Chapter 53
He continued to tease me
“Aiden please”
“Do you trust me?”
“Yes, you know I do please, I can’t take it anymore” I felt like I was going to explode.
He positioned himself at my opening and started moving, my stomach filed with butterflies, my toes curled under, and I moaned with pleasure. He leaned over and slowly thrust inside me and a rush of pleasure flowed through my body, and I moaned, he felt thicker, and his thrusts went deeper, and I couldn’t control myself anymore, I let myself get carried away by the waves of pleasure,
“Are you okay?” he stopped and asked looking down at me,
“Yes, I’m fine, you just feel different today".
“Well, judging by your moans I guess it’s a good different”
“I will go slow, okay”
I nodded in response, I could tell he was doing his best to restrain himself, he slowly thrust in again and this time I felt even more pleasure, his thrusting got deeper and deeper and faster and faster, I started to moan uncontrollably, hearing him panting and feeling him holding himself back made my body tingle, I thrust my hips up meeting him in the middle.
“Scar…oh my god”
“Aiden, take it, it’s yours”
That was enough to send him on a frenzy, he unlocked my legs and slowly put them down and laid the entire length of his body on mine and started thrusting uncontrollably, faster, and faster, my body reaching the edge and releasing over and over, the feeling so intense that my moans turned to cries, I felt tears running down my face,
“Keep cumin babe, keep cumin for me…you are so juicy I could fuck you all night”
“Fuck me, yes Aid, please don’t stop”
He grabbed my ass, lifted me up and went even deeper, at that moment I forgot about my mom, I forgot about the world my moans were uncontrollable now, with each thrust an intense heat started to build from deep inside me and that sensation took me closer and closer to the edge with each thrust I was his, he was in total control,
“Cum for me babe” his words were enough to send me over the edge and I felt a wave of pleasure ripple through my body, and I let go, revelling in the pleasure, Aiden thrust into me one last time and with a grunt found his release he leaned down and snuggled into my neck and he dug his fangs in my neck releasing his venom holding me tightly.
This cosmos its different, it’s not quite the same it seems weaker and it’s making me feel weaker too.
“Are you okay?” He asked pulling my face to his and kissing me,
“Who are you?” I asked pushing him off me and grabbing the sheet and covering myself with it.
“Scar, I can explain”
“Oh my god, Xavier what the hell is wrong with you?!”
“Scar, please I know you felt what I felt, if you could just give me a minute to…”
“A minute to what, hu, to lie to me some more, what the hell is this? Why are you doing this to me?”
“You know what happened just now wasn’t a lie, look me in the eye you know what happened just now was real, I couldn’t fake it, and neither could you”
“How could you do this to me? Why me? What have I done to you that would make you do something so cruel?”
He looked down and took a deep breath
“When I was sixteen I was in military school, working hard and looking forward to the day I become Alpha”
“What does any of that have to do with me?”
“Well I didn’t grow up with wolves I went to boarding school when I was eight years old so I didn’t grow up around wolf or pack traditions so I asked myself what kind of Alpha would I be if I didn’t even know what it means to be a wolf, all I had learned in school was politics and how to lead in the human world but not in our world so I started researching and reading up on what it means to be a wolf and through my research I came across this page that opened this whole world up for me, it said that when a wolf turns sixteen they will scent their mate immediately. At that time, I had been sixteen for almost a month but there was no scent no profound life changing epiphany… nothing”
“Get to the point, Xavier” I said with a stern voice.
“The first full moon after my sixteenth birthday I turned for the first time and when I looked to the moon I saw your face smiling back at me”
“Xavier, I need you to leave now”
“Look Scar, I know I didn’t handle the situation properly, but I would rather have you than be the Alpha”
“Leave Xavier please”
“Scar please we are mates, and you know I’m telling the truth, because our cosmos aligned just now”
“GET OUT NOW!” I yelled kicking him off the bed, he stood up and put his cloths on
“Fine I’ll leave but I know that you feel it too, I get that you need some time to adjust but you can’t deny what just happened here, I know that you think Aiden is your mate and that’s true he is but I’m your mate too and trust me my mark won’t disappear simply because I’m broken hearted like Aiden's did, he is the Alpha and I admit that” he said throwing his hands in the air.
“but I’m your mate too, now that my mark is on you I promise to never turn my back on you like he did, I will be back tomorrow” I watched as he climbed out the window and disappeared into the night, I laid on my bed crying, now that Xavier was gone I could finally release my frustration, I couldn’t let him see me cry, the thing that made me angry the most is that I felt the subtle differences between the cosmos but I ran towards them instead of running away from them, I wanted him more than I have ever wanted Aiden, he brought out a side of me that I never knew existed and his mark gave me warmth while Aiden's one devastated and almost killed me.
“Why is this happening to me?” I said softly to myself in between sobs, Aiden is going through enough and now he has to deal with this?”
“Don’t tell him” my wolf said.
“I have to”
“His mark disappeared because he had something or someone he cared about more than you, think about it, if his mark was still there you would have scented Xavier a mile away, his mark leaving you means he has moved on”
“But”
“But nothing” she barked back at me,
“he is not thinking about you at all, if he was he would have stopped Xavier, he would have felt what was going on here, face it the connection has shattered, the two of you are no longer connected”
“So, what? do you think I should start dating Xavier now, do you really think that I’m the kind of person who hops from one brother to another, just like that?”
“Don’t take this the wrong way but you did more than just hop”
“Oh no, please don’t remind” I covered myself with the sheet and started wailing.
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I awoke and found a note from my mom on the counter saying she went to her friend Barbra’s house for a coronation after party and didn’t want to wake me,
“Thank goodness she wasn’t here for all the drama I don’t think I would have been able to live with myself if she had been here and heard all that was going on", my cheeks flushed just thinking of how embarrassing it would have been,
“okay, snap out of it… time to get to work” I took everything Xavier touched and put it in the washing machine, the more time that passes with his mark on me the stronger his scent got it was all over my room and all over me, I took my mom’s bottle of Chardonnay and I got in the tub and scrubbed trying my best to remove his scent from my skin but nothing I did worked he was all over me, I could still feel his touch on my skin, his kiss, his breath on my neck worst of all I could still feel him inside me, I sat in the bath soaking for three hours replacing the hot water every forty five minutes, I sat there scrubbing, drinking and crying.
“I have to get out of this place” I said getting out of the bath, after getting dressed I started packing, I was halfway through when mom walked in.
“Hi honey, sorry I left you alone last night, I hope you got my note, what is going on here? Are you leaving? I still have two more weeks with you don’t I? Is this because of what happened at the coronation?”
“No mom, I just need to get back, with all the craziness that’s been happening I forgot that I have an assignment due and silly me, I left all my research at school” I could tell that she knew I was lying but she didn’t say anything, she simply nodded, gave me a hug, and called me a taxi.
“Call me when you get there” she said closing the taxi door I nodded and waved goodbye as the taxi drove away.
