16

After I had finally calmed down a bit about my own action, I ran back into the bathroom and looked curiously at myself in the round mirror.

Had I really changed that much in such a short time, or were such emotional, strong feelings normal when you felt something for someone?

I took one last deep breath and then stopped thinking about it. I just hoped Odran wouldn't be too mad at me. After all, he certainly cared about her if Rian thought she was his girl...

I suddenly had to laugh out loud at my own thoughts. If he cared about her, he wouldn't let her run around like that in front of others and that realization calmed me down again.

Now that I felt ready to face the brothers again, I slowly padded down the spiral staircase and suddenly heard Senan's voice from below, which didn't sound very friendly.

Rian's voice also rang out and they seemed to be arguing, which is why I lingered on the first floor, frozen for a moment, until Rian came up the stairs and our eyes met briefly.

He didn't look good at all, more like he was angry enough to be struggling with himself and not sure if it was my action or the argument with Senan I didn't say a word and just watched him as he disappeared into his room and the door slammed loudly.

ohhh...

I debated whether or not to follow him as I stood nervously in the hallway, about to walk back upstairs in excitement.

But then it was a small impulse that drove me to walk slowly to his room and knock.

The impulse to want to be there for him.

If he was mad at me he should just tell me and if it was about something else maybe I could help him. At least I hoped so.

"Get out," he called through the door in a cold voice, and since I was pretty sure he didn't think it was me, I called out.

"It's me," I spoke against the closed door, but he only replied with a curt "I know!" That gave me a small, painful stab in my heart.

With a very bad feeling in my stomach, I just wanted to leave and turned my back on the door, until it suddenly opened behind me and I hesitantly turned back to her.

He just stood there, not saying anything, just looking wistfully into my eyes and for the first time I recognized his pain. But that was not a pain that could easily be discarded. He looked more like a part of himself that only stood out when he dropped his normally controlled mask. It was a sign of trust that he had decided to show himself like this to me.

"May I come in?" I asked uncertainly and let my gaze wander briefly over his black shirt until he opened the door a little further without a word and I walked past him inside.

He closed the door again, then walked past me to the window and drew the dark curtains so that the sun only lit up the room a little through the empty space in the middle.

"Keeva, I need some rest," he then turned to me, unbuttoning his shirt as he slipped off his shoes and I couldn't take my eyes off his body like a maniac again

I watch him, lost in thought, as he gets rid of his shirt and then his t-shirt and sits on the edge of his bed in only his pants.

He dropped his head in his hands and I didn't even want to imagine what had happened between him and Senan because after how bruised he suddenly seemed, I was sure it wasn't me or the Selena thing.

I then just grabbed the remote from his bedside table and turned on the TV until he took a deep breath and looked up at me.

"Do you mean leave me alone?" He spoke softly and I just glanced into his eyes to keep concentrating on finding a movie between the many channels.

"I'll leave you alone, but I still want to be there for you," I replied and he immediately put his hands on my leg to pull me closer to the bed, where he then laid his head on my abdomen and grabbed my waist with his arms.

Then, finding nothing on TV, I played some documentary about sharks and put the remote down next to him, then stroked his soft hair.

I looked down at him sympathetically as he still had his head rested on my body and took a deep breath until he looked up at me with his beautiful eyes and pulled me slightly by my waist so that I had to sit spread-legged on his lap, which immediately caused countless lightning bolts to rush through my body.

He gently stroked my cheek, rested his other hand on my buttocks and his gaze was so intense that I briefly thought he would want to look into my soul.

"You're amazing," he breathed, stroking my lips gently with his thumb as I closed my eyes for a moment, absorbed in the touch and savoring his words, which sounded genuinely meant.

Tenderly, he ran his fingers from my lips back over my cheek, up to my neck, then when I reached my neck he grabbed my hair, which he pulled back slightly so that I had to let my head fall back and tight air drew.

His one hand pushed my butt tighter onto his lap so that I could feel his arousal, which immediately made my face blush again, while he very gently began to caress my neck, eliciting a soft moan from me that made him do it made me grab me even tighter.

