I hope she gets a better life.

I heard crying voices from the door. Andrew was crying and... I heard a name while he cried.... "Sarah..." I felt my legs weak but I hoped nothing bad had happened. I slowly took my steps in and saw Sarah lying on the bed lifeless.

AUTHOR'S POINT OF VIEW

Andrew saw Louis and he stood up and punched his face. "Why are you here? Get lost. Just get lost." He punched him again and a little blood came from Louis's mouth. Emma stopped Andrew and Louis went towards the lifeless body of Sarah. He sat down near her and kept her head on his lap and said, "Sarah, wake up. I am here Sarah. Your Louis is here to take you back. I know I was wrong and I am sorry but please wake up. Please wake up and tell me you are pranking me. Wake up and slap me... Sarah... Sarah... wake... up..." His tears were flowing and he sat there trying to wake her up. He finally cried... and cried and cried... "Sarah... please... wake... up... Let's... go home... together..."

He cried until Sarah's parents came. Her mom and dad was both crying and her mom spoke and cursed herself, "Sarah... daughter... I am... sorry... I... I could not be a good mother... I ...."

After few hours they returned after cremation. Louis just sat there without blinking and without speaking as if he was also dead. The night passed and the next morning, the lady who took care of Sarah brought the child to the room where Louis sat. Others were also there. Andrew stood up and said, "You all don't deserve to be here. You don't deserve to cry and be sad for her." He took the baby and handed it to Emma and he took the urn and said, "I am taking both of them because none of you deserve to take them away. Just stay as you have stayed these months as if she was not a part of your life." Louis suddenly stood up and said, "I..." He pointed each of them and said, “All of you are murderers, you killed her. You killed her both emotionally and physically. Shame on you that Sarah loved you all. I hope she gets better parents in her next life, I hope she gets a better life partner in her next life, I hope she can live a happy life in her next life, I hope she gets a better life and… I… I hope she gets a better best friend too…” He broke down into tears.

His words hit everyone’s heart like a bullet. He said the truth which was too bitter. It was only the matter of trust and no one trusted her, neither her parents nor her family members no one. It was silent for few minutes.

The lady who took care of Sarah broke the silence, "I think she will be happy only if her wish came true. She wished every day that her husband came to take her away. She waited for him. Before she took her last breath she looked at her child and put this locket on her hand and closed her eyes. Poor girl, she bore everything and finally left this world because of her pressure rose during the birth." Emma also nodded at Andrew and said, "Let her wish come true." Emma handed the child to Louis and his tear fell down on the baby's hand. He looked at the baby and finally said, "I will love you and only live for you from today..."

Finally everyone left because Louis had said that he wanted to stay there for a few days. John and Amy stayed with him to help him. The lady also helped him take care of the baby. The next day, he was in the room looking at her stuffs and found a diary. He sat down and opened it and read...

"I cannot email you anymore now... because you are getting married, so I will just write my words here... although you will never read it..." He closed the diary and checked his email. He never checked his email and today he regretted it because there were five mails from her each month. He had changed his mail for business and he forgot to tell Sarah. He regretted not telling her. He opened the first mail and... the mail had a document, he opened the document and it was the paternity test of number one hospital in the country and it said that the child was his. His tears fell down and he read the message along with it.

“I hope you see this message. I know you might think that how I did this test, I took our couple toothbrush and made this test. I am waiting for you to take me away after you see this. I have never betrayed you and always loved you. I don't want our child to bear any pain. I want our child to get both parental love. I love you Louis. Address: ......"

Louis cried hard and said, "Sarah... you should have just thrown those papers on my face and slapped me numerous times. I am sorry Sarah." He opened the second mail and it also contained another document of paternity test of another hospital which also said he was the father of the child. He read the message, "Third month had passed and I forgot to tell you that one of my neighbor who lives alone is taking care of me. She is like mom and it makes me miss our parents. I was craving for ice cream and she brought me those. I was so happy about it. There is not a single day I have missed you. She also gives me hope that you will come someday to take me away. I love you Louis. Please come fast because I want you to be the one who brings me food I am craving for."

His tears were not stopping and he opened another mail after wiping his tears. It contained another document proving the DNA and he read the message, "In this month, I almost had a heart attack. I was going to slip and thankfully the lady saved me. She scolded me sweetly and told me to be careful and call for her if I needed anything. I just walked for exercise and she did not let me do anything except that. Just then, I just felt pity for our child. I just thought about what will happen if something happens to me also. I don't want our child to be raised as an orphan. So, I just named everything I had to my child if anything happens to me. I know I was thinking nonsense stuffs. I just hope that we will be together someday and stay happy forever.

I wanted to tell you this that I never liked Scott. He had harassed me when I was in high school. I did not tell you this before because I thought that you will do something to him if I tell you about it. I hid it from you and it was my biggest mistake. I am sorry but trust me please. I don't know when you will see all these messages.

I want to call you, I want to hear you and see you and hug you but I..."

He opened another mail and it only contained message, "I hope you got enough proof that the baby in me is our child. It is my fifth month and guess what I felt baby kicking. I was so happy but I wanted you to also feel it with me. I did not do the gender test because I remembered our talk when I said that I wanted a boy like you while you wanted a princess like me. I will not do the gender test. I thought about baby's name this month and finally came up with names. What do you think, if it is a boy I want his name to be Lucas and if a girl then Lara. I mixed our names. Well, you cannot fight with me with the names because I have raised my child alone until now. I miss you Louis..."

He wiped his tears and okay she is our princess... sob... sob... Lara as you say. I... am sorry Sarah... Finally the last mail was something different. "Well, I am sorry if you read all the mails, everything was a lie. I have already signed the divorce paper and I am happy here. Don't think about those mails. The child in me is not yours at all. I never loved you. I hope you and your future wife stay happy forever."