Night Night

Fuck. Why didn't I think of this before? Sleeping with her in the same room. Very very bad idea. I schooled my expression and shrugged. "What about it?''I asked, matching his expression. " So you two are going to share the room? he asked. "Got any problem"?, I asked in return. My mom got rid of our couch since my father was doing nothing but watching television and sleeping. " You wish there was a couch now. Don't you? `` he asked, smirking at me. "No father I don't", I said with a wicked expression. " Aidan mind your language", my mom was now clearly alarmed. "Alright. Come with me", I motioned to my mate. "Aidan mind your tone ", my mom warned me.

She walked behind me and followed me into my room. " Look I can sleep outside your room ok", she said tightly. "Where on the floor?", I asked. " Why do you care"? she asked. "I care because you can run away in the night ", I said. " Oh, so what are you suggesting? Sleep in the same bed"? she asked me. "Well, it's not small. I can trust myself to not jump you. Can you do the same"?, I asked her. " It's not like I planned the whole thing", I told her. "But you brought me here", she said.

" Yes and that is entirely your fault", I shot back. "If you yell in my house you will both be thrown out", my father threatened me. I know he didn't mean it but my mate was very scared. " It's just tonight. We will go separate ways after this we won't even think about this", I said genuinely except for the thinking part. "Ok ", my mate agreed with me. " Thanks for understanding Angela", I said to her. She nodded her head and smiled a little.

"I'm going to the washroom to freshen up. Do you want to go first? ``I asked her, remembering manners. " No", she shook her head. I took a bath towel and a cotton pants from my cupboard. It will be a little short but she won't be embarrassed. About the shirt, I could find a big one if I looked deep enough or I could borrow from my dad. But I didn't want to. This might be my last night with her so I'm not going to be like a schoolboy. Rather a matured man respectful of course.

I finished my bath in record time. It would be simple for me if I masturbated but I didn't want to with her being a few steps away. When I came to me I saw her looking at my bare chest with a deep flush on her face which she quickly covered by turning away. I noticed that the room was now super clean; the bedsheets were drawn with no wrinkles. My mom will like it. "You cleaned up", I asked her. " It's something I do. When under stress I clean up", she said. "It's very productive", I told her. " It's a coping mechanism. Not sure when I once organized my fridge on my examination day", she told me.

I smiled at her imagining a young girl cleaning up on the day of the exam. "I haven't noticed it before", I said. " What she asked "?I didn't want to elaborate so I just shook my head. My bed was ok, not too big or too small since it was too big. My parents bought me a comfortable one. But these belonged to my teenage years. I grew more once I did my first shift. I carefully laid on the bed thinking of all the things that could go wrong. But after today I may never get this chance. I was technically breaking my ties to her by marrying Annabeth.

I know once anything happens between us then we won't be able to stop our bond. Casual sex could change everything between us. My wolf would overload my system and he could make me accept her as my mate. I was already walking on a thin thread. I will never be alone with her again. If I overcome this hurdle I thought. I was careful to calm myself not letting emotions override me. My wolf would force me to take her as my true mate. All my people would hate her and sometimes they may hate me also.

She went to freshen up but didn't take a shower thank God or I might rip the washroom door. She slowly came inside the room wearing the same dress. " Do you want to change''? , I asked. "I can find my old T-shirts for you", I told her. " She was wearing her uniform, which means jeans and shirt. She quietly nodded her head. I scrambled up and opened the cupboard and found a long T-shirt.

She went inside to change while I sat in the bed. The door opened and there she was, how could she suddenly look so beautiful in an old T-shirt. She self consciously pulled it down. I quickly snapped out of my reverie. "You look decent, get some sleep. We have to go early tomorrow", I warned her. She sleeps late which I noticed at least one thing hadn't changed about her. She came slowly and sat at the edge of the bed. This caused me to roll my eyes. I was not a rapist no matter how hard I was on her.

" What's it?"I barked at her. My temper has been running short these days. "It still feels wrong. You are engaged to Annabeth and we are", she didn't finish it. " We are not having sex just sleeping together. You think she gives a shit. After all, you are planning her wedding, didn't that prove to you?"I questioned her. "My existence with you still didn't make any sense", she said regretfully.

" You know what else that doesn't make sense, you are trapping me in every life with your lies and deceit", I declared to her. "You want to punish me for the sins I haven't committed yet. You always talk about my past life like I was a bane on your life. I know I was born three times. Are you telling me that I was a horrible girlfriend to you and that I never loved you"?, she asked.

" That's exactly what I'm saying", I said to her. Her face was red and it reminded me of a ripe tomato. She turned her flushed face away from me then laid down on the bed. I wish you to stay here in my bed for the rest of my life but unfortunately this is going to be our first and last night together. No matter what she has done there is a part of me that will always love her. For better or worse, sickness or wealth, all these empty promises were not in our relationship, just a real unconditional love and respect.

Her body was turned away and I joined her in the bed. I was calming myself down and this happened. I hoped my wolf would stay where he is and didn't attempt to fix our relationship. I closed my eyes only to find myself in distress. My wolf wanted to be comforted by his mate and desperate to show his love. I suppressed him with a Herculean effort.

I closed my eyes and waited for the sound of the storm to calm so I could get a little sleep. She wasn't asleep either. Then I was back to my home but time had changed. My mate is there trying to cook something for me. I was there lying on my bed naked.

"Alina come here", I called her. She sashayed to me with a spatula in her hand. " What are you doing"?, I asked her. "Cooking", she said. " Yes but you don't have to Lina, we have our community kitchen", I said slowly. "Oh! I thought I would surprise you. I'm a good cook", she said. " I would be more happy if you surprised me here", I motioned to the bed. She clicked her tongue and said," Alpha are you saying I'm not keeping you surprised", she said using air quotes for the word surprised.

I tried to look shocked,"No darling. I was only saying that we are going to get married tonight so we would practice a bit you know", I said. "I think we have practised very much. If I'm not going to cook. I want to be entertained", she said. I pulled her towards me and said, " I will entertain you sweetheart".

I slowly kissed her earlobes and pulled it with my teeth only to hear a sweet purr from her. I pushed her hair away to kiss her neck and reached her collar bone. She was wearing a white dress. I kissed her breasts over her dress. She sighed deeply. "Did I mention how much I love this dress. So I will give you five seconds to remove it", I said.

" I can't remove my dress that fast ", she said breathlessly. " Then say goodbye to the dress", I ordered her and began to place open mouth kisses on her lips. She matched my rhythm. We were kissing so hard I could smell a little blood from her lips. It made my head go giddy, "Alina", I whispered to her all the while I was kissing her.

" Who is Alina?"she asked me. I opened my eyes as if I was shocked and jumped away from her. Her lips swollen over my kisses. Her hair all mussed up. "Shit", I swore. I put some distance between us. " I think you kissed me and I kissed you back in our sleep",  she said worriedly. "I know what happened, I was there", I growled. " I think it would be better to keep some distance between us. I will be down", I told her. She wordlessly nodded her head. I moved out of the room to pause at the door. "Alina was your name in the first life",  I quickly moved away from the room wishing I hadn't explained myself to her.