Deflower
79. Deflower
🤍🖤💜 Jacob 💜🖤🤍
I think I am having a mini panic attack. I want to go all the way with her tonight.
I know I want to. But I am freaking nervous.
Would it be a good idea to tell her beforehand that I am… a virgin?
God, I hope she doesn’t get disappointed in me if I don’t last long. Nobody lasts for the first time. I was bold with her as long as our clothes were on. We haven’t even seen each other naked yet.
Jesus!
My cock goes hard every time I recall her soft breast against my chest this afternoon. Damn, I want her and I want her bad. But I know I won’t last.
What If something worse happens and I don’t even get a hard-on!
God dammit! I need to stop thinking about these stupid scenarios.
My phone pings and Here comes the much-awaited message.
When I check it. To my dismay, as the messages pop onto my screen one by one and I feel a rollercoaster of emotions.
My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘Dad said he will drop me at Ira’s’
NOOOO!
My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘I told him you are dropping me.’
Thank Goodness.
My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘Then he asked me if I plan to sleep with you at Ira’s Place.’
FUCK!
My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘You know what he did next?’
What?
My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘He gave me a freaking lecture on being safe and using protection & shit!’
Oh Oh!
My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘Then he went on telling me even condoms are not 100% effective so I should wait until marriage!’
I face palm myself. Don’t tell me I need to marry her to have sex.
My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘Guess what I did?’
uhmm…
My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘I told him I lost my virginity when I was 15.’
Almost 3 years of experience! I am so doomed!
My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘You should have seen his face. I also asked him when did he knock up mom :p I know he was very young. I am his first born after all.’
I wince. I think my father will kick me out of the house If I dare to say any of these things. To be honest, He will kick me out for much less.
Me: ‘Such a Rebel!’
and experienced too.
Me: ‘I hope your declaration doesn’t affect Amy’s dating life.’
My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘Amy isn’t supposed to date anyone until she is 21. I made her pinky promised me 3 years ago.’
I shake my head in amusement and reply.
Me: ‘Come out I will pick you up. I don’t wanna see you father right now.’
My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘WHY? You should get some lecture too!’
Me: ‘I don’t want his face to haunt me when I am trying to have sex with you for the first time… Please come out!’
My-Dull-Mean-Happening-Girlfriend: ‘Good point. I don’t want that either.’
I grab my car keys to fake drop Natalie at Ira’s place. I hope it goes well.
When she hops in my car, I ask her, “So what’s the plan?”
She shrugs, “Whatever you want…”
We have to drive away and I cannot come back before two hours because Ira’s place is almost an hour away. Considering my luck with Natalie’s dad, I do not want to risk anything.
“Should we go out for dinner?” She asks.
I sigh. “I was planning to cook for you, but I guess that will be too late now.”
She looks at me with an unreadable expression.
“You know how to cook?”
I nod.
“I can wait... I want to see you cook.” She draws circles on my thigh with her finger and looks at me with a naughty expression.
I glance at her finger and then at her face. She says, “While cooking… you can bend me over the counter… Maybe…“
I groan and drive away.
“Two fucking hours, Natalie!!!”
“Let’s think of it as an extended foreplay.” She gives me a sheepish smile, as if this isn’t affecting her.
Those two hours turned out to be the longest two hours of my life.
…..
We drive around for a while and eventually park near a public park for a walk.
“Why can’t we stay in the car?” Natalie complains.
“Because you are torturing me.“
She pouts. She is wearing a crop top with high waist shorts. It’s quite different from her usual choice.
“You look adorable today.”
She rolls her eyes and opens the car door to get out of the car.
I frown and grab her by the arm to pull her back inside.
“What?!” She looks at me, stunned.
I read her face for a moment and ask, “Why don’t you believe me when I compliment you?”
This isn’t the first time it has happened. To be honest, I was starting to doubt myself a few times if I wasn’t sincere enough. She looks perplexed and tucks her hair behind her ear.
“uhmm..”
That’s all she says and looks away, biting the corner of her lips. I pull her closer and kiss her cheek and say, “When I say you look adorable. I mean it…”
She blinks at me and nods.
“Don’t shrug it off.. Don’t shrug off any compliment anyone gives you. They mean it. “
Then I kiss her jawbone. “If I say you look beautiful..” Then her neck. “I mean it…”
Then her collarbone. “You are absolutely stunning Natalie…” Kisses... “I love your raw beauty.” More kisses…
“No facade… You are just yourself. I love the way you are...”
I leave a trail of kisses all over her, and she curls within herself. There is something even more tempting about her when she acts shy. Blood rushes to my core, hardening me again. It happens so freaking often. When I bite her earlobe, she whimpers.
Every intimate moment with her seems surreal. Even though I am nervous, I cannot wait to explore her more. I pull her over onto my lap and finally taste her lips. We touch and feel each other while fighting for dominance with our tongues.
We are in our zone, lost in each other with lust so high we do not realize a group of people come near our car.
Someone knocks on our window and says, “Go home, kids! There are children playing around here…”
Natalie stumbles back in her seat with her cheeks red and she whisper-shouts at me, “Drive!”
Damn, I am embarrassed too.
I swear to God there we no children playing around when we parked here.
They chuckle at us and say, “Kids these days!”
Someone else adds, “Young love It is! Did you forget your own time?”
I drive away and find another spot at another secluded corner of the same park. I park the car and she grumbles. “First time ever! I have been caught like this.”
As if it’s my fault. “There is a first time for everything,” I say, grinning.
She raises her brow at me and asks, “How many times have you been caught?”
I flush.
“uhmmm never.”
She tilts her head at me and turns towards me while staying in her car seat.
“Jacob Miller! Are you lying?”
“Nooo” I scowl at her.
She squints her eyes. “There is something you are hiding..”
“No! It’s just… it never came up...”
“What?”
“I… I haven’t ever. I mean, I haven’t gone all the way before with anyone.”
Her mouth goes slack.
“How… How far have you gone?”
I wince and scratch the back of my neck. “To be honest, I never went beyond kisses with anyone. Barely made out with my ex-girlfriend.”
No wonder she got frustrated and desperate by the end of our relationship. Blood flushes from my face, remembering that night, and I look away. She is a grim reminder of how I felt broken when I was around her.
“Hey…” Natalie holds my arm and calls me softly. “There is nothing to be embarrassed about.. You know that…”
I am not embarrassed, but I don’t correct her. I don’t want to talk about Sadie on this perfect day.
She grins and says, “It would love to spoil you…”
I chuckle and facepalm myself.
“But seriously… I feel like you are messing with me…”
I roll my eyes. “Please don’t make me repeat myself. I am a virgin with no freaking experience…”
She crosses her arms and says, “Jacob Miller. Things you have done to me... It’s hard to believe you have no experience seducing others… I mean, I get it…. sleeping around isn’t your thing.. but I just thought... I don’t know…” She goes quiet.
I wince and confess, “Well, there was a time I thought I might stay a virgin until 25 or may be forever!”
“Well, that won’t happen now… I will make sure of that!” She leans in to plant a kiss on my cheek. Then she smirks and adds, “ I am gonna make a Facebook post after deflowering you.”
We both burst into laughter and finally get out of the car to stroll around in park.
“I am glad you told me though,” she says.
“Me too,” I say, wrapping my arm around her waist.
Suddenly, a voice from behind takes us by surprise.
“Jacob!” and I stiffen.
