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"Mom, it's okay I said." how many times have I told mama. how come he has been forcing me to rest before.

"What a child you are, and how stubborn you are. I told you to rest and maybe I'll be with you if you leave." mama who is still fighting for me to rest.

"Mom, I'm not tired. And I'll just be there for a while at the cafe, I'll just earn something important." I replied back to mama. Because it's true that I'm not tired and I also need to meet with Jared to stop me then.

"What are you, porket, you're not tired, you don't need to rest. I'm worried about the child, Sariel. Remember that you have a life inside you--"

"Mom, I told you. We're still not sure if there is. The two tests are negative and only one is positive. And one more thing, how can I get pregnant, eh, I'm being careful. I'm taking pi- - aray! " I couldn't continue my long explanation to mama when suddenly she pinched me in the groin. "Mom, again!" I immediately complained because I heard the slight giggle of the two nurses who were in charge of cleaning papa.

"You're really young, yes! Even if two pregnancy tests are negative and only one is positive, you should still be careful! There is still a possibility that you are pregnant. And what about if you are taking contraceptive pills ? Do you know if your boyfriend's semen is good and smart and your boyfriend is good at-- '

"Ma !!" I quickly cut off what mama would have said because of my shame. My cheeks warmed as I glanced at the two nurses in the room. And there they were and still a little smiling.

"What?" mama's eyes glazed over at me.

"What are you, Ma. It's embarrassing." I said softly and glanced at the nurses again, and this time mama looked at them as well.

"Hey, why are you shy? They don't understand what we're talking about." said mom. And I seem to have suddenly realized that mama is right that they don't understand us because we talk.

It scratched my head when I looked at mama. At the same time he said .. "Yes, by the way." and I don't know but suddenly one of the nurses laughed softly, causing me to look at her behavior and there I saw her shaking her head.

"It's done." said one of the nurses after she put the dress on papa. After arranging things, they walked out the door.

"Mom, allow me." I told the mother of the free nurses again.

"Sariel--" mama couldn't continue what she was going to say when suddenly the door of the room opened again causing us to turn around. And there I saw the nurse that was laughing silentlu a while ago.

"Yes?" si mama.

"Ahm ... Ma'am, sorry for listening to your conversation a while ago. But I just wanna tell you po that you can have a check up to our OB doctor." said the nurse who raised an eyebrow at me.

"Huh?" I just said that out of astonishment. Did she understand what we were talking a while ago? I asked in my mind.

"Ahm .. yes, po. I understand what you were talking about, ma'am." the nurse seemed to have read the question in my mind and she answered it. And believe me, my face heated in too much embarrassment. Fuck !! embarrassing!

"I'm sorry, I'll go first." slang said by the nurse then it went away. "I was left bent over there and ashamed of myself.

"It's my son, he's still shy. Don't be shy what are you." mama soothed me and then she laughed foolishly, which made me even more shy.

"Mom, come on !!" like a child I told mama that she just laughed.

"hays, let it go, go to sleep first so you can rest."

"Mom, I told you I'm not tired, then I'm fine. You can rest."

"Go to sleep first, Sariel. Then when you wake up and you don't feel dizzy or whatever, it will allow you to go where you are going."

"Really, ma?" like a child that I said that mama just nodded.

"All right, I'll just buy something outside." after mama said that, he came out and I was left inside just looking somewhere and thinking about things.

If I really am pregnant, then Aius will be happy for sure. But will he beleive me if I tell him that I am pregnant with his child? I just asked in my mind.

I don't know why I think like this. Is it my bad girlfriend because I thought badly of Aius? Because I doubt him? I don't know. There is a part of me that says that there is another reason why Aius doesn't always text or call me, I don't know. I feel the coldness.

There are even times when I just want to ask Aius if we're okay? If there's a problem or what, I just restrain myself because Aius might think that I don't trust him and I doubt him. That's why I always remind myself that Aius is just busy because this is what handles their company now.

I just don't know.

****

"I'm so sorry, son. For everything I've done to you before. I'm sorry."

I woke up when I felt someone gently caress my hair. And I also don't know if it's true that I heard someone speak.

Opening my eyes, my eyes immediately hit mama's face.

"Ma." I call him weak. He immediately looked at me and then averted his eyes.

