

And with trembling hands I forced myself to reach out and open the envelope. My heart is beating loudly inside my chest. I had a hard time opening it, and when I opened it the contents immediately splattered.

It's a pictures. Courage that I looked at one of the photos inside then. And as soon as I saw one of them it seemed as if heaven and earth fell on me, and poured a bucket of cold water. My whole body went cold and scared I looked up at Aius.

"L-l-let me explain this, baby. You get it wrong." I said while stuttering.

"No need to explain anything. The pictures say it all." he said then he turned his back on me.

"Jared just kiss me that time. I slapped him hard, I push him! Believe me, Aius please! I can't cheat on you!" my crying cry caused him to stop leaving and face me again.

"Stop it. I don't want to hear any of you fucking explanation. The fact that you let him kiss you is enough reason for me to break up with you, and to not believe that you're pregnant with my baby." He said coldly.

"Fine. If you don't want to believe my explanation ... just ... just ... just please believe that I'm making your child pregnant. Please ..." I begged.

"No. Why would I believe that it's mine? You're using contraceptive pills, right? So why would I believe you?" he said in a cold voice, his eyes full of anger. His mouth is tense.

"No ... no ... the last time that we made l-l-love .... I-i-i forgot to drink pills. So it's yours, Aius." crying I said.

"Psh!" that's all I heard from him. It seems to indicate that he doesn’t care what I said and he doesn’t believe it.

I cried so hard in front of him. Slowly I bend my knees.

"What the fuck are you doing ?!" he seemed very surprised when he said that.

He did not expect me to kneel in front of him. "Please, Aius. Don't leave me, I .... I ... I don't want my child to grow up with a broken family. I can't let him/her suffer. I don't want it, It's killing me. " I cried as I knelt before him, crying and begging. I feel hopeless. "Please—"

"B-babe, what's wrong? Who's your enemy there?" a voice stopped me from what I was saying with a raised voice.

My gaze shifted to the source of that woman's familiar voice. And I'm right in my suspicion that ...

"Who's she? And why are you in that kind of position?" its a strange question.

So ... she's back. That's why. That's why I don't care anymore because he's already here.

Now I understand. The original is back, huh? I now understand why he's like that. I was his past time. Jared is right. I'm just a fucking past time!

Heart disease! T*ng*na! I hope ... I hope he didn't bother me then if he still loves his ex-girlfriend! But what else can I do? Here it is, e. It has happened, even if it hurts I will accept.

Even as I was fainting I forced myself to stand up.

'I'm just leaving. If he doesn't want to accept me, go ahead. I have nothing against the woman who has returned to him. I really lost. '

Anytime really, when ex is the opponent you will never win.

In my mind I said that. Then I walked out of his unit.

But before I finally left, I looked at him once more and then said the words ...

"Remember..someday, you will regret because you denied my son. Someday you will beg me to accept you into your son's life, but when that day comes..you will not benefit from me!"

After I said that, I left his unit with a heavy heart.

I vigorously wiped away the tears that had fallen from my eyes. He's not worth my tears. I thought he was different. But no, he was just like everyone else.

I was dizzy from being so tired from crying. My eyes were also getting dark until I was not aware of what happened next because I was completely consumed by the darkness ...

To be continued...