SECRETS

Lamas' Pov:

"Turn." I knew exactly how to get her. And I also knew she wasn't seeing that coming the moment my car stopped in front of hers. If she dared move an inch, I wouldn't give a fuck when I take out my gun and shoot her tires. This place didn't have people walking along the streets anyway. I got out of the car. She stayed, frozen at the wheel. It was fortunate that she knew me enough not to cross me any further. I've had enough of her games for the night. I opened the door but it was locked. My glare intensified as I looked up at her. She was shaken as she saw me. She knew absolutely nothing about me. I took out a key. I always had it with me if it was needed. I could just shoot the car handle but I wasn't in the mood to kill anyone this night. I opened the door as she tried to run away and caught her by the arm. She screamed as I pulled her out of the car and lifted her onto my shoulders. I glanced at the driver in my car, who immediately stepped out of my car and entered hers. It was good, my car was automatic and needed no driver. I made her lie on the seat. She tried to sit up, but I wasn't having any of that shit.

"You think I'm stupid Augusta? Going to Derek's house while I know he knows about your little tactics? What the fuck are you looking for?!" I questioned and looked at her. "Oh, you think I don't know? I'd given you a chance to explain yourself bunny. But you didn't use it well. You think I don't know you were trying to seduce that man the other time? 'Perhaps there's way more that I can show you.' Why do you behave so much like a slut? You were planning something with him and ready to kill him when it was needed, but do you have any idea what that would take? Do you know this man? You don't fucking take action when you aren't ready yet. And then you tryna run to Derek so he can help you? I've never seen a more gullible woman. That man will have you killed on his threshold." She looked at me, stunned that I knew all this. "I could have helped you, but you don't trust me enough. And now...' She yelped as I spread her legs apart. "I'm not punishing you because you didn't tell me anything. Oh no, I was going to have fun and pleasure with you too. But the fact that you thought the only solution was to run to Derek...a man that doesn't care the shit about you..." I unbuckled my belt as I stroked her thigh upwards. I touched her everywhere and realised something. "Fuck, I should have known, you were going prepared. You even waxed." I was so fucking pissed off right now.

"It's not like you fucking care about me either. All you care about is Elena. You only want her to yourself, and here you are, not wanting me to go for Derek when he's with the woman you want?!" I gripped her neck.

"You don't fucking know shit about me. Elena is my target yes, but would she kill me because I betrayed or stabbed her in the back? I know her more than anyone can. She never comes against anyone who hasn't stabbed her in the back. And I never did that. We barely knew when we met. I wouldn't be shocked if she was terrified. But Derek?" I chuckled. "Could you seriously be any more stupid?" I flung my belt to the side. "You don't even want to admit you're wrong."

"Lamas..."

"One more word and I'll double your punishment." My voice lowered forbodingly and that shut her up. I raised her gown, my eyes widening at the sight of her dripping. "Fuck, you're one dirty slut getting turned on by everything I say." She tried to close her legs but I kept it apart, before slamming into her. She let out strangled moans. I'd never fucked her this way before, I always began with a suck on her pussy or fingering. I never went straight in. But she pissed the shit out of me tonight. Her hand touched my abs, trying to push me away but I pulled her closer driving deeper into her.

"Ah. Lamas please..."

"Don't tell me you never fully took Derek in?" She gasped at my question but I wasn't wrong. I knew I was huge, but upon seeing her reaction, I knew she never fully took him. Underneath her tough exterior was indeed a child wanting to be held. She wasn't getting that luxury from me tonight though. I drove deeper into her and she tried to pull away from me. Oh no you don't. I was halfway in her already. "Just take all of me bunny."

"I can't." She nearly sobbed. "It hurts."

"That's the point." I went deeper and she screamed till I was completely inside her. I didn't even wait for her to recover, I continued. "So. Fucking. Tight." I said as I slammed into her repeatedly, choking her. The pleasure that shot through me made my moans so loud. I knew she was in pain, but I didn't give a shit. The look in her eyes turned me on even more.

"Lamas." She called. "Please...I'm sorry for lying to you. Lamas!" I jerked into her, spilling my seed inside of her. At this point, I didn't even care if she got pregnant with my child. She wasn't going anywhere. I groaned as I came hard without informing her. She stared at me with wet eyes like I'd betrayed her. But right now, I didn't care. I tucked my manhood back into my trousers and zipped it up before ordering the car to take us home. The rest of the drive was quiet and I had to stop myself from feeling guilty. I'd done this to several other women, how was she different? She pulled her dress down and stepped out of the car without saying a word. She took a step and nearly fell but I was quick to hold her up. She yanked her arm away from me, almost immediately. I wasn't surprised. She gathered herself and walked into the building before shutting the door behind her. I followed. She ran to her room but before she could shut it, I was already in with my hand on her arm still.

"Fuck, Lamas, you've done what you wanted to do. What the fuck do you want from me again? Just please stay away from me." She struggled against me, hitting me on the chest. I didn't stop her. I deserved it and more. I'd never felt so guilty in my life. "Lamas let go!" I did and she raked her hand through her hair, sobbing like a child. "Fuck what I'm I going to do? I'm not even on a pill, you used no condom. If I get pregnant, what the fuck do you want me to do?!" She yelled, sitting on the floor, frustrated and worried. But was I selfish by saying I didn't care if she got pregnant for me? I'd gladly accept the child because it was mine and she was carrying it. I wanted her to be with me, always and only and I wanted to use pregnancy as a means to trap her with me. "Just get out Lamas, I don't want to see you."

"I'm not going anywhere."

"You don't understand. You're triggering me in ways I've never been triggered by anyone before. I never expected...I never thought you'd do this to me. Ever. I thought you understood me more than every other person."

"Augusta." She stepped back as I stepped towards her.

"Leave, please." She said with pleading eyes. "I don't want to see you." I didn't argue, I turned and left the room.

What the fuck was happening to me?