Chapter 11

I don't know how it happened, I don't know who kissed whom, but the next thing I know, my lips were on Paige's. Now, I don't have a lot of experience with kissing, as all I had experienced was forceful lips bruising mine in their bid to violate me.

But just one brush of Paige's lips told me that kissing girls was ninety nine percent better than kissing boys. Her lips were soft. Her hands were soft and pleasuring. I kissed her back, passionately and crazily! I wrapped my hands around her neck as she slowly lowered me to the floor. In less than five minutes, our hands were all over each other. Her hands were everywhere, caressing, pleasuring me with their slow purposeful movements.

When her hands kneaded my breasts, I arched up as the electrifying feeling spread all the way down to my toes. I leaned up and pressed my lips to hers as she slowly undressed me. I wanted to rip off her clothes, but I didn't know if I should do, I didn't know whether I should go that far. I knew I was thinking too much, so I blocked out all thoughts and just lost myself to these crazy sweet feelings. Before I knew it, I was completely naked and she leaned up and took the hem of her pajama top and pulled it over her head, as I watched longing for more. She slowly stood up and pulled off her pajama pants. She slowly sat over me with her legs at either side of me looking down at me with so much emotions in her eyes. I just couldn't take it anymore, I no longer cared if I was being too bold, I leaned back up and pulled her down. I pressed her lips to mine and let my lips explore her lips.

"Kathy are you sure you want to do this?" She asked lovingly rubbing my thighs.

"Yes Paige, I am sure", I said.

She didn't need anymore encouragement, she slowly began kissing my neck and soon she was making her way down to my stomach, she looks right into my eyes as she continued on to my thighs.

She moves her head in between my thighs and I nearly arch off the floor. She moves her free hand up to my breasts and kneads them slowly. Little moans escape my lips and she continues the delicious torture.

Before I even reaIed what was happening, I was climaxing. It felt like being beat by ocean waves — but in a sensuously good way. The waves crashed and crashed over me and I felt out of control like I was drowning but I knew I was safe here in Paige's arms. She climaxed along with me and we both slowly fell back on the makeshift bed out of breath.

I slowly inched away from Paige until I was at the edge of the makeshift bed. Paige did not move, she just lay there breathing heavily. We lay there on the floor for about twenty minutes, neither of us said a word. The silence was getting heeavy and very awkward, depending on what just happened.

I could not take it anymore, I could not bear the silence anymore. So, I started, "Umm... I... I... don't..."

"Do you regret what we just did?" Paige interrupted.

I looked over at her, but she was not even looking. She was lying on her back with her hands behind her head, staring straight at the ceiling.

"Well... I ... I don't know" I said stuttering slightly.

"I asked you if you wanted to stop" she said still not staring at the ceiling.

"You said you wanted this Kat" she said..

"I know" I replied quietly.

"I know what I said okay? But, I don't know how I feel now that we have done it" I continued.

"What do you mean?" She asked finally turning my way.

"I mean... The thing is... The sex was great. The best I have had to be truthful. But, I do not know if this is who I am." I said gesturing between us.

"Umm... I am sorry if I rushed you into doing something you are not comfortable with Kathy." She said getting up. She looked around for her pajama top and pants, and put them on. Then, she lay back down quietly.

"Good night Kat" she said turning on her side, her back towards me.

"Good night" I replied as I got up to retrieve my clothes and put them on too. Then I laid there on the floor staring at her back until finally sleep took over.