The Warm Night Again

It wasn't easy for me to guess what Cedrick was feeling right now. I don't seem to understand why he is so angry at this time.

And I'll admit that I'm scared because it might be me.... Maybe he got mad at me when I left without saying goodbye to him and above all, Trevor was the man I was with... add to that the thought that... Something almost happened to Trevor and me in their province.

Cedrick is still staring at me and he seems even more confused now compared to me. I leaned against the wall while waiting for his answer. The pain in my chest disappeared. As my tears fell slowly, he was also breathing heavily.

I heard it over and over again as if someone was holding back and hiding a dragon in his chest.

I heard Cedrick sighed again this time. Until he finally made Al small steps closer to me. When he stood close to me... When he was so close to me... I tilted my head and was terrified... As if he was going to hurt me now because of his stance. His breath hits my cheek, my ears can hear it too.

He pasted his palm on the wall, over my shoulder. And he leaned, rested himself over me, but he was still holding his weight so I didn't bother the heavy feeling.

"Did you do something Sherin?" His breath was steady with every word. "Did you do something to make me angry?" His last consonant was firm... pleasant... madly sexy.

He held my chin slowly to present it to him. My eyes filled with tears and we both asked questions. He gave me a soft kiss. And I'm a fool, I'm a devil to assume that it was a romantic kiss. Yes, it almost was. But he never meant that. It's just a kiss. Plain. It doesn't mean anything else.

"Sherin..." Cedrick called my name for another time.

I closed my eyes tightly.

"Did you do something else I don't want you to do?" Cedric asked.

I shook my head with closed eyes. "No..." I answered, my hands shaking as I locked myself in his arms and leaned against the wall. "But... I left the house when you took a vacation with Elise... I went out and visited a province..." I stated the truth, shaking.

"And..." Cedrick snorted, restless.

"I... I... I went out with Trevor. We visited their province. I joined their family reunion. We ate there. I laughed with them. Talked with them. And... At night... We slept in the same room." I felt so nervous as I muttered those words without lies.

Am I the only one who noticed this between the two of us? And all the noise seemed to stop. It seemed like I couldn't be able to hear my heart beat, to hear his heart beat as well. We seemed to be surrounded by a very silent situation after I said that. I closed my eyes tightly as I felt Cedrick's movement, his slow approach to my ear.

My heart pounded twice when I felt his breath caressing my left ear. "Sherin..." Cedrick said. "Did you... have sex with him?" I wasn't even surprised when he asked that. I said I slept in a room with Trevor, and I expected that to enter his mind as well.

But I have no intention of lying and angering him so I said... "No. I did not. I swear... we did no sex." I said full on honesty.

"Ugh!" I moaned and looked up when he stroked my womanhood. It was sticky and tight, as if he wanted to feel it because his palm had not rested on it for too long.

"Good." Cedrick whispered. And I breathe a sigh of relief. I thought he wouldn't believe me. I thought I was going to get hit by him. I thought he was going to throw me out forever because he said... "You are the most and the only honest person I knew Sherin... I believed you. You will never be hooking up with that man. Only with me. No one, but me." His voice was too firm, too proud to contradict.

He slowly took off my bottom. This time, I met his eyes but it didn't go well because he was looking at my panties that were now slowly being revealed.

"I missed this." Cedrick whispered. And with that, I felt a beat in my middle while staring at his eyes fixated on my middle.

"Are you sure? You don't doubt me?" I couldn't help but blurt it out.

He met my eyes. "Yeah." He sighed as he traced the slice in my middle using his fore finger. I was biting my lower lip in pleasure, in so much, too much pleasure. My butt is almost vibrating. I almost wet up. And yeah, I am wet down there, wet down there.

"Cedrick, ohh!" I moaned immediately when he inserted his two fingers into my wet womanhood without saying anything, he touched my pulsating clit, pumping it, teasing me with pleasure. My knees immediately went weak and shook.

