Stole My Heart

Sana Pov's

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Richard kissed my forehead and then on my lips. After a long smooch, he parted away and kissed my forehead again.

"I love you," He said while panting heavily.

"moron" I could hear Maya cursing him in my mind. ok, now I can see where my future is going. My wolf hates my chosen mate and my husband loves me unconditionally.

I have to explain to Maya that Richard is a nice guy. She misunderstands him.

"Ok, now I have to leave. take care of yourself" he said and left from there. I sighed and sat on the bed.

"Does he behave like this with you every day?" Maya asked.

"no.. he loves me. it's just that when he is angry or drunk he doesn't think properly because of that he behaves like this and If I deny him any intimation then it angers him" I replied to her truthfully because now or after she will come to know everything.

"I can't believe this. for this asshole you leave our mate" she growled in my mind.

"I didn't leave our mate. you can only tell me what I can do? I am married to someone, I can't go to our mate. we're not meant to be together, if we were then the moon goddess would never have let me marry Richard '' I felt pain in my voice while saying this to Maya but why? I don't even know our mate or that person who helped me but still the connection I felt with him in a few moments didn't happen with Richard even in these five months of marriage. the way he wiped my tears, melted my heart. I wish I could meet him again

"You also feel the same as I felt for him, right?" Maya asked. I didn't reply to her. I can't lie to my wolf nor can I accept that he stole my heart in the first meeting only. I stood up and went to take a bath but my sanity was lost after I met him. I was just thinking about him, his eyes, his behaviour, his touch. I lay down on my bed after taking a bath.

"moon goddess why I'm thinking about him.. this is not good... I shouldn't think about him. it's wrong" I muttered to myself, closing my eyes.

"what's wrong if you're thinking about me?" my eyes shoot up, and I look at my side. Richard was laying there with a smile on his face.

"don't worry he doesn't know that you're thinking about our mate" I heard Maya's voice in my mind and I took a deep breath. I couldn't even imagine what Richard would do to me if he came to know what I was thinking right now.

"You didn't answer me," he asked again. I didn't reply, I just stood up from the bed.

"When you came back?"

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He held my hand and pulled me in his lap. He circled his hand on my waist and again I was uncomfortable with his touch. He has been touching me for 5 months yet why am I not comfortable with his touch?

"Alpha" I tried to get up from his grip but he tightened his grip.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't behave with you like that but you know that when you resist me, it freaks me out. I felt like you're still trying to distance yourself from me."

"It's nothing like that Alpha"

"I know" he kissed my forehead, and then he attacked my lips. I didn't respond to him back. After a while, he moved back and started kissing my neck.

"move him away" I heard Maya's voice ring in my head.

"What?"

"do as I say, I will tell you the reason"

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"Alpha, I'm sorry but I'm not feeling well, can I sleep?" I did what Maya told me and to be honest, I don't want him to touch me right now when my mind keeps revolving around another man but not him.

"What happened to you suddenly?" he asked, getting annoyed.

"Nothing... I just don't want it"

"Have you ever wanted it? '' he scoffed. I didn't reply and removed his hand from my waist and got up from his lap. I was about to go outside the room but he held my hand.

"you can't go like this when I'm talking to you" he snarled

"why you're mad at me.. because just I said no to you" I mocked.

"don't you dare to talk to me in that tone" he dangerously came closer to me? I took my step back because of fear. He held my hand and pulled me closer.

"You know what, the way you're resisting makes me hornier" he again started kissing me on my neck. I tried to push him but he tightened his grip.

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"That's the reason why I told you to move him away. Do you have any idea you lost control over your life? He controls your life, he never loves you. if he would then he would ask you why you are not feeling good but he all cares about his lust. I still can't believe that you were fighting with me for the person who doesn't even care about you" Maya said everything in one go and believed me, her every word hurting me. I know she's not wrong but I don't want to accept that he doesn't love me. I don't want to accept that I'm still alone in this world and the most doomed person whom nobody loves. A tear rolled down my eyes. I pushed Richard with my full force. He was about to fall but he managed himself. He looked at me shockingly.

"I said I don't want it," I yelled at the top of my lungs and the next thing happened that I didn't expect even in my dreams. He slapped me.

"you got your wolf of higher rank that you forget where you belong to.. you're my slave and you have to serve me whether you accept it or not" I was thunderstruck and soon his expression changed as he realised what he did in anger.

"How can I slap you... I'm sorry" he muttered and tightened his fist.

"Your wolf did what she wanted. He wanted us to get separated. She did it." I didn't utter anything and left the room. Tears were storming down from my eyes. I never expected that he would slap me. Just because I refused to sleep with him. Maya didn't say anything to me after what Richard did and I'm glad for that because I'm not in a condition to listen to her harsh words against Richard.

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The whole night passed, and I didn't sleep even for a moment nor did he. The whole night the sound of something breaking was coming from his room. I'm sure he must have destroyed the whole room in anger.

In the morning I went to our room. Richard was sitting on the bed and when he saw me he immediately came to me. He was about to touch my cheeks but I moved back.

"Sana" I didn't look at him.

"I'm sorry... I have no one in this world except you and I slapped you," he uttered. I could feel he had regret. He hit his hand on a wall.

"Alpha" I hold his hand.

"I should get punished for hurting you... I'm sorry Sana" he uttered but what could I say after the damage is done? I left his hand and took out my clothes from the cupboard and went to take a bath. If he thinks that I will forgive him just like always because he feels sorry then he's wrong. I'm not going to forgive him easily.

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I didn't know how one month passed so easily. It's been a month since I and Richard fought, yet I still can't forget the day he raised his hand to me. I didn't talk to him for a long time but he didn't stop putting effort to take my forgiveness. In the end, I finally forgive him when I can see he's sorry for what he did but after that nothing went as well as before between us. We keep fighting because of Maya as she doesn't like Richard. She always speaks against him and Richard told me why she did it because she wanted to go to her real mate. I don't understand why she is not getting that Richard is our chosen mate and one day, I fought with Maya so badly that she stopped talking to me. Well, I'm not complaining, at least I'm not stuck between Maya and Richard. somewhere Richard was right because after Maya stopped talking to me, we stopped fighting but my feelings for Richard died. I felt nothing for him. when he touches me, cares for me or adores me. It seems like I am alone in this world even though I am married.

I was laying on my bed thinking about every incident that happened in my life and my brain was stuck on the moment I saw my real mate. Don't know where he is. Did he search for his real mate or did he get married to someone else... No, he can't marry someone else. I started feeling an arch in my heart thinking about him with someone else. I try to love Richard but I can't because my heart is taken from him from the very first time I saw him. This is so wrong. I'm doing so wrong with Richard by thinking about someone else.

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