Chapter 39

I did not stop to listen to explanations., later at the party the idiot brings up the contract. Why didn't you just explain everything to me there? Why? On the contrary, he made me believe that you were his wife, he makes my life impossible and forces me to leave for a few days. I come here again and the idiot Ian tries to hurt me and as always there he is taking care of me,” I smile when I remember, “he is always there for me,” I confirm, “he brought me to the mansion where we used to give each other love, blows from me because I was too late or drunk. Insults, screams and fights, I realize that you are his sister, damn. We make love with desire, with those that we had since I left. I melt for my man, but of course my mistake was to believe that I could hide my feelings from him and our son, but that wasn't what bothered him.

I answered a call that I couldn't pass up, I tried to explain to him and he just closed himself,” I frown, “then he tells me that he will take my son away from me, he made me suffer a lot. That week he was hospitalized, I really saw what Kahin is capable of,” I look into his eyes, “I was not left behind, I made him believe that my sun was my partner and I know that he also suffered. We have hurt ourselves a lot in a very short time Lucelia. Would something so destroyed be worth fighting for?”

She smiles at me, she has the same defense mechanism as me, the smile, “do you love him?" I nod without thinking, without hesitation. "Do you know he loves you?"

I think about it a bit, “he waited for me for 10 months although he let me be happy, he showed me the day he saved me from Ian and I saw in his eyes what I saw before while we were making love,” I shrug, “I guess he loves me, in his stupid way but he does. We already know this is quite new to him,” we both laugh.

"Doesn't that answer your question? You have a son together, you have a lot of love to give, I mean, I feel sorry for you,” she jokes, “you must teach my brother a lot, but the Neanderthal one day is going to grasp it, you'll see,” I burst out laughing, that woman is hard on my man, “the point is that you have everything to fight for that love.”

Excitedly, I look at her without stopping to smile until it suddenly disappears, “he said he wants to talk to me when he comes home from work, he was willing, convinced and decided. You know how he is who always has confidence in what he says, but… And the pediatrician? Isn't he thinking of being with both of us at the same time?” Lucy smiles at me, “besides, he was going to have a child with my mother, my mother.” I hear her sigh.

"Are you willing to be unhappy just because he was in the past with your mother? Are you interested in what they will say? Fuck the pointing, fuck what people believe. It's your life, it's your happiness. Marilí, in life there is for everyone and for everything, that my son does not have a father for many people is unforgivable, for others I am a warrior who despite everything I am moving forward. Look at yourself, you have a friend that you kiss on the mouth and you make that public, if people knew the truth, for some it would be fine and for others it would be a capital sin. Let's go to your mother, she had an abortion, she got pregnant not being aware and decided not to continue with that, those who are in favor of abortion applauded her, those of us who are against it clearly pointed it out, you did point it out right?”

I nod without hesitation, “there you go, look at Lourdes and dad, anyone says that they are too old to go to dinner, to walk hand in hand and so on, but then there are those people who think it is something really beautiful and that there is no age for love. You have been 16 years younger than my brother and that at the time did not prevent you from doing anything, in fact, you won a child,” that makes me smile. My man is scary to look at, but he's immature, “don't listen to the past, don't think he was with your mother. He told me about it and he just ejaculated inside her. I am 99 percent sure that if there had been no baby, you wouldn't even have known about it. Now with the pediatrician, then to hell,” I open my eyes when I hear her say that word, “don't look at me like that, I say worse words,” she laughs, “but continuing with what is important. Okay, he was with her and that? It was because of the pain and that's it, stereotypes will always exist. Now I want you to call your whole team to prepare something delicious for your brunette,” she smiles at me, but I shake my head.

"Would you take care of my son for a couple of hours?" She narrows her eyes and a mischievous smile plays on her lips.

"Just try not to be heard in the office."

Happy anyway, I kiss her and get up, “fuck what will they say," I squeal, "I'll enlist my son."

She refuses, “I can take care of my nephew, you go after your man.”

Happily, I go into the closet, I must be up to the task to go to that company, I am no longer 18 years old. I choose a sexy, short, button-down black office dress with three-quarter sleeves, gold heels as well as the belt, my hair down the way he likes it, and no makeup. Once ready I go with Lucy and my son.

“And good? Will you drool over the mother of your child?” She smiles at me. "Girl, those buttons are going to pop! Are you wearing clothes just in case?” We burst out laughing .

I answer, “in case you get mad about going unannounced, I'll take his sports car to make him upset even more." I kiss my son on his rocking chair. When I sit up, I look at Lucy, “thanks for talking to me, thanks for reinforcing what my sun always told me,” I give her a hug.

"You don't have to be grateful for anything, you just have to be together and my brother without you in his life is just a bitter tyrant and an idiot"s he smiles "now go for him and show who's boss" she winks at me. Excited, nervous and determined I go straight to the garage to take his favorite car. He is going to kill me!