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I really tried to control myself, at least outwardly. I let her kiss completely throw me off balance and I wasn't able to think straight until this naked beauty pulled away from me and ran to the towel to spread it out.

"I want you to show me how much you want me." My heart was pounding like crazy and I wasn't sure if she really said that. I had never met a woman like that before. It was always the case that you had to fight for every bit of attention from a woman, but she was different. She wanted me and I idiot started to tremble because I couldn't cope with this strong character of hers and I was overwhelmed.

I knew it from Jayden and from others and it was always the same. They found their mate and had to work their ass off to convince her to even consider being tagged. Josephine didn't mind being submissive to me, though, because even when she was beneath me, she was still stronger than anyone I knew.

I looked at her breasts, which were just made for me and took off my shirt and pants at the sight. She smiled, came over to look me deep in the eyes and took off my boxers.

My pulse skyrocketed, my body trembled with pleasure and without even catching my breath, she pulled me onto the towel while spreading her legs and keeping her arms wrapped tightly around my neck. My spider monkey...

I lay over her, kissed her breasts and heard the sea rushing behind us. It was better than anything I'd experienced before and I slowly kissed down her stomach, spreading her legs a little wider and running my tongue over her sensitive area. She moaned, pulling at my hair, driving me insane with the noises she was making until I could feel my heart beating in my manhood.

I bit down lightly on the inside of her thigh, licking at her soft skin and scooting back up to nibble on her earlobe. She's mine, the thought aroused me in a way I couldn't stop and even when I realized I didn't have a condom I couldn't stop myself.

I took my throbbing member in my hand, ran it over her middle, enjoying the look in her eyes, with which she looked at me pleadingly. Goosebumps ran down my arms, a tingling sensation through my whole body and in that moment I knew I would come so deep into her, mark her so strongly that no one else would ever dare to even look at her again.

I put it in carefully at first, just the tip, until she clawed at my back and gave me a slight scrape of wanting more, and I gave her that by bending down and penetrating her so deep, that her breath caught. She looked deep into my eyes, moaned again and again, again and again, when I let myself fall deep into her.

I was so horny for her that I didn't want to come. I wish I could have claimed her all night, and I'd had enough experience to procrastinate for as long as I wanted.

Eager for her body, I cupped her buttocks in my hands, rested my head on her shoulder and pressed her pelvis tighter and harder against mine to penetrate her even deeper, to feel her even more intensely and then as she moaned louder and louder, always As I scratched harder and pressed her pelvis against mine, I felt the muscles around my cock twitch and knew I had made her cum.

I had to make an effort not to cum immediately, because I had never experienced anything so horny. She cupped my face in her hands beaming at me so I took my hands off her butt to cup a hand on her cheek and while I was slowly moving back and forth inside her she suddenly started taking my hand and to put my thumb in my mouth to suck on it. She closed her eyes, stretched her body and I didn't even know what to look out for anymore. It was all just pure passion. Her perfect breasts beneath me, her tight center where I moved faster again, and then her soft pink cheeks that contracted as I sucked my thumb, making my manhood twitch.

"Fuck man!" I moaned, pulling my thumb away to grab and knead her breast. I couldn't delay my orgasm any longer and her smile showed me how pleased she was that she had driven me insane.

I rose a little, thrusting into her harder while holding her hips to move her in my rhythm with me and when she came a second time with a moan of excitement, I came too, deep inside her and let me out immediately sliding down on her to bite the other side of her neck as my cock twitched inside her, marking her internally as well.

"I thank you"

I lay naked under him, trembled with happiness and let it all affect me and my body. I felt his bite, but this time I knew it wasn't pain, it was pure love I felt.

"You okay?" he asked me, getting up from me to plant a thousand little kisses all over my face that made me giggle. There was nothing I would have wanted more than to have him so close to me and there would be nothing that could separate me from him, at least that's what I thought.

"Yeah, it couldn't be any better," I whispered to him, smiling, and in return I got a smile from him that conjured up everything bad from the past. "Come."

He got up, gently helped me to my feet and then carefully picked me up in his arms to carry me into the cool sea.

The cold gave me goosebumps and I jumped briefly from it, but then I felt the water washing the sweat from my body and I snuggled up to his strong shoulder while I looked up at the moon and the fresh air deep in moved me in

It was just too good to be true and if I hadn't known I was awake I would have thought it was a dream. After so much suffering, heartache and tears, I was finally just completely filled with bliss until he suddenly said something that shook everything inside of me.

"Do you want to have children too?"

I held my breath in shock and didn't answer him, instead asking him a question in return. "Would you like some?" The smile that appeared on his face was answer enough for me and my whole world collapsed immediately. "Of course, preferably a whole litter. It's natural for us wolves to want to pass on our genes," he explained, looking down at me with sparkling eyes.

I pressed myself even tighter to his chest, feeling his beating heart and an inner restlessness spread through me. How should I explain to him that I could never offer that to him? Should I even explain it to him?

So many questions raced through my mind and the perfection I had just felt began to crumble into a thousand pieces.

I snuggled up against him and pretended to sleep to avoid further questions on the subject. I felt his eyes on my face, heard his satisfied sighs and got goosebumps every time a wave of cold washed over my body.

Lost in thought, I then overheard him carrying me back to the beach and carefully lowering me onto our towel to make an effort to put me back on. He was acting so stupid I almost laughed, but my mind was too dark for that.

My companion sat down next to me, putting his arm under my head so I could lie on his chest and listen to his quiet breathing, and only when I was sure he was asleep did I open my eyes, letting the collected tears flow ran out.

Those who fly high can fall low and those who make mistakes in the past will regret them in the future.

What was my mistake? I was too naive. I kept thinking my ex would change and stop hitting me. But it didn't stop and the punishment for not leaving him was what I got from the doctor a few weeks ago who told me I was infertile. It was the kicks in the groin that made me cry on his perfect chest.

He wants children, I could tell from his smile. I can't give it to him and he seems too good to leave me because of it. Should I leave him? Did I have to leave him so that he could be happy without having to give up anything?

I couldn't, I didn't want to, but is it my right to want him for myself and to offer him nothing but my broken body?

I couldn't breathe from the pain and had to sit up. The sea roared along while a nice wind blew and I looked up at the moon.

I had to go ...

Leaving him to get everything in life he deserved.

A kiss on his warm cheek and I was running down the beach, far from my future...