"Have a sex with me today... tonight Sherin. Make me forget the sorrows I earned from yesterday, for today and for tomorrow. I wanna forget it all. Using you, with your body I hunger, with your flesh I dreaming to taste always." After he said that, he completely slid down my panties, so now he can freely slide his finger into my womanhood, making me moan all the way.

It was good.

It was such a nice feeling after all. And I can't deny it. The pleasure was too good to deny.

While Cedrick was finger fucking me... I can't help but to moan... I muttered his name over and over again and so are the... scenes where I was with Trevor. I looked up and the ceiling opened up to me, I could hear my wet womanhood as Cedrick fingered and licked it.

I shed a tear when I remembered Trevor. Trevor... Trevor... Trevor who showed and made me feel nothing but his love. Tears slid down both my eyes. This is one of the signs, I can't love him. I couldn't love him anymore. I couldn't have him anyway.

He was too good to be true. He was too good to be labeled as mine.

It's like he threw himself in Payatas if he goes to me. I'm like a volcano if I let him fall on me even though I know he'll only get hurt in the end. I'm too trash to love him.

Because honestly, there are so many women who would be more than enough for me. There are so many women more deserving of his love and... simply, that's not me.

I didn't realize the minute and I was just stunned from overthinking when I was visited by an orgasm. I closed my eyes tightly while biting my lower lip in the deliciousness, in the sweetness of comfort.

"Oh, hmm, gosh." I'm like a child who giggles but it's different because it's caused by pleasure and not by a parent's spanking.

I held tightly to Cedrick's muscular arms as I trembled, delirious with pleasure. His broad chest rubs against mine because he is so close to me. Just a few seconds, my eyes widened and surprised when he picked me up, in a bridal style, to slowly lay me on the bed.

My arms were wrapped around his neck as he lowered it slowly, our eyes were connected, that if I wasn't just a woman to get out of his libido... I would think that our set up today is very romantic. Him, carrying me in a bridal style while I was naked and slowly laying me down the bed is a sort of romanticism.

But no... he only does all that because he wants to taste me, he will never treat me very lightly... unless he is having fun.

The pain in my chest grew again. I can't help but be hurt by my own thoughts.

Cedrick propped his knees on both sides of me. He doesn't have any covering on his body anymore so his masculinity touches my femininity. It hits my cut as if teasing me and making me want to eat it while kissing it. "Cedrick..." I moaned when his warm mouth landed on my rich breasts.

I was tempted and attracted by it so I couldn't do anything but arch my back, put my two humps on his face. I could still hear the wet sound that Cedrick's lips made as he sucked my future, which made me shiver even more.

Cedrick continued to worship my pleasures. While I also did not stop coming out, making different types of moans caused by his cloud-floating pleasure. With each thrust, my eyeballs shot up. With each orgasm, he also quickly guides me in different positions and positions. It's like he's not human because he doesn't feel tired at all.

He is very hungry for meat. In taste. Which we both haven't tasted in our bodies for a long time.

"Fuck Sherin fuck!" Cedrick bad mouthed in pleasure as he thrust into me from behind.

I'm currently lying down, the side of my head buried in the pillow, while my knees are buried in the soft bed and my ass is lifted, now held by Cedrick who is fast and crazy about thrusting.

I closed my eyes very tightly. The eyebrows meet and are slightly raised in the middle. Biting the bottom lip and accent that lets out low grunts. My body swayed as well as my rich breasts as Cedrick rode from behind.

I could still hear to the wet sound coming from the connection between the two of us. He was also moaning, cursing again and again, mentioning my name.

I moaned loudly when Cedrick caressed my rich soft breast. My knees and legs are shaking and I couldn't avoid doing it. It was as if... Natural to me. Like a breathing I cannot stop from working.

"Cedrick... Hmm... Ahh..." Next I moaned as I felt the swelling in my stomach. It's like a tickle that I can't let go of.

"Shit. I'm cumming Sherin... I'm near." When Cedrick said no, my heart started pounding and I was giddy with pleasure. He hasn't reached his climax yet so while I was celebrating... He sped up his thrust into me like he thought he was chasing someone, only he made my orgasm even more dominant.

