What was this?

Will

When did it get to this point? I do not know. It was installing itself inside me surreptitiously, and when I realized, Nate started to awaken feelings and sensations that I used to repress, he has the power to make me like an imbecile, completely attracted to him. At other times, I would never admit it, but now I can't hide it anymore, and after the kissing, and the flirting, and all this tension that hangs over us, it's inevitable, I'm in love. How did I fall in love with my co-star? I do not know. Maybe it's his manner, the way he smiles, his mouth, his eyes, his body. The combination of all these attributes, plus how good I feel next to him. I can no longer hide this feeling, not even from myself. Being in his room, so close and yet so far away, is very disturbing to my mind.

As soon as Nate leaves the room, I get up to go to the bathroom, I've been in bed for a long time, but I haven't been able to sleep. I get out of the bathroom, and I see the bedroom door open, I shine my cell phone on his face, and I smile when I notice his presence. I stop and look, he doesn't say anything. He walks to the bed, and before he lays down, I'm taken by another insane desire, I approach and take his hand.

I'm very close, he speaks softly.

— What do you want, Will? Will sleep…

— You know what I want, kitten! I feel the same tension as before, and I use a sly voice so he doesn't get annoyed with that nickname.

— I already told you not to call me that!

— Sorry Nate, but I'll call you that from now on.

My heart beats too fast. My lips touch yours. He doesn't push me away, or turn away, that's enough to go on. I nibble lightly on his bottom lip, my hands tighten around his waist as he wraps his hands around my neck and kisses me back in the same way. Your tongue plays with mine. He pulls my hair as my mouth leaves his.

— That's what I wanted, kitten! — I say with a breathy voice, and I kiss his mouth again.

Our mouths don't want to let go, and I feel my body heat up too much, a sensation of pleasure coursing through him. I push my kitten lightly towards the bed as he moves his mouth down my neck. Before I throw our bodies at once on the bed, I let out a soft moan, and feel my cock come alive.

Fuck, it was just supposed to be a kiss and a few snogging, Will!

I hold my body even tighter to his, and it feels like I'm not alone. Oh baby, are you hard too? Abruptly he pulls away from me.

— What the fuck is this? What is happening to me? This is your fault, Will!

— Nate, calm down!

— Calm down, nothing! Don't come close to me! I'm going to sleep in the living room....

[...]

He actually went to sleep in the living room. The night was very complicated, and sleep seemed out of the question in my head. To feel all her arousal, the sexual tension that built up in that moment, and the desire that had been smoldering since the day we first kissed. Sleep only came after a long time.

As I fold the sheets, the door opens. I see shyness in his gaze, but it's not just him, I can't look for too long either. I don't know what to say at the moment, and I know I need to say something to break this barrier between the two of us.

— Good morning, Nate!

— Good Morning!

— Did you see my clothes? I say, and look at him as he covers his bed.

— I put it in the machine, but you can get some clothes from me, no problem!

— It is good then...

— Do you want something to eat? — all things considered, this question is pretty complicated to answer, and my mind wanders where it shouldn't at the moment.

— No, I'll eat at home!

The atmosphere between us was already very tense, and after that question, and what I imagined, our eyes meeting, he looked away, and I followed suit. It really isn't good. After some time I leave the room wearing a pair of jeans, and his shirt, it makes me feel very good. I walk down the hall and notice a few frames, with pictures hanging from his entire family, and most of them are pictures of him at various ages.

I enter the room with a smile on my face. He is sitting on the couch, looking at something on his cell phone. I look closely at him, runs a hand through his hair. It seems like a simple act, but every time he does it I feel something uncontrollable, a mad urge to grab him. Damn, he's so sexy!

When his gaze meets mine, I look at the floor, put my hand in my pocket, pretend I'm looking for my cell phone. I'm taken out of my pure acting moment when my kitten says something that surprises me.

— You got that outfit!

— Oh... did you find it? He shakes his head and smiles. — So, I think it's my time, I've already rented your house too much!

I walk towards the door, when I touch the handle, he tries to say something.

— And... Will... And...

I turn and face him, he looks at me, and then looks around. Your ears are red.

— What's the problem?

— No, it's... The launch party has been postponed!

— Why?

— They'd rather party when the final trailer is ready!

— Hmm... — I reply, he doesn't say anything else, I look him straight in the eye, but he continues to look around. — Then I'll be right there. Until the night!

— Up until!

[...]

Coming home was strange. Finding my father leaving the house was even stranger. A feeling of fear, anger, contained and painful. I tried to be as polite as possible, said “good morning”, and he replied coldly. He asked about the place I spent the night, I replied that it was at a friend's house.

As soon as I enter my room, the first thing I do is throw myself on the bed, grab my phone, open Twitter, and post something since I'm happy for yesterday.

@wwwoninchai

Pleasant day and unforgettable night

As soon as I posted, the message app icon appears, and when I see the name of the person who wants to talk to me, I smile.

