Phone Call

"Trevor is sweating so much, oh!"

I just shook my head at the scream of my blockmate outside after Trevor and I left the room. Because they came outside to buy snacks and we were the only ones who didn't come.

There are so many of them that you think it's too heavy to buy.

Trevor was next to me and was fanning, because of the heat of the weather the air coming out of the electric fan was already hot. We both sweated a little so now all our blockmates had accusing looks.

"Sherin too, she is sweaty..." Eula gave me a suspicious look.

I grinned at her. "It's so hot here." I defend myself.

They all laughed and Trevor and I were probably the only ones who didn't, we were both a mess. "Gosh. Maybe you beat Trevor, or maybe Trevor beat you." Mae accused.

I teased them with a joke. "Stupid, does Trevor and I look like we can have sex in five minutes?" I'm sorry. Vulgar.

They laughed at my reaction and I even saw them laughing with them all. "Sure. That can be done, no. Get the boat into the cave immediately, then speed up the oar in and then out. Until the volcano erupts. That's it, let's shout right away." I can't help but be green minded.

"Trevor must have trained him for an hour or more. Was it until dawn?" Mae's accusation.

I don't know how to feel. Should I be shy? laugh? Get angry? Be happy? Or feel guilty because they think Trevor and I have special connections, and I know that man feels the same way.

So my friends now think that Trevor and I are not new to the sex talk because they think we've done it before.

But... No. We haven't done it yet. And I have no plans to do it with him. I don't want him to get hurt in the end. I don't deserve her body. It would be better if he gave it to another woman and offered it. He's only dirty if it's mine.

"Are you okay?"

Trevor asked a question that brought me back to my senses. He is now removing the hair blocking my forehead and he seemed so worried to me.

Are my emotions really this deep? That even he was... That was noticed. I don't know, the part of my heart occupied by Trevor is now the size, and... I think it's hard to get rid of it.

I shook my head to release the awful thoughts and smiled sweetly at Trevor. "Yes, it's okay..." I told him.

He ran his fingers through my hair again very gently. I was tickled a little more. "Your eyes are dull. Why? You can freely share it with me." His voice was full of pleas.

I stopped what I was doing, I let go of the pen and paper I was holding to sit up and look at him properly. I read his face and if I'm not mistaken... He is really worried about me. I caressed his arm, as if we were the only two people in this room.

"I'm fine. Something just came to my mind. But don't worry. I'm fine. I assure you that." I told him next.

After having a picnic, we continued with what we were doing. I can see my head from looking at the dazzling laptop. But it's good that Trevor had anti radiation glasses with him so somehow the pain in my eyes disappeared.

Because the place was so hot, after doing the activity we first went up to the rooftop of this house. It's late afternoon and it's very windy up there. My elbows were leaning on the ledge while Trevor was still next to me who was currently in the same situation.

We were both silent except when he spoke.

"Are you just going to co-commute home?" he asked.

"Yes," I sincerely answered without looking at him. "Or maybe I'll just grab it." I added.

I was surprised when he took my hand over the ledge to play with it. He made my hand jump in his palm like a child. "Just come with me. So you won't spend any more." he said, my hand is still playing a game.

I laughed and stared at him, with great emphasis. "You're naughty." I said briefly while smiling.

"You're so good at teasing."

"Why do you want to tease me?" My question is pointless.

"Do not know?" He laughed. "Maybe... I just want to always hear your voice." My right eyebrow automatically rose.

"Gosh." I can't even say any word. That's all and I was like a meme from what he said.

"Sherin..." Trevor whispered.

"What?" I raised one eyebrow at him.

He sighed before speaking again. I'm getting nervous. He narrowed his eyes at me, then he laughed later. I'm just more confused. "What is it?" I asked again, cringing.

He shook his head while laughing. "Um..." He started murmuring.

"Hmm?" I was still raising my right eyebrow.

"Can I give you a hug?" He hesitated.

This time, I laughed. I reciprocated his laughter at me earlier. So now... He's the one with the wrinkled forehead. We are quits. "It used to be... You used to hug me every day. I don't get angry. You're the only one who stopped that habit of yours." I said, shaking my head.

"So can you?" There is hope in his voice.

I narrowed my eyes at him. "Trevor..." I sighed. I immediately heard the nervousness in his voice.

"When did I ban you?" I asked him while looking away, the smile still not disappearing from my lips.

Just for a few seconds, I felt his arm slowly tighten around my waist. Followed by resting his chin on my shoulder. And the touch of his beautiful chest on my back, so at this time... I could hear every strong beat of the man's chest with me.

I hugged his arms wrapped around me. Even then he was hugging me, and I couldn't feel anything except his welcoming warmth. But now, this man is giving me different kinds of feelings.

It was as if I was floating with the wind. It's gentle. It's comfortable. It's lovely. It was so... good and sweet. Like a romantic hug from a man I've never even experienced in my whole life.

The next day, I was in my serious mood again since I was studying, reviewing for our mid term exams. I tied my hair in a bun because it was blocking my forehead as well as my eyes so it kept distracting me from my studies. My pumpkin eyes are in a hurry so I can finish it right away.

Well, in fact, I am currently nervous. I was wondering if I could finish this but I have to finish this. I need to. I won't be able to answer anything in tomorrow's exams if I don't finish it.

"Sherin..." I almost jumped out of my seat when Cedrick spoke.

Cedrick... He needs me. That's why he's here now. This is also one of the reasons why I am nervous now. He actually wants us both to have sex.

