Her Past VII

Sana Pov's

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I don't know when he continued his abuse as I lost my last consciousness when I came more than 7 times. When I woke up, my whole body was in pain, especially my internal parts. I remain to lie down on the bed and don't have the strength to move even my little finger. tears were continually falling from my eyes, I never thought that he would do something like this to me but why am I blaming him when I'm the one who pushed him to this urge? He thought I used him but that's not true. I never used Richard but how can I lie to myself again and again?

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I heard the sound of the doorknob. I quickly covered myself from the bed sheet and looked at the door side. Richard was standing there with a tray of breakfast. He put the tray on the side table.

"Have breakfast then take painkillers?" he said and was about to leave but I held his hand. He glared at me.

"I never used you, Richard. I know I hurt you but believe me I never used you" I said leaving his hand.

"belief.. how can I trust that person who wants to leave me even after 6 months of our marriage just because she found her mate." he mocked. "I'm not in a good mood, so it's better if we don't talk. I'm already regretting behaving like a beast on our bed" he said and left the room. I stood up from bed and went to freshen up.

After taking a long bath, I had the breakfast which Richard brought but I didn't take the medicine that he gave me as I'm feeling a little better after taking shower. At night when Richard came, I asked him about my mate and he said, he let go of my mate with a condition that he has to forget about me and my mate agreed with his condition. I started crying thinking that my mate also abandoned me like others. I started crying and that's when Richard hugged me tightly.

"I knew that your mate is not a good person, that's why I got angry when you said you want to leave me for him. I know he would leave you when it comes to him but for your sake, I still give him a condition instead of killing him and as I expected he abandons you" Richard said moving his hand on my back to calm me but I couldn't. I was heartbroken after finding out my mate left me. I fight for him with Richard, my husband. I broke my marriage and what my mate did. He abandoned me. I hold Richard's shirt.

"I'm sorry Sana.. you have to go through all this. If I knew before that he is your mate then I would never let you meet him before... I'm sorry" he said. I nod my head negatively.

"It's not yo--your fault. it's mine that I loved him.. you know what, it's karma I hurt you. you love me with all yours but what I did to you, I reject you and the same happened to me. my love rejects me. it's all karma" I muttered while crying.

"no..it's nothing like that.. please don't cry"

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I don't know till when I was crying in his arm holding Richard's shirt but he didn't complain. Despite everything I did to him, he was with me, consoling me.

"I'm sorry for yesterday's behaviour. I know I did wrong but promise you now I will never touch you without your permission but please don't leave me" I can feel Richard's love in his voice. I broke the hug and looked at him. He wiped my tears and kissed my forehead.

"It's enough, now you're not going to cry. I'm bringing food for you. have lunch and then sleep ok?" he muttered. I nodded, Richard left the room to bring lunch. A lone tear again escaped from my eyes. I didn't even meet my mate properly still why it's hurting so much that he left me. Maybe in this past month, I started feeling a lot for him. He doesn't love me. I started crying again as my mate also abandoned me like my father and brother.

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A week has passed since that incident but still, the pain of my mate leaving me didn't lessen a bit, even though I lost my smile. I remember when Maya showed its presence she started forcing me to search for my mate but I denied it. I tell her whatever happened after she didn't talk to me but I know she was as broken as I.

After that, she stopped talking to me again. I went into my room as in the past days I started feeling weak. My health is also not good... when Richard came in the evening, he forced me to go with him to the doctor as I fainted while making food for him but thankfully he was there to hold me.

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We were waiting in the doctor's cabin.

"Congratulations, Mrs Richard is pregnant'' the Doctor said as soon as she entered her cabin. I was dumb stuck, not knowing how should I react when Richard hugged me out of happiness. he broke the hug and kissed my forehead.

"thank you so much, Sana.. finally what I wanted is happening.. she would be so happy after knowing that you're pregnant" Richard mumbled to himself. I look at him confusingly

"Who?"

"huh?" he stumbled realising I heard him

"I asked who will be happy after knowing that I'm pregnant because as much as I know there is no one in our family except us"

"Remember I told you about my granny whom I used to visit weekly? I'm talking about her that she would be happy that you're pregnant" Richard says.

"He's lying. I can smell emotions and he is lying to us" I heard Maya's voice in my mind.

"Please Maya not now ... I'm not in a state of hearing your accusations on Richard. Haven't you heard we're pregnant with his baby" I mumbled.

"You knew the chances of a wolf getting pregnant during the heat are high, yet why didn't you take the pill? or you should've stopped him" she scolded, which is a clear indication for me that she's also not prepared like me for this baby. My eyes went to Richard. He is talking to the doctor, taking every detail about the pregnancy period. He's so happy unlike me who was not able to even process this news.

"Mr Richard I would like to talk with your wife alone if you have no problem," Dr asked looking at Richard.

"Sure why not." He looked at me and kept his hand on my cheeks. "I'm outside if you need anything then call me." I nod,

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"What happened, aren't you happy?" Dr asked as soon as Richard left the cabin.

"no... I mean it's nothing like that. it was not planned. I'm still trying to process this sudden news" I said truthfully.

"it happened. Relax... Now you have to take care of yourself more. You're too weak and if you won't take care of yourself then this is going to harm your baby, he or she depends on you. A soul is growing inside you." she said. I put my hand on my stomach and a tear rolled down my eyes as finally I'm realising what happened.

"I'm pregnant" I mumbled to myself and a smile came on my face after a long time.

"I'm writing some vitamins medicine as you're weak, take them on time and also have a proper diet now," the doctor said with a smile. I nod and wipe my tears.

As soon as I came out of the cabin Richard took me in his arms.

"Alpha.. what are you doing?" I asked. This is the first time he showed his love to me in public.

"I'm so happy Sana... I can't even describe it in words. Thank you so much" he said. I smiled and kissed his cheeks.

"thank the moon goddess that I didn't meet my mate again otherwise I would have lost this gem. He loved me so much." I thought and rested my head on his chest.

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