Nate:What the fuck was that on Twitter?

I:What? Nothing much

Nate:You're crazy?

I:Calm down kitten, I didn't tell no lies

Nate:You seem to have no idea of ​​things

I:What a stress, kitten

Nate:Stop calling me kitten!

I:Nonsense, yesterday you liked it!

Nate:Wants to know? I give up talking to you

He can't leave me in a vacuum.

I: I was joking, but I don't regret what I posted

because it's all true

Not going to answer?

Nate: You have no idea, Will

People can deduce things

I: What can they deduce? What's going on between us?

Because nothing is happening, unless…

Nate: What?

I: that you want something with me

You want?

Nate: For Will!

what a bag

I: Why are you like this to me, kitten?

Nate: Stop kidding!

now seriously

Did you arrive well? And your parents?

I: Are you worried about me, kitten?

Nate: We're friends

Of course I care

I: Just friends?

Nate: Yea

I: I don't think friends kiss like that

Nate: Bye, Will!

I: wait kitten

Nate:What is it? If it's going to continue, we end the conversation

Stop calling me kitten! I already said

I: How about a deal?

Nate:Which?

I: I call you kitten, and you can call me bunny!

Nate: why bunny?

I: My sisters called me that when I was a kid and I had teeth like a bunny.

Nate:I am going to think

But is everything okay between you and your parents?

I: I found my father at home, said good morning, and said goodbye

Just it

Nate:And you didn't say where you were?

I: oh i said

Nate:What?

I: That I was at my boyfriend's house

Nate: Stop being an idiot Will.

I: I'm playing kitten

he didn't ask me anything

I think I'll go

until the night

Nate:Are you really going?

I: I'm going

Unless you don't want me to go

Do you want me to go?

Nate:of course i want you to go

I: So bye, kitten!

Nate:bye bunny

[...]

The nervousness is killing me. Ever since I left home to go to the mall, choose a gift for Nate's uncle, and now in front of the restaurant's entrance, I feel butterflies in my stomach, fear, shame, I don't know... I shouldn't be here! It's a family dinner, the table is full of people. What am I doing here? Nate's mom sees me, and she comes toward me with a smile on her face. Now it's too late! She hugs me, and leads me to the table. I am introduced to everyone at the table, especially the birthday boy, a tall man, apparently middle-aged, with the same traits as my “mother-in-law”.

— It's a pleasure to meet you, Will!

— The pleasure is mine, P'Khalan!

— Please just call me Khalan! I smile and hand over the gift.

— So... Khalan, I hope you like it, I didn't know what to buy...

He opens the paper bag, and wonders.

— A watch! This brand is... Very expensive! My goodness, thank you! I loved it!

He shows everyone the watch. I'm a little embarrassed, I didn't want to draw so much attention with this watch. The worst isn't the birthday boy, it's Nate's look at me, he looks annoyed about something when our eyes meet.

— My son-in-law has good taste, doesn't he, Khalan? — My mother-in-law, Anong says, I look at her, and I just smile.

— Mom, please! - Nate replies.

— Are you really dating? one of the women at the table asks.

— Of course not, aunt! You look like you don't know my mother, she loves to play! Nate explains, but I'd love for it to be true. After the explanations, I sit in a chair next to him, who continues to stare at me like I'm guilty of something.

[...]

Dinner was very pleasant. Unlike Nate, who most of the time is always serious, his family is a lot of fun. It may sound silly, but it makes me a little jealous. In addition to talking, smiling a lot, I caught myself doing something inevitable: looking at him. Sometimes the looks were reciprocal.

I leave the bathroom stall. I turn on the faucet to wash my hands. I hear the main door open. I look to the side, and there he is. His gaze looks a little embarrassed.

— It seems that my family has fallen in love with you… — He says and looks at his image in the mirror, then looks at me. The way he talks, like there's a problem with his family liking me, it bothers me. What's his problem?

— You seem bothered by this, but I asked you before if you had any problems...

— That's not what bothers me, it's something else!

— He speaks!

— Leave it there!

— Damn, what's your problem? If you don't want me around, just talk, and our relationship will be limited to work, nothing more!

Saying this is very easy, but having to face him, being around him practically every day will be very arduous. I walk past him, and before I make it to the door, his hand grabs my arm. I stop, look back, and meet his startled gaze. I turn to face him, and express my thoughts.

— What the hell, Nate! What do you want from me? If you don't want anything to do with me, I'll understand. I apologize for yesterday, for everything!

His gaze seems lost. He takes my arm again, and pulls me into one of the bathroom stalls. He closes the door, then looks at me.

— What are you…

Before I finish my question, I'm surprised by his mouth touching mine fiercely. Her hands grip my hair, and her body is pressed against mine. I can't understand what he wants, and if we go on like this, I'll end up going crazy.