Babe

The next day, I don't know if everything is going well. And I noticed that the mansion seemed dark.

It wasn't yellow, it wasn't even light yellow, and of course it wasn't white. The house was so dim. Not literally but figuratively. Cedrick is often not at home, he leaves in the morning and comes home drunk.

Sometimes he doesn't go straight to his room because my room is his target.

Every time he comes in, the first thing he does is take off his cover. Coming closer and sitting next to me to have sex, wanting me to fill the heat burning in his body.

So because of that, I didn't answer Trevor's calls anymore, I didn't reply to his messages anymore.

It's sad and I admit I am hurt. One more time he went and visited opposite Cedrick's mansion. Aling Marta told me but I did not confront him.

I want to talk to him, in fact, I want to hug him while looking at him from the far window. I wanted to hug her when I saw how sad her eyes were. I want to kiss him like when he applied his lips to mine in their province.

But I can't and there is always something stopping me. It seemed like me and Cedrick where back to what we were in the very first time we met. We always have sex, even when I'm tired, even when I'm fed up. Because no matter what... I can't refuse him. I can never avoid him.

The man was miserable. Even though I'm disgusted with him, I still feel sorry for him, it hurts me every time I see Cedrick acting like this. Even more, I feel that I was the reason. That's right. I've been thinking about it for a long time, I'll be the reason.

One day I entered Cedrick's room, Elise's things were gone, his girlfriend was gone. I didn't even see a single item, clothes or handkerchief, even if Elise didn't leave anything.

He left Cedrick and there is no doubt that he may have found out that the real mediator between Cedrick and me.

That I was dating her boyfriend before we both met. My eyes froze, the day I was dreading had arrived, the day when I would end up ruining a happy relationship. Even though it's raining, I haven't really done anything good in my life. I always bring tears to other people. I made people's lives around me misserable.

So now I fully understand why Cedrick is only like that to me. He doesn't miss any night, morning, hour. He always wanted to have sex with me as if he wanted me to loosen up so that no one would come, test my man and above all. His goal is that I don't love him.

It was so evident. So obvious. He was taking revenge on me.

My chest grew hot with pain, as if I was being torn apart little by little, a unit being broken little by little.

The door of my room opened so I looked up, it spit out Cedrick who had just taken a bath. His hair was still wet and a few drops of water were running down his muscular chest and shoulders. He has no clothes except for the white towel that hugs his waist. Our eyes met but I looked down. I quickly wiped the tears that escaped from my eyes.

I heard every footstep of the man as he walked slowly towards me. I was holding tightly to the tie of the bathrobe I was wearing because of the throbbing pain in my chest. When Cedrick sat down on the bed, he came straight to me, I was still breathing so I tried hard to stop him just so he wouldn't hear.

When he touched my chin, I closed my eyes, so tight, I'm sure he couldn't take a look at my red eyes from tears. He started kissing me, slowly. It was soft, gentle, sweet, as if it was a man kissing his woman in too much desire yet he has love.

I don't know if his eyes were closed too. Because while I was crying with my eyes closed, he didn't speak, he didn't lecture me about my crying. So if I'm right, every time his lips touch mine, he closes his eyes, savoring every second by my side.

I tried to open my eyes, and I was right, because what opened my eyes was Cedrick's eyelid. That's why I went back to closing my eyes, but this time, I was going, moving with the movement of his lips. If we were only couples I would personally think that these kisses are from aman who's in love.

His hand landed on my back and he slowly laid me down. At the same time, he removed the tie of my bathrobe, he turned both ends of the bathrobe aside when my back was finally spread on the soft bed. I thought I would feel his hand on my womanhood because that's what he often does, but I was wrong because my whole life.... I didn't expect this.

Cedrick's hand was not on my vagina but on my cheeks, wiping the tears

I just released a while ago.

My chest heaved and I opened my eyes. He was by my side and now he was also staring into my eyes, as if my heart was racing because of his gaze. I swallowed saliva while staring at him, he continued to wipe my tears.

I slowly looked down. "Sorry..." Pain engulfed my chest. Thinking that I was the reason he and Elise broke up.

I felt Cedrick's hand caressing my forehead, removing the hairs blocking my face which he did for the first time. There was a question in my heart, but I knew it would never be answered. Cedrick heaved a sigh.

"Why should I say sorry?"

He asked as if he was not hurt. As if he wasn't mad at me.

I pressed my lips together. "Because... I... I... I ruined your relationship with Elise. Sorry. Sorry... You shouldn't let me stay in your house. You shouldn't let me laid comfortably like this. I... I didn't deserve this." I cried one after another.

Cedrick immediately allowed me a gentle kiss, which made my eyes slightly widen.

"No... Stop thinking you are the reason." He said and kissed me again. "You did nothing. You did nothing Sherin... Don't worry baby..." Cedrick said.

My eyebrows met, what did he just say? Baby? Am I right? Did I hear it right? He called me by it? Did he mean baby?

