Break The Mate Bond

Sana Pov's

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There are a lot of questions roaming in my mind and there is no answer to any of my questions.

"please moon goddess show me the light of my life," I thought and closed my eyes, crying at my life which is filled with only unfaithful persons...

I felt a hand on my cheeks wiping my tears. I opened my eyes looking at the person who is indeed the light of my life. He kisses my forehead.

"I never betrayed you, Sana... I can't even see tears in your eyes then how can I be the reason behind it? After taking you to the pack doctor, I went back to the battlefield as my warriors needed their leader. I have no option but to leave you and when I came back after the war, I came to know that you run away from the hospital"

"I didn't run away," I said, cutting him in between. He scrunched his eyebrow, looking at me confusingly.

"The doctor with whom you left me involved with Andrew and that monster kidnapped me from there and since then he was continuously torturing me," I said while shivering remembering that painful month of my life. he hold my hand and made me look into his eyes.

"I swear to give him a painful death"

"No.. not you... I will give him a painful death and not only him but Adrian too, who killed my child" I said and wiped my tears.

"When I found you at Andrew's place, there Dominic told me that you are my Mate. I was shocked that you are my Mate... Richard's wife is my Mate and then I realised my feelings for you when I see you in pain. Believe me or not but at that time I was in the same pain as you were. I was also crying internally seeing you in pain. Then I came to know that Andrew injected silver with wolfbane in your vein and to save you and Maya, there is only one way to mark you. In that condition also after marking you... Maya and Dominic went into a deep slumber for some time and you know what Sana, he didn't even take a second to agree to mark you. He wants to save you and Maya. He loves you both equally" He muttered and held my hand.

"But you are also not wrong to hate me. I was the reason behind your child's death." He mumbled and left my hand.

"No, Alex," I said and tried to hold his hand but he moved his hand back.

"I always fail... I failed as a son to protect my mom and dad... I failed as a brother twice, at first I couldn't save her from Richard's evil eyes and then I hand over her responsibility to that bastard Richard then I failed as a Mate, I didn't recognise you nor I'm able to save you and your child in war and then that dickhead Andrew kidnapped you" He said, a tear rolled from his eyes. he was about to wipe it but I hold his hand. He abruptly looked at me.

"There is no need to hide your pain and tears in front of me" I snarled and extended my hand, indicating to him to hug me. He didn't waste a second and hugged me, hiding her face in my chest and started crying.

"I failed Sana... I failed" he mumbled. I didn't say anything and kept moving my hand on his hair. I want him to let out his pain. He kept crying in my arms.

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After half an hour, he calmed down and broke the hug. I wiped his tears and kissed his forehead.

"You didn't fail Alex... In fact, you're the perfect son, brother and mate... You were not there to save your parents otherwise you would even sacrifice your life for them. Most importantly you took revenge for your parent's death... Many in place of you didn't even care about their parents and you... you fought to serve them justice and about your sister... I'm sure, it was not easy for you to distance yourself from her but you did... you did to keep her safe. You hand over her responsibility to the person whom your dad trusted and you just trust your dad trusted person. It was not your fault and about me. I can't even count how much you did for me. You make me feel alive, Alex... you rescue me not once but twice... You saved me from those eagles who don't know till when kept torturing me. You loved me when I gave you hate... You are perfect Alex... You never failed" I said. He kept looking into my eyes and then hugged me.

"I love you Sana... please never leave me... be always there for me" He mumbled. I didn't reply nor did I hug him back. My experience brings insecurity to me and if I try then also I'm not able to believe this gem. He broke the hug and then wiped his tears then mine.

"I know you need time to accept this new relationship and don't worry, you can take as much as time... No one will force you" He kissed my forehead.

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We were talking only when someone knocked on the door. He stood up from the bed and opened the door. Max was standing there with a lady who had dressed in her hand.

"Sorry Alpha to disturb you but there are less than three hours in the Luna ceremony. These are dresses for Luna to wear whichever she likes and this lady will adjust them according to her size and also help her to get ready" Max said bowing his head like a loyal beta.

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Alex turned and looked at me. I look towards Max and then that lady. I don't want to attain any Luna ceremony.

"You two were outside for a while... I want to talk about something important with your Luna" He said and looked toward the lady. "you wait, when Sana calls you then you will help her in getting ready" he muttered. They bow down their heads and leave from there. Alex again closed the door and turned towards the door.

I didn't say anything and turned my face to the other side. He came in front of me. I looked at him and then was about to turn but he held my hand and then brought me closer to him.

I was still looking at the ground not wanting to see in his eyes who always makes me do the things which he wants. He held me in place with one hand on my waist and with the other hand, he held my chin and made me look into his eyes.

"I know you don't want to attain this Luna ceremony and I can understand your feeling that you need time but everyone outside wants to harm you, as you were Richard's wife but I want to tell them that you're my mate... my life partner, and if anyone thinks to harm even a single hair of your head then I will burn that person alive," He said and join his forehead with mine. I could feel how passive and protective he is towards me.

"I will not come, Alex and you can't force me," I said with determination and tried to distance myself from him but he didn't let me go.

"I will not force you, Sana... I'm just asking for a chance... I want you to give a chance to our relationship Sana or say please give a chance to me, to win your heart. To love you the way that no one can do. To fill your life with love and happiness... Please give me a chance" He kissed my forehead.

"Alex" before I could say anything further, he put his middle finger on my lips and again his mere touch increased my heartbeat. I closed my eyes to control my breath which was even because of his effect on me.

"Shh... let me complete and breath" He chuckled. I glared at him and removed his fingers from my lips.

"I will wait for you in the auditorium where this Luna ceremony is going on and if you come, I will take it as you're ready to give a chance to our relationship and if you didn't come then I will not force you. I will break this Mate bond." He said with teary eyes.

"I will let you go Sana" I can feel how hard it is for him to say that he will break this bond or let me go.

"I will wait for you Sana... That lady is outside if you're ready to give us a chance then call her and then come with her to the Luna ceremony" He said with a smile and then kissed my forehead and gave a perk on my lips.

"I will wait for you Sana... Till the end of this evening, I will wait for you" He said and then left the room leaving me in a dilemma.

the lady who was with Max came inside with a few dresses in her hand... I look at the dresses and then turn my face to the other side.

"You can take these dresses out ... I'm not going to wear any dress nor I'm going to attain any Luna ceremony," I said with determination. what he thinks of himself is that he can make me attain the Luna ceremony by emotionally blackmailing me then he is wrong. I will not attain any Luna ceremony. No matter what? Moreover, if its result is that he will break this bond then great... I don't even want to stay in my Saviour's cage.

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