Chapter 38

Kahin looks at her without knowing what she's talking about, “stop your games please, I'm not in the mood," he growls like always. He pours himself a cup of coffee and leans on the island watching us.

"Games? Don't you remember that you cried for Dulce and told her that that pediatrician was nothing in your life?” Lucy continues. Now I understand what she wants to do, she's playing with my brunette's mind and it's working for her, Kahin's face says everything.

"Why should I forgive him? Please bitter Moon, at the bar you cried in front of everyone while you were on your knees before me, don't you remember? That pediatrician insulted me and you allowed it, for a moment you chose her and not me,” I smile, “but of course when my sun comes to my rescue you get angry,” I purse my lips.

"Don't mention that idiot to me," he looks at me threateningly, "he came to your rescue and who made love to you? Me, so stop mentioning that asshole, you're mine and that's never going to change,” his arrogance angers me.

"Who guarantees me that you did not get into my bed after fucking her?" I try not to lose my calm, “please Kahin, you even wanted to go out with my son and her,” there is no desire to bother him, I don't want to make him mad, now there is pain in my voice, "you kissed her in front of me and before you say anything, the kisses that I give my sun last seconds, you kissed her as if you loved her ..." I swallow the lump that forms in my throat, “you have disappointed me,” I stopped feeding my son who gets angry to get out of there. I'm not going to let him see a tear roll down my cheek.

"There's no question, you're a beast," Lucy assures him.

“Baby come here please,” he calls me, but I ignore, I can't look at his face, “Dulce,” he comes after me, “wait” he grabs my arm, “I was an idiot and although I don't remember much, I want to say I'm sorry.”

I look at him seriously, “don't lie Kahin, you called her, you invited her to a place where we were just friends and apart from that you gave her that freedom with my son. If before I wanted to talk and explain everything, I don't want to now. What you said today while you were entering me… it hurt a lot,” I try to let go and he presses his grip more.

"Don't you do the same with your sun? Don't you give him the right to my son? Didn't you answer him while you were fucking me? Tell me Marilí, who is to be blamed here? Who should be more angry?”

Furious at his stupidity, I let go, “you're an asshole Kahin" I climb the stairs to get away from him, I must.

"I have to go to work," he says, entering the room after me, "I want you to stay here with my son. When I come back we'll talk, I can't handle this anymore, I just can't take it anymore. You must accept that you love me and you will.” I don't look at him, I focus on my son, now I don't know if talking would be the best thing. He kisses my son who growls back at him and then he looks at me very closely, “I want a kiss, Dulce. I want one of those that you gave me some time ago before I went to work, I want you to kiss me in such a way that I have to masturbate in the bathroom of my office because of the desire to fuck you that I will have. You must forget about that idiot and be with me, that woman means nothing to me ...”

"Shut up and get out of my damn sight," I bark at his face, interrupting him, "I don't want to hear any more stupid things from you. Here you tell me that and then you go out with her? Or how does it work? You hurt me Kahin and I swear there was no reason for that,” no matter what I say, he kissed me. He takes my cheeks between his hands and takes my breath away like he always does.

"I can do everything and I'm going to talk to you when I get back, I'm going to convince you that this woman is nobody and most importantly, I'm going to force you to leave that shitty Italian." He straightens up and I have to look up to look at his face, “I don't want you to leave here, obey and prepare a delicious dinner for your man,” seeing him so relaxed and not worried at all scares me. Did he hear what I clarified last night? I think about that possibility. But it's impossible, he still thinks I'm with Francesco.

Putting my thoughts aside and happy because he wants to talk to me, but without forgetting what he put me through I shrug my shoulders, “if you are willing to die poisoned and that way you pay me for everything you have done to me, I will gladly do it," I smile at him innocently, but his gaze of love weakens me.

"If you can live without me my sweet wolf," he gives me one last kiss and leaves the room, leaving me there perplexed.

"Do you understand this?" My son looks at me without stopping eating, "is that really your father? I mean ...he acts just as demanding and so forth, but please, that man drives me crazy. I am supposed to be very angry about the stupidity he did with that woman, I should put him in his place,” my son finally smiles, “you are identical to your father, with a single smile or look you weakens me,” I think of everything Kahin has told me. Is it worth another chance?

"You love him," I immediately look up at the door, Lucy smiles at me. When she reaches to me, she sits next to me on the sofa, “you love my brother dearly and you know that what happened with that woman was only out of pain.”

I sigh, "I know but I can't deal with the fact that he slept with her and in the process he compared her to me. I mean, I know that my brunette is a horny and all the rest, but why with that woman who knows very well what she wants from him? She is damn interested,” my son lets go of my breast and Lucelia takes him from my arms, “I don't know what to do. First, the secret that was kept with my mother, I understand that it was she who doesn’t want me to know and he just followed her so that I wouldn't react in a devastating way. I left and I understood, the second he abandoned me, he left me alone with my pregnancy, later I realized that he did it for my happiness. The third I come here and see him with a beautiful woman with chocolate skin with lots of milk, a beautiful smile and a hair dark and long. With a unique kindness hugging him, I suffered, I swear I thought I died.