Chapter 21: Who Does She Love?

She opens the door slowly and gets ready to go see him. As she strolls across the street, she tries to figure out what she is going to say to him while murmuring to herself, “How do I say it?”

The moment she steps foot on his porch, she knocks on the door, and he opens it. He says softly, “Hello, beautiful. I was hoping I would see you this morning. So, how was the concert last night? Did the girls love it?” as he looks at her with a smile on his face.

“It was great, full of energy and a huge light show. The girls loved it so much. We had front row tickets, so they almost touched the band.” She says as she wonders what to say next.

“I missed you so much.” He whispers while he holds her close and kisses her. “I want you.”

When he grabs her ass and digs his fingers in, he picks her up while he leans her against the door and pulls up her skirt. As he does this, she pushes his pants down and wraps her legs around him. A second later, he kisses her forcefully and then thrusts deep inside her before she can think about anything except making love to him.

Closing her eyes, she feels him hard inside her sliding in and out. As she lets her head fall, she moans while he breathes deeply against her and kisses her lips softly. When she opens her eyes, he gazes deep into them as they move together. While he pounds her, waves of passion flow through her as they kiss, and he makes love to her quickly. He gasps and then holds her tight. Right before he whispers, “I love you.” and then kisses her softly while his fingers run through her golden strands of silky hair.

He gently lets her down before she straightens her skirt, and he pulls up his pants. All she can think at this moment is, “Man, he’s got a gorgeous ass!” before she smiles and states hesitantly, “I have to tell you something.”

“What is it?” He asks while he looks at her with a confused look on his face.

“I’m so sorry. I should have told you as soon as I saw you. I screwed up. I was so mad at you I had sex last night with someone else.”

“What? I don’t understand. Why were you mad at me and why would you have sex with someone else?” He gets an incredibly hurt look in his eyes as she stares into them.

“When we had sex last and you choked me, I got scared.” She states fast as she looks away because she can’t look at the disappointment in his face.

“I did what?” He asks with confusion on his face.

“I honestly don’t know what you are talking about. I guess more importantly, who did you screw?” He asks as he gets a red face.

“Don’t you remember you put your hand on my throat while we were making love. I told you I didn’t like it and you said you would never do it again.” Kelly says as she tries to dodge the last question.

“Fine, whatever. I don’t remember that, but enough is enough. Tell me who you screwed last night.” He demands as he stands with his feet apart and his arms across his chest.

“After the show I went backstage because the singer of the band gave me a pass. We talked for a while at his party and then one thing led to another, and we had sex. I’m sorry. I just didn’t want you to hear it from some video on the internet.”

“Why would I see a video, and what would I see?” He asks with disappointment in his voice as he stares at her blankly.

“It isn’t anything bad. Just my kids were taken to school in a limo by the lead singer. He climbed out and everyone went crazy. Apparently, someone recorded a video and it’s all over the internet now. The reporters seem to think I’m his girlfriend.”

“I thought we were in a relationship. I mean we never talked about it, but maybe that’s my fault.” He states as he sits down on the couch and strokes his face worriedly.

“Why would the reporters think you are his girlfriend?” He asks hesitantly.

“Probably because Julian seems to think that I am. Apparently, he was after more than just a one-night stand. I’m so sorry.” She whines as she tries to sit by him.

He turns away from her quickly and says regretfully, “I have to call the hotel and cancel this weekend.” Before he shrugs and grabs his phone.

Hurt and confused, he asks her quietly, “Will you please leave? I need to think about all this.”

After a moment or two, she stands up and slowly walks to the door hesitantly.

“Goodbye.” She says as she walks out and shuts the door behind her. For all she knows, that might be the last time she ever talks to him again. After she walks home, she enters the door to the kitchen quietly as she hopes no one sees her.

Samantha hears her come in and asks, “So did you tell him? You were over there for a while.”

“Yes, I did. Only after we made love probably for the last time.” She states sadly before she starts crying. “Why did I do this?" She adds before she cries even harder.

Samantha hugs her and comforts her for a few minutes until she looks up at the clock and realizes what time it is. Wiping the tears from her sister’s face, she smiles before standing up and stretching.

“Maybe, you should try to persuade him to take you back. That is if you love him. If not, then there is always a hunky singer in your very near future. I wish I was so unlucky in love. You have more men than I have had in years.” Samantha murmurs as the doorbell rings.

Turning her head, Samantha rushes over to the front door and opens it to find a florist with several bouquets of roses standing there. He tells her that they are for Kelly. She makes him wait for a minute while she gets her sister. When Kelly gets to the door her mouth drops open, “They’re beautiful.”

The florist brings them in as she asks him to put them on the table. “Thank you, very much.” She looks at him. After he leaves, she smells them and reads the card. “To my Kelly, for the wonderful night.

She blushes, as Samantha asks her if she left anything out. “What do you do that makes men love you so much? Are you extremely good at polishing nobs? Or what?” Samantha asks.

“I don’t know.” She sits there in amazement looking at all the roses in the room. “I have never had so many flowers in my life.” She just stares at them all.

“I am so confused. I care for Grayson, but on the other hand I have a rock star who wants to be with me. Not to mention he is so hot. His eyes make me want to fall into them. They are so intense. Just like him.” She murmurs as she thinks of their night together.

“Do you think that you could love Julian?” Samantha asks softly because she hopes that she does.

“I don’t know. I’ve only known him for one night.” She replies hesitantly as she starts to think just maybe it could happen before adding as an after thought, “Besides Grayson may never want to speak to me again.”