58: Will I survive

Miranda's point of view:

“Is she out of her mind, how dare she fall on Alex."

“She is so irritating and disgusting."

“Looking at her face makes me feel like puking."

“She has made Alex angry, she just ruined his day and I'm sure she won't get away with it."

“She is just so ugly, I hate her, I wonder how she managed to make it to blue moon with her disgusting self."

“She won't be spared for allowing her stinky body to touch with Alex's body, what if she affects our Alpha heir with her ugliness and the infection on her skin."

The students keep on murmuring hurtful words at me, most I can hear. They are all angry at me right now .... They feel like devouring me. Alexander is their idol… their Alpha heir. I made a big mistake by allowing myself to fall on him. I should have been more careful. I shouldn't have been here, I should have left but I was so stupid to stay because I wanted to get a glimpse of Alex… a man that will never love me.

I stare at Alex with the corner of my eye, though he looks so angry right now, he is still handsome. My heart is beating so fast and my fingers or I must say my whole body is shaking in fear and nervousness... I have never been this close or look closely at his face this way in my life. His Alpha aura is rolling off him right now due to his anger. It's so intimidating and I feel like the ground should open so that I will fall into it.

“Who is this thing?" his angry voice huskily asked. I shiver under his husky voice and intense gaze. His Alpha aura is so intimidating.

I felt a sharp pain in my heart when he called me a thing. Though I'm used to these hurtful words, it hurts more that it came from his lips. He's the man I love. Hearing him call me a thing hurts so much.

“She is a student here." one of his guards replied.

“Student? Who dared to admit her into this school!" He blared. He wasn't even looking at me. I'm sure he finds my face disgusting.

“She is on scholarship sir."

“Tell her Mike, not to ever cross my path in this school again or I will make her regret her useless life." he cuts in.

“You heard him bitch." the so-called Mike snap. I nod slowly as I let the tears slide down my cheeks.

“Get me a new cloth Mike because I can't probably wear this cloth stain by her and get rid of it once I take it off," Alexander said irritatingly.

“Yes sir," Mike replied.

Alexander left in anger while his guards followed him behind, seeing my face made him so angry.... He hates me just like others, why am I so hurt by it but truly it hurts, it hurts so much.... I don't think I will ever find happiness in my life. I have been hiding from him and only stare from afar. The first day I was able to meet face-to-face with him, I made him angry. He didn't even spare me a glance.

After what happened now do I still need to crush on him, do I still need to love him? I haven't felt this hurt in my life before, I know I've faced this kind of embarrassment so many times, even from my family but it still hurts so much especially when it came from my crush. Will I ever find love? Will I ever be loved by someone?

I wiped my tears away trying to leave but the students blocked my path.

“Where do you think you are going bitch?!" Kiara asked rudely, she is the daughter of the Beta and also the president of the girls band and has a huge crush on Alex. She even said they are dating which I don't know if it is true or not. She won't spare any girl that tries to get close to Alex. Her father, the Beta is rich and powerful; second in command in the Night Walker Pack. So Kiara possesses so much power due to her family's background and she's also strong because of the Beta blood in her so it won't be hard to deal with any girl that tries to flirt with Alexander.

She is one of the people that makes my life a living hell in this school. She hates me so much because of my ugliness and can't stand my presence. She is referred to as the most beautiful girl in Blue Moon and she is indeed beautiful. I kind of envy her beauty and perfect body shape. Being rich and beautiful made her rude and pompous. She treats others as trash and is always on top of the world.

“Do you think we will just let you go after what you did now?" Mia, her friend, asked sarcastically. Mia is just like her, rude and pompous. She's also from a rich family. Her father is the Gamma and third in command in the Night Walker Pack. She's also beautiful and strong but Kiara is more beautiful than her.

“Just look at how she ruined our Alex mood this morning with her ugly face," Diane, one of the girl's band members, said. She looks angry, I mean everyone around here is angry. “You know what is good for you, it is to leave this school. Gosh! Do you have to be told not to show your ugly face to Alex!"

“You don't even have to show your face in public because you can make someone lose his or her appetite or even start vomiting. You need to hide your face, should we say that twice before it gets into your head!" Dave, a student of fine art, scorned.

“She is supposed to live in a zoo with her fellow ugly animals because that's where she belongs!" a girl among them blurts out and they all laugh out annoyingly.

“Let's teach her some lesson so that she can know her place in this school and never mess with my Alex!" Kiara hollers and the students scream cheerfully. I know I am in trouble now, and no one can save me, not even myself. My heart was beating faster and louder as I watched them share a hand glove among themselves and wear it. If I had known, I wouldn't have tried to see Alex's face because my attempt to see his face is what led me into this mess.

“For ruining our Alex mood this morning, we are going to teach you a lesson that you will never forget in a hurry!" Kiara shrieked and pulled my hair violently without me seeing it coming.

I winced in pain because it hurts like hell. She's dragging my head vigorously not minding how hurtful it is. And that was not all, someone pushed me from behind and I fell brutally hurting myself again, they all aroused in laughter as did my two sisters who were also among the crowd that had gathered a while ago.

I stare at them and they take their eyes away, I can't hide the tears so I let it flow down my cheeks. I can't believe they join hands with these people to embarrass and hurt me. They are my sisters but they hate me, what then do I expect from these people who are not even related to me.

The students started throwing some rotten eggs at me, I couldn't fight back even if I tried to, they would still be the one to win. They are greater in number and I am just one person, besides, I don't have the courage to fight back. I am weak,I have no power, they are all stronger than me.

I just give in and accept my fate. I think I'm destined to live this painful life, my life is nothing but worthless; full of pains and agony. Even the goddess herself hates me because if she doesn't, she wouldn't allow me to be suffering this much .... She wouldn't have created me so ugly and weak with no power at all.

“You are a pig so you deserve this!" Kiara shrieks as they pour me a smelling water which has a very foul smell. They had their nose covered with a nose mask as they poured the water on me. The smell is too irritating and disgusting and I couldn't hold back puking.

“You don't deserve to be a student of Blue Moon. Only beautiful and prestigious people are allowed to school here, so leave, you pig!" The students scream at me.

“This will be the most shocking one for you, this water contains pepper.... I guess it will cool down your body." Kiara smirks and the students are smiling as they wait for Kiara to carry out her mission.

I quickly glanced at her as my heart started palpitating in fear. I gulped down nervously, my body trembling in so much fear. No, no, no; is she going to pour that on me? No one will save me, no one .... They all hate me, this is what they want anyways. How will I survive the itching and pain of pepper on my body?

I looked at their faces and they all held smiling and smirking faces. How can they be so wicked and mean. I'm not an animal. Why would they treat me as so? I'm sure I won't survive if they pour pepper water on me.