A call sign for a man who treats his woman soft and sweet. Why am I being treated like this? As if the wind suddenly changed. But I almost forgot. It turned out that we were both in bed, he was next to me, almost on top of me, so I shouldn't be surprised anymore.

"Was that the reason why you were crying?" Cedrick asked, looking seriously into my eyes. As if he wanted to clarify something.

I kept looking away from him and nodded slowly, conveying my answer to him. "Yeah and... I'm sorry." I said again.

"You do nothing with us, with my relationship with Elise, okay? You are not the reason." Cedrick replied that he did not understand. I'm not the reason?

"But you guys broke up. And you had been so miserable lately. You act not that way." I answered him.

"Do you think I was acting so miserable because of Elise?" he asked, I gave him an immediate nod. "Elise was nothing compared to you. Don't ask. I will never answer your questions. Forget about her and don't mention her." While he was talking, he took off the towel that was on his waist and formed it in the middle of my thighs.

I got up slightly to see him positioning his manhood on my womanhood while resting his elbows on the bed. My thighs are separated wide and my breathing is heavy as I watch him focus on his shivering pet.

"Hmm!" I moaned and looked up while closing my eyes very tightly when he started to insert his into me. I felt like I was immediately soaked in the chin so it became his entry is slippery. Cedrick started moving with a sloppy thrust, tonight he was not looking at our connection but on my face.

His lips were parted and he seemed like amazed at what he was seeing. I'm enjoying what he's doing and he seems to like my reaction, which is biting his lips, meeting his eyebrows while there are pitying eyes, and moaning non-stop.

"Is it good?" Cedrick and this is the first time he asked while having sex with me. I had no intention of answering but he asked again. "Is it good?" He asked for the second time.

His fingers are getting faster and faster in and out of my weakness. I don't know where else to turn my head. "Sherin..." Cedrick said again.

My lips parted when I felt the swelling in my heart. "Y-Yes... Ohh..." I moaned.

"Yes what?" His voice was teasing.

"Yes... Hm.... It is good— damn. Ahh! Ahh!" I only moaned in the end when I was visited by an orgasm.

Cedrick grinned as he watched me drown in the pleasure he caused. My body was throbbing and I couldn't hide the happiness I felt for him.

Not even finished pulsating my womanhood, Cedrick pulls my thighs far apart to clean them. I almost lost my eyeballs when he started chasing my wet womanhood with his hot tongue.

I almost caught up with him and luckily he didn't complain. Your muscles are shaking and so are my knees and sweat.

"C-Cedrick... Hmm... Cedrick... Ohh..." My surroundings are on fire as well as my body which is the source of it.

"Hmm, gosh please.... Ahh!" I wanted to sink Cedrick's face into my delicacy when he slowly licked it, teasing and stomping on me.

Cedrick stopped worshiping my femininity, he knelt on the bed and stopped between my legs. Looking at my image with his mouth agape and a slight smirk on his lips, as if it was a beautiful sight for him.

I was still shaking and sweating and I could still feel some pinch of pleasure in my femininity. He reached for something on the side table so I looked at it. It was a bottle of wine. "What will you do?" I asked when I saw him twisting the lid.

"Spread your legs, babe." He commanded and pointed the mouth of the bottle onto my vagina.

"What?" I said confused but I did it anyway

"Gosh, Cedrick!" I shouted when I felt the cold juice of the wine flow through my womanhood. I sat in shock and looked at it.

"Shit." I bad mouthed.

He laughed at my reaction and he placed his hands leveled with his chest, "Calm down, okay? Just... Relax..." he said and slowly bent down towards my chest. "I'm gonna lick you."

"Ahhh!" I moaned and fell on the bed when his lips were on my cunt. He worshiped my femininity for a long time.

I'm like a siren who can't stop howling whenever there are emergencies. I also couldn't help but stop my head in one place every time he shook it. We ended up in different positions.

It seems that he treated me like a ship. But when I told him I was tired... Cedrick listened to me and did what I think was the last time he pulled his manhood out of me. We both fell on the bed and were very tired.

He was next to me, dozing off, so I turned on my side, with my back to him to sleep. But when I threatened to close my eyes, suddenly an arm ran around my waist and pulled me closer to the muscular body of the man next to me.

My heart was pounding so loud. Cedrick was hugging me from behind.

I can not believe.

"Sherin..." I was almost startled when Cedrick spoke. "Can you face me?" There was a pleading in his voice.

Even though I was surprised by what he was doing and saying, I still did what he wanted, I lifted the weight of myself and faced him. He still hugged me around the waist and squeezed my body tighter in his arms. "Hug me..." Cedrick ordered again.

I swallowed deeply. I slowly lifted my arm and ran it over his stomach until I could hug him completely. Cedrick's hand landed on the back of my forehead, making my forehead rest onto his broad chest.

My heart beat double, especially, when he rested his chin over my head, breathing, caressing my forehead using his warm breath.

We cuddle.

Like what couples do after they have sex.

And this is the very first time we did this. And it was so questionable.

But... I like the feeling. Gentle. Sweet. Comfortable.

A taste like home.