"Really unbelievable," he whispered in an excited voice against the skin of my neck, where you could clearly see my fast heartbeat from the sheer intoxication.

With a jerk he suddenly picked me up and turned us around so that I was lying on the bed under him with my legs apart and looked at him expectantly.

His eyes rested on my lips, his hand was on my cheek and I felt more than ready to give myself completely to him.

***

He braced himself on his elbow next to my body, slipped his other hand under my t-shirt and my body immediately responded to his gentle touches, which, despite their gentleness, triggered a raging storm inside me.

I was burning hot and freezing cold at the same time, which caused tingling goosebumps to spread over my arms, which he also noticed immediately.

Fascinated, he slowly stroked my arm to admire the emotions he aroused in me and after a short moment he let his hand disappear under my shirt again to then work his way up to my bra.

I was shaking again and didn't even know why, just hoping he wouldn't stop again and at the same time thinking about what I should do with my hands at all. Of course, he noticed my growing insecurity and looked at me intently.

"Nervous?" he whispered, and when I looked deep into his eyes in response to his question, I shook my head almost imperceptibly, although it was immediately clear to me that he saw through my lie immediately. "One word from you and I'll stop immediately."

I nodded reassuringly this time, running my irises over his black hair, which fell slightly across his face, then digging my fingers into them as he began sucking my neck with relish.

I closed my eyes, felt his lips so soft, how they made their way over my skin and when he suddenly arrived at my ear and nibbled it lightly, I took a deep breath and only let it escape from my mouth in spurts.

It was an addictive feeling that he instilled in my abdomen with his caresses and I certainly didn't want him to ever stop.

My hands continued to run tenderly through his hair and eagerly to his lips, I settled them on his neck and carefully pulled him right in front of my face, after an intense look into his eyes filled with passion, my lips demandingly on his.

He immediately pressed himself closer to me, demanding entrance with his tongue and after poking my lips several times with it, I opened my mouth and let him in.

His tongue curled around mine as his hand slid under my back to lift me slightly.

A skillful grip on his part and my bra was undone, prompting him to slide his hand back down my side to firmly grasp one of my breasts.

I moaned softly into his mouth, just feeling that intoxicating feeling and completely ignoring my nervousness until he suddenly jerked away from me and stood up, leaving an emptiness in me that just felt incredibly awful.

"I'll be right back," he whispered and quickly disappeared through the door, which made me look questioningly at it with my mouth open.

What was he up to?

As I nervously stood up and my breathing slowly settled, he came back and closed the door behind him, then gave me an excited look.

"What did you do?" I wanted to know and he slowly walked towards me again.

"Sent my brothers out," he breathed, again bending over my body so that I had to fall onto my back.

He pulled me into another kiss, glowing with passion, and of course I couldn't let it go.

"And why?" I whispered between our kisses and immediately he grabbed my back to sit me up slightly.

"Because no man but me is allowed to hear the sounds that are about to come from your lips," he whispered, pulling my shirt over my head and then slipping my bra over my arms. His words and the realization that I was sitting completely naked in front of him made my cheeks glow and I looked straight into his with wide eyes.

"And what if I don't make any noise at all?" I said with a slight grin and wanted to provoke him a bit, which made him immediately raise an eyebrow and stand up.

I knew he wasn't into flowery sex and that he was only pulling himself together because of me, but no matter how insecure I still was, I wanted him to enjoy it too and not have any doubts about whether I would be enough for him afterwards.

Apparently Selena really made me doubt myself.

"We'll see about that," he grinned challengingly and pushed himself off the bed to kneel between my legs and slowly strip the gray sweatpants off my legs.

I looked down and lifted my butt a bit to make things easier for him and as quickly as he suddenly removed my panties as well, I had no time at all to worry anymore...

My hands clawing at the sheets, I felt his soft lips on the inside of my thighs. I cramped slightly under these caresses and squeezed my legs together, but he put his hands on my knees and spread my legs wide in one movement so that I looked at him uncertainly and my breathing immediately quickened.

His eyes met mine and the flash of fire in his made me gasp and my heart pound so hard I felt a little dizzy.