He was drinking again. And... I pitied him a bit but I hate him on the other hand. I said I don't want to and I can't give it to him now, but he insisted, he didn't give me what I wanted to happen.

So he made a condition. He said he will wait until I finish but I am not even at the half of it. It's too far and it's taking too long for me to finish it.

"Wait... I'm way to far." I answered hesitantly. I was still nervous while waiting for him to answer but he didn't speak so I got scared and looked behind me.

From where I was sitting, I witnessed him lying down on the sofa. His head is very tired on its back rest and he seems very tired.

He didn't speak anymore so I continued to study again. I prayed several times that Cedrick would go to sleep but I guess the upstairs couldn't hear me because after a few minutes... I heard my name again from Cedrick's lips.

"Sherin..." There was a hint of boredom in her voice.

This time, I did not take my eyes off of my laptop. "I'm not done yet." I waited for him while reading the...

"You already consumed two hours studying! Are you kidding me?!"

I almost jumped out of my chair when suddenly Cedrick's voice rang out in this room. I dropped the pen and couldn't move from my place. I was afraid of his actions. Even more so when I heard the hair-raising sound of him breaking a bottle of wine.

"Sherin..." His voice was more emphatic and full of authority, angry.

I nodded quickly and stood up slowly, I couldn't help but tremble with fear because of his condition now. When our eyes were surprised, Cedrick was also standing and looking at me darkly.

"I... I'll stop..." My voice almost cried.

No. I don't want to stop studying, tomorrow is our exams. I can't not review. I'm going to fall. And I don't want to fall.

No. Please. Cedricm. Not now. Not now please.

"Undress yourself now." And just like that, all of my hopes vanished when I finally heard his command.

I closed my eyes tightly to stop the irritation and the tears that were about to escape from my eyes. I took a deep breath and started touching the hem of my shirt. I pulled it up my body until it was removed and followed by my shorts. Even without looking at Cedrick, I could feel his sticky gaze on me.

Cedrick was drunk again. He was broke. He was grieving after breaking up with Elise. And I don't want to blame him with that. And I doubt it's my fault because I'm probably the only other woman he secretly has sex with.

This is my fault. So I must have suffered from it.

I unclasped my bra and threw it away from my body, making it fall on the floor. I looked at what I had thrown while holding the wristband of my panties. I was pretty mad at Cedrick, but seeing him staring at this thick on my panties makes my vagina pulsate.

I slowly lowered my panties, my hands were still shaking. "Don't be nervous, baby. We did this for numerous times. Chill... but I am going to reck you." Cedric. And when I completely lowered my panties, revealing my womanhood, the darkness of his eyes became intense and his breathing became heavy.

"Hmm!" I could only stifle a grunt after he rushed over to me to grab me with a kiss and press into my delicacy. He was cupping my femininity drastically and when he pulled his hand upwards, I moaned softly.

"Please. Just one first. I need to review." I tried to speak between his kisses.

He was kissing me on my neck, and I can't help but to arch it. "Sorry. I can't promise." After he said that, I completely lost hope. When he says he can't, he really can't do that. So that's all I'm afraid of.

"Please Cedrick. Please." I begged.

"Excuse me."

"What?" I swallowed saliva.

"I said. Apologize. Apologize Sherin."

Cedrick repeated which made my jaw drop. I obeyed what he said. I held on and pressed my palm to the end of the bed with my legs straight, wide open, butt up.

I waited for Cedrick to finish undressing. And after he finished freeing himself from his clothes, he positioned himself behind me, then he made his manhood enter fully inside me.

"Ahh..." It was the combination of our moans.

Cedrick was already pushing, pulling faster inside me. My rich breasts continue to sway with each of his thrusts. My lips parted while he was riding. But my eyes are looking at my laptop, and at this time I feel like I want to take it, review it while having sex with him.

In the midst of having sex with Cedrick, my phone rang on top of my bed. It was a bit far from me because he was at the end on the right side of the bed. I didn't want to dwell on it but when I read the caller id, my heart broke inside. I feel like crying.

damn It was Trevor. My Trevor. Sorry. Again. Sorry. Trevor.

I felt wholesomely guilty.

"I'll answer him." I was only depressed by what Cedrick said.

I shook my head. "No please, no..." I said while my body was shaking because of his riding. But Cedrick didn't listen to me, instead he swiped the screen of my phone to answer Trevor as he thrust harder into me. He rushes to make me orgasm.

"Hey, I already sent my reviewers." I just burst into tears when I heard Trevor's voice on the other line. My chest was full of pain so I just bit my lip so he wouldn't hear my sobs on his cellphone.

I wanted to take the cell phone and turn it off so he wouldn't hear my voice but Cedrick was holding my hands. Holding back that reach, hoping Trevor could hear my every grunt and his grunt during sex.

"Fuck. Ahh. Moan Sherin moan." Cedrick groaned with every word.

"What?! Sherin?" Trevor's voice was full of curiosity when he heard Cedrick. And I know it's about to get angry.

Next, my tears fell while shaking my head. No. Trevor wasn't supposed to know this. He shouldn't know this.

My boyfriend's ride is getting faster and faster. I can also feel my stomach turning. "I'm cumming, baby. Let's go together. Meet me.." Cedrick's voice was delicious.

I tried to hold back my moan... I couldn't do it when my whole body trembled with pleasure. My mouth is open. As if I forgot when someone could hear us on the phone. "Ohh! Ahh... Hmm... Cedrick... Please... Ohh..." I moaned so loud, so long, and after that... The call finally ended.

Trevor shut it off.

I'm crying, grieving for what I know... I had already lost.