"Mom, are you crying? Why? What's wrong?" I asked mama when I heard her sniff.

"Ha? No, ah. I just went home." mama even slipped in even though it was obvious that she was crying, also based on her red eyes.

"What's wrong, ma? Is it about papa's operation? What's the problem? Has the donor withdrew?" I kept asking mama.

"What? No, son. Your dad's operation is still going on."

"then what's wrong ma?" I asked again.

"It's just no child, I'm just happy with what you've achieved." said mama, reason for me to cry. "Mama, of course. You're making me cry." I told mama emotionally then I hugged her and she reciprocated.

Mama and I hugged for a while before she let go first.

"Are you going somewhere? Get ready, someone called you earlier. His name is Jared." said mom.

I immediately took my cellphone, and there were a lot of messages from Jared, the location of our meeting place was already there.

FROM: JARED

I'm here already, where are you?

That was the content of Jared's last message to me. Which is also the reason for me to hurry.

I did a little better. I just combed my hair and a little p

"Mom, I'm going out. I'm leaving. I'll be right back." I hurriedly said then I kissed mama's cheek and I kissed papa's forehead then I left.

"Be careful!" I even heard mama say before I finally closed the door.

***

"What else are we going to talk about, Jared?" I immediately opened up to Jared as I sat in the chair reserved for me. There is no intro because I want to get stuck in it. I was disgusted by the look on Jared's face.

"Leave him." Jared said seriously frowning at my forehead in astonishment.

"What did you just say?" I wondered.

"I said leave him, Sariel. Break up with him." Jared.

I immediately raised my eyebrows in annoyance. "And who are you to tell me that, huh?" I said angrily.

"Look, Sariel. I still love you. I know, yes I made a mistake and I'm sorry about that, I'm all yours, Sariel. So stop this act of yours." Jared said there was a reason for my ears to tingle even more.

"Will you f*cking shut up, Jared ?! Who are you to tell me that? Huh ?! And what are you telling me again? Ha ?! I don't care about you anymore. I don't love you anymore. Stop pestering me. I love Aius more than anyone and anything. " I said angrily.

"Sariel, please. You're not sure about your feelings. If you're just doing that because you want revenge for what I did to you before, stop it, okay? You've already retaliated, I'm sorry and—"

I slammed the table hard which created a loud sound that stopped Jared from speaking. "F*CKING STOP! SHUT UP! I'm not that immature to take revenge on what you did to me. So please, stop hallucinating that I'm coming back to you, 'cause I'm not. I love Aius, and we're having a baby so stop right now, Jared. Back off. " annoyed I said. "If this is the only reason you want to meet me, then I'll go ahead. I was just wasting time." annoyed I said. Deep inside I was simmering with anger.

I also immediately left the café.

F*ck I'm wasting my time. It doesn't matter what that person says.

I was very annoyed as I waited for the ride back to the hospital.

Fortunately, I also saw a taxi. I immediately told you to stop in front of me.

I was about to enter the car, when someone suddenly grab my wrist and pulled me close to him.

I looked up and saw Jared pulling my arm. "What do you wa— hmp!" I was immediately cut off from what I was about to say. Suddenly, Jared kissed my lips hard.

I struggled hard and as soon as I got away from him my palm landed hard on his cheek.

"What the f*ck do you think you're doing? !!" I shouted angrily.

And the crazy fool just grinned at me. "Ha! You still taste as sweet as candies. I wonder why did Aius, make you his ... hmm..past time? I guess?" insultingly Jared said to me.

And I don’t know, but suddenly I was overwhelmed with nervousness and pain when I heard what he said. "W-what did you ... j-just say?" stuttering I said.

Jared smiled at me. "Ah ... nothing. By the way, I won't stop chasing you, until I got you back, Sariel. Mark my words. You're mine." finally Jared said then it seemed like a rude creature just left in front of me and got in his car, straight away.

I was left stunned at where I stood and what Jared said was playing on my brain.

What does he mean by that? Me? Past time? Rebound? F*ck it! It hurts!

For a moment I was stunned there. Until I didn't know that I took a taxi and here I am again in front of the hospital.

I didn’t even walk into it. Jared's words are bothering me.

It's scaring me.

To be continued...