"Just relax," he whispered in an agitated voice, and as soon as he took his eyes off my face, I suddenly felt his tongue running right over my middle, making me groan loudly.

"So much for that," I heard him whisper, and immediately he ran his tongue right back over my tender spot, causing me to stretch out and close my eyes.

It was just breathtakingly beautiful and I enjoyed the feeling of his wet, warm tongue, which spoiled me with its circular movements, until he let it penetrate me easily and I buried my hands in his hair, tugging on these explosive feelings get rid of them somehow.

"Shall I stop?" he asked when I pulled on them a little too hard, but I immediately shook my head wildly and pushed his head back down.

"Go on," I groaned, and as soon as he licked me again, I felt this tingling sensation in my abdomen, which drove me to press my pelvis even harder against him as if intoxicated.

"Don't stop," I almost begged and he took his hand at my words and let two of his fingers dip into my hot, wet center, which made me moan and climax.

Everything inside of me tightened and I let all my pent-up pleasure out through my mouth while my legs trembled slightly from the overwhelm and he rose, eyes on mine.

I looked at him, breathing heavily, briefly embarrassed for letting myself go like that, but his triumphant smile showed me just how much it turned him on.

Standing in front of the bed, he let his irises wander over my still trembling body, biting his lower lip excitedly and then opening his trousers to take them off together with his boxer shorts.

My gaze fell briefly on his cock, causing me to hold my breath and look back up at him, cheeks red.

"Acceptable?" he asked with a dirty grin and with his ease actually managed to take away my nervousness again.

"We'll see," I said confidently, but my heart was pounding with excitement as I watched him pull a condom out of his nightstand drawer.

My eyes fell on his muscular torso again and I immediately felt the throbbing in my core just from the sight of his muscles...

After putting on the condom, he placed his hands on my bent knees and positioned himself right in front of my opening to slide his cock over my wet middle with one hand.

I tried to breathe calmly, looked deep into his eyes and then felt how he slightly penetrated me with his tip to slowly pull it out again...

My body trembled with pleasure, even if I didn't know exactly what was in store for me, but if it were even half as good as what he had done with his tongue, I would certainly go crazy with pleasure right away.

His eyes held mine and while he let his cock penetrate me only a little bit at a time with one hand, he placed the other on my cheek.

And then it was time...

Very slowly he let himself slide into me and I clawed at his back with a stabbing pain that arose in me for his size, which made him moan excitedly and let himself fall into me completely.

"Fuck," he murmured, letting his full size linger inside me for a moment, presumably so I could get used to him, while I gasped for air, my heart almost pounding out of my chest.

"You're so horny tight," he whispered in my ear, and I felt like I was about to explode with passion.

Then, as the pain slowly subsided and I let my fingernails looser against the skin of his back again, he began to move cautiously inside me and at the same time rose again to look at me with slightly parted lips.

He was beautiful.

Again and again he slowly pulled himself out of me and then pushed himself back into me with a force that made me groan loudly every time.

It was definitely the best feeling I've ever had...

His irises were on mine and he enjoyed my moaning sight. Enjoyed how I was completely at his mercy and his movements became faster and faster.

He rhythmically bumped his pelvis against mine, gripping my hips so tightly that there was no way for me to avoid his hard thrusts, and when he suddenly wrapped his hand around my neck to squeeze lightly, I shuddered.

But it also excited me to give myself to him like that. My core only got wet from his grip and I closed my eyes to wrap my legs around his waist, allowing me to feel him even deeper inside me.

"Look at me," he demanded, releasing my neck to cup my neck and raising my head slightly so that our lips were only a few millimeters apart.

I moaned into his face, looked deep into his eyes and already felt the wave of my next climax coming over me, which he also noticed from my trembling.

"Oh yes, cum for me," he moaned too, licking my lips briefly, which at the same time, let out a loud moan as I experienced an orgasm that nearly ripped my body apart.

I couldn't help but scratch his back lightly, and as he moaned and thrust hard into me a few more times, I watched him, fascinated, as he climaxed inside me and then dropped sweatily onto my trembling body.

I would never get enough of that!