Chapter seventy eight

Laura

I felt a tap on my body but i shoved it off, attributing it to the beautiful dream i was having. The tap persisted and i knew that this was no dream, it was real. I cracked my eyes open and discovered that it was Drew tapping me. The look on his face was one of anguish and confusion.

''What's wrong baby?'' I asked, sittimg up.

I gripped his hands because he was shaking badly even though i had no idea why. It was just so odd to see him shaking like this.

''Bad dream.'' he said, finally.

''Its okay, its all going to be okay. It was only a bad dream and it has passed away, its okay Drew... its okay.'' i smiled.

That seemed to lessen the tension he had in his body. I smiled as i watched him nozzle my neck, i loved every bit of it and i found myself drawing closer towards him.

''I want you. In fact, i need you now.'' he huffed

''Then what are you waiting for? Take me, i'm all yours.'' I grinned

''The room or here on the ground?'' he asked.

I considered my option and because I wanted to be completely open to him, I settled for the ground.

''Here on the ground.'' I said, biting my lips.

He groaned, grabbing my waist before pulling me towards him. He kissed my neck, peppering it with hickies I knew I would see the next morning. It was pretty late in the night and our baby was sleeping in her crib in the next room. I knew she wouldn't wake up because the room we had specially designed for her was sound proof.

Asides me and mate's wild love making, we constructed it that way in case there was any attack on the mansion. With Drew having so many enemies, we couldn't be too sure.

''Drew... clothes.'' I breathed.

''Too much.'' he groaned.

He shredded my clothes in two but at that moment, I just didn't care because I was in too deep with the amount of pleasure I was getting from him.

He placed me gently on the ground before discarding his clothes within seconds. His huge length stood erect looking down at me.

''That's one length you have.'' I said, licking my lips.

''Little Drew says Hello.'' he smirked.

''More like huge Drew.'' I laughed.

''We both love you.'' he chuckled.

He kissed my ankle, going all the way over to my stomach. He bypassed my inner thigh and I groaned in frustration. That was where I needed him the most. I knew what he was doing and I felt frustrated because I didn't know if I could keep up with his antics.

''Drew what are you doing?'' I seethed.

''But baby girl, you have to tell me what you need. i don't know how to satisfy you if you don't tell me what you need.'' he smirked.

''I need you here.'' I said, pointing to my clit.

''is that so?'' he said, licking his lips.

''Damn it Drew, don't make me beg.'' I sighed.

''You have to.'' he smiled.

He placed one of my perked nipples in his hot mouth, sucking it with dexterity. I moaned, gripping his shoulders while grinding my clit to his erection.

Without giving me another minute to adjust, he slid into me. I cried out in both pain and pleasure from the onslaught of his huge length.

''Gosh, you're so big.'' I chuckled.

Slowly, like the skilled lover he was, he moved inside me gently. I sighed in bliss because this was what I needed. This love and dedication he put towards making me happy was all I ever wanted.

He gripped my ankles, making sure that I was still before he increased his tempo. Like a mad dog, Drew pounded into me with all the force he could muster.

''You're so freaking tight.'' he seethed.

He placed his mouth on my neck, biting and licking the small area between my shoulders. I moaned, thrashing about despite his steady grip on my ankles. The pleasure far outweighed the pain and it felt like I was living in the clouds.

''Drew'', I moaned.

''This body, this pussy belongs to me.'' he screamed.

''Yes... yes, it does.'' I moaned.

He licked his way towards the valley between my breasts. I felt myself loosening inch by inch and I knew that soon, I would find my release.

I gripped his butt, kneading it between my hands. it felt good to hold your lover, it made me feel like i was in control, it also gave me a sense of pride to know that he wasn't the only one giving me pleasure, i was giving him pleasure too which was all i wanted to do.

''Drew, I'm close.'' I moaned.

I knew he was close too by the way his huge length expanded inside of me. He gripped my hand, stretching it above me which effortlessly cut me off from touching him.

''Hey.'' I protested weakly.

''Trust me okay?'' he said, kissing me gently.

''Okay'', I smiled.

He pulled out of me and all of a sudden, I felt a cold like I had never felt before. I didn't realize how much warmth he gave me until he was out of me.

''Drew.'' I croaked.

Just then, I felt his finger in my inner thigh, slowly creeping into my clit. I squirmed, giggling because I knew exactly what he wanted to do.

''You really can't.'' I laughed.

''Oh yes, I can and you know that Laura'', he grinned.

His finger was lost in my most sensitive part and to say I didn't enjoy it would be an understatement, I was happy. Another finger joined the first, filling me whole as i squirmed in delight,

''You don't realize how beautiful you are at this moment.'' he smiled.

He kissed me, rubbing his huge erection on my clit where his fingers were still lodged inside. He removed all fingers soon, slamming into me as he worked my body up before we both found our release.

I kissed his shoulders, silently telling him how much I loved him. This man I had spent half of my life with had given me so much happiness all these months.

He pulled out of me gently, placing a kiss on my lips before pulling me towards him to cradle my body.

''Are you alright?'' he asked.

''I've never been better.'' I giggled.

''I'm glad.'' he smiled.

We stayed in comfortable silence for a while with me dreaming and thinking about all the things he did to me.

''Drew, I noticed that you have some things bothering you in mind. Could you tell me about them? I'm here to help.'' I said.

I knew that if we wanted to strengthen our relationship all the more, I needed to know everything and anything that was burning him in heart.

He hesitated, that was the first sign to me that something wasn't right. If he wasn't hiding anything, there was no reason why he had to hesitate before telling me anything. It was a thing of joy to share a little bit about yourself to the people you loved.

''Well, just some things. Nothing really.'' he said vaguely.

I could see a hardness in his eyes that wasn't there before which left me worried. Drew was acting strange and try as I may, I couldn't figure out what was really going on.

''Okay... things like what?'' I pressed.

He rose up from where he was laying, shrugging on his boxers. Suddenly, I felt exposed just laying there without any clothes on. I felt cheap and dirty and deep down, I knew it was as a result of his refusal to tell me anything. I hated being kept in the dark and I realized that Drew had a habit of doing that.

''I'll tell you soon Laura but not tonight... please.'' he croaked.

I could see the stress lines at the side of his eyes. There was more to everything than this but he was too stubborn to tell me.

''Okay.'' I sighed.

''We should sleep, its pretty late.'' he said.

I was insulted, that much was certain. He had never told me or even suggested it to me to leave him be which just made sad. At that moment, I was beyond confused. Drew was giving me mixed signals but yet, I had no idea why I was still clinging to him when i could very well go sleep in the guest room.

''Yes, it's late.'' I said.

He nodded, walking towards the kitchen downstairs. When he left, I realized with horror that he wanted to give me some privay to dress up. Considering what we just did, that was laughable. I seethed, angry with myself for giving myself to him when i could clearly see that something was definitely wrong with him.

''What's your problem!'' I snapped.

He walked in, holding a glass of water. He attempted to kiss me but I dodged him, heading towards our baby's door which was connected to ours.

''Laura...'' he called.

''Please let me be.'' I said.

His eyes grew hard and I knew he was angry but at that moment, I just didn't care. He could get angry for all I care. All I wanted to be with my baby and hide under the covers with her.

''Fine.'' he snapped.

''On a second thought, i think i'll be fine just by myself while i give you time to sort out the shit that's going on with you.'' I said.

Grabbing my night gown, i shrugged it on before making my way out of the room. He called but i ignored him, focusing on where i was headed which was to my baby's room.

Soon, I blended with the light that radiated from the room even as the first drop of tears slid down my eyes.