A few moments later, the copious juice of the man you were riding me was already flowing in my thigh.

He gave me some sloppy thrust after his orgasm

We're both tired. We are both panting. And I know we both still feel the pleasure of the connection we just had. When he pulled his manhood out of me, it caused a little pleasure. I groaned.

And the knee trembled.

Cedrick fell straight on the bed and I thought he was very tired. Because I was also weak, I lay down and rested next to him. Where I can relax my back, whole body on a soft bed. After a while, I was able to relax a bit when my cell phone rang.

I looked for it and noticed that it was inside the pocket of my pants. I stood up naked to take it. With every step I take, my chest also shakes. After reaching for my pants, I looked at Cedrick before picking them up. He slept very soundly and now he is still snoring a bit.

I looked back at him and slowly bent down, next to it were my panties that Cedrick took off from me just now. I grabbed my phone and then pressed it on to view the text. I know it was a text message because it beeps only for I think two seconds.

When I opened it, I saw Trevor's text.

Trevor Cervantes: Hi! Are you asleep?

Trevor Cervantes: I was going to tell you something but okay, tomorrow.

Trevor Cervantes: sleep well, huh? Don't think too much or overthink so you can sleep healthy. Good night, Sherin. ¹⁴³

It was like my chest was pierced several times with pain when I read his messages. I feel guilty. The first message was sent 20 minutes ago. So it means, he texted me already while Cedrick and I just had sex. And I did ignore it because of the pleasure Cedrick was giving me.

And it followed by a message again, him saying that he has a story that he wants me to hear it. But because I wasn't around, he scheduled it and moved it for tomorrow. I felt like I betrayed him.

The third message was him.... Telling me to sleep well. Do not overthink too much because it was not healthy. He is worried about me. He is concerned. But I ignored him again. I felt very awful. Very disappointed with myself.

Little by little, my eyes were filled with tears. I couldn't hold it in any longer and the painful and hot water fell from my eyes. I felt so sorry. I hated myself for fooling him. I hated myself for treating Trevor like this. He did not deserve this. I am indeed a piece of trash and a shit.

I stopped crying and faced Cedrick's direction again, our eyes met because he was already awake. Right now he is sitting and leaning on the head board of the bed with a serious look and I can read the anger shining in his black eyes.

My lips parted.

He crossed his arms over his chest.

"It was him right?" His voice is very polished. Baritone and scary. "Trevor..." He concluded as if he read the text message I received.

I can't answer. I seem to have lost the ability to speak.

"Why were you crying? Because u had sex with me? And you are in love with him that's why you felt like you're betraying him?" He muttered the words inside my mind. I was more afraid of his next reaction. "I already told you to stop flirting with another man. At any time, you can't love any man while you're under me. I don't want it while I'm tasting you... another man is also touching your delicacy. We have an agreement Sherin. Your feelings had no place in this world as long as you stayed in my house. Don't try to fall and sleep with another man."

It's like I've been doused with very cold water while my heart feels like it's being burned by a burning fire. Very painful. What he said hurt so much. Don't try to fall for me and sleep with another man.... Cedrick said that.

My chest is burning with pain and anger. But I have no right to speak to him because who am I? I'm just a scumbag for him to get out of his lust.

The last word he said played over and over again in my mind. When have I ever tried to sleep with another man other than him? Ever... I never planned that... Ever since he moved me again and again. He was right. It's only me who will carry my dirt.

I cannot give and make this body a gift to any other man in the world. Because no matter what I do, even if I bathe in alcohol, I

will never be cleansed.

It is already imprinted in my brain that I will never give and promise this body to anyone. Even Cedrick. All this is temporary. By the time I become a lawyer... I will end all connections with Cedrick. I can live alone.

Away from the chaos of the world.

And he has nothing to worry about while I live in his powder room.

I will never let another man bed me, because I have only one reason, I don't want them to feel the dirt from the beginning when I moved to Cedrick, I already have it.