Chapter 37
If liking someone happened and it wasn't a good ending… who was at fault? Is it the one who deny that feeling? Is it she who didn't accept the feelings that was given to her? Or is it him who give his love and except to gain something to back for him?
Why is love even existing if all it always meant to give was pain?
“Jinre.. You are being unreasonable”
“Why Fiolle… you are the best person I ever saw and I am the best man that suited you… why can't you just choose me? We can make a great pair?”
“Jinre do you hear what you are saying? Maybe you are just tire—”
Holding my wrist, he didn't seem to intend to let go of it. It was as if he was certain in his mind that he will not make any love to let go of me.
Is he insane? What is really gotten into him?
“Let go”
I asked trying to shake off his hand but to no avail, he was strong
Trying to use my fire, I thought that after he met with my fire he would let go of if due to the surprise of my hot flames touching his hands but it doesn't seem to be like that
His hands was still holding my wrist
“Are you insane?! Let go!”
“Hey, what are you doing?”
A voice suddenly speak. It wasn't Jinre..
“Ethan..”
Why is he here? Did he already finished his sleep? But it was still to early for him to wake up. I think that he still needs to rest to gain back his strength—
“You are being harsh Jinre!”
Pushing me this back, he seem to make Ethan be shake off his stand. Giving him a domineering gaze, he threatened him to not make any move that he would not like.
Why is he acting like this?.. I can't understand it at all...
But still, even after that intense mocking, Ethan seem to not falter
“Fiolle… are you alright?“
He then asked which makes me surprise. He is still saving me just like what he did before…
That idiot…
”I am alr—“
”And whodo you think you are to concern yourself with her? It was a private matter that doesn't need any of your words“
With a curving frown face in his eyes, Jinre seems to be pissed off
”Will you just fucking shut that damn mouth of yours?“
”Jinre… that as your name right? You psycho?“
Hah, they seems to be wanting to fight. This is no good, even if I am good in combat and all, this man in my side is no one to belittle.
Jinre, despite of some of his weird attitude.. She was strong that it makes be be disappointed on how he didn't even spare some of his time to help me and the kids… resulting for their death… that was solely to be burdened to me… as I was the reason why they all fall in that fate..
Smiling so dishesrtedly after remembering much horrible scenario, it makes me boil in anger. How inbadly wanted to kill those higher ups that do-nothing but command and enjoy their leisure life
They don't even care about their soldiers fighting for their safety. They are the worst…
I now wonder why and how uneven took that long for me to be able to realize what was really happening in this building.
They used us… to their benefits. Twisting the right and wrong, fabrication information and making the majority to believe on their lies saying that it would before their own good…
It makes me feel sick…
”Do not think all high of yourself when you barely have the chance to even stand in a same field as me“
”Say what? Are you really sure of that? Mr. Trying hard to be on top? No matter what you do, you will always be the second“
What are they talking about? Did Ethan know who Jinre is?
Letting go of my hand, Jinre seems to be interested in how he would beat Ethan.
No this is bad..
I can not move my body at all… it was as if I am stuck right here to do nothing but listen.
This is bad… this is bad… I need to stop them… or else… or else…
”Is it not true? Isn't it you who was doing all your best to be recognized as the best of the best but ended up being like that due to your personality?“
”Who are you to speak of me like that?“
”Let me remind you that not because you are always praised to be good in here, good in that, you are always the best. You are wrong, jinre… the son of the great general who was named as the man who stands for justice and fairness“
Clapping his hand, there was a smug look on his face. To make me be surprise, Jinre on the other hand have no words to tell other than his face making a black aura hiding his eyes.
This is no good at all… I thought that… it was just some usual night that I will see the starts and count some things after going to sleep but…
Why did things turns out this way?
My hands… my feet… my mouth… why can't I move any of those? It was as if I was stuck with nothing else to do… with nothing else to choose than just watch to whatever the thing might happen…
”do you think that it was a good thing for you to be trusted by your higher up so much? Aren't you a fool for your age? To think that it was so ironic that you wants to be a good server of justice when it was you yourself who wants to help no one but your selfish personality!“
I have no bit of idea where his words came from. I don't even know what he was talking about. He didn't seem to like Ethan's words… right now…the Jinre in front of me is someone that can kill at any time… he was mad for sure… but. Why is Ethan doing that? What is his purpose of making Jinre hate him? I don't understand it…
He himself know how dangerous Jinre is if he ever know who Jinre was…
Ethan… Just… why are you making yourself be in danger again?
Ethan POV
[Jinre anger status bare [IIII— 40%]
Ah shit, I am digging my own grave but… the reward for this hidden quest was so great that I would die if I don't get it. Just bare with this for now Jinre… do not kill me please…
[Expected reward to gain- 1,000 harto to and a lucky draw for skill level B or weapon level B]
