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"Take a rest now, Sariel." Alexander said after he helped me to lie down properly on the bed.

And yeah, I'm here now at Alexander's house. Ashamed and embarrassed, I had no choice but to accept Alexander's offer to stay at his house.

The doctor also said that my pregnancy was difficult, I was not allowed to get tired and thin, he even advised that if possible I should just stay in bed to avoid bleeding.

It is said that when the bleeding happens again, I may lose my baby. And that scared me ... a lot. So, now I'm here with Alexander's powder.

Even if it's embarrassing, my face will be thick, I will accept the help that Alexander offers me, it's also for the good of my future child.

We will not be saved by the shame and pride that I have so I will just force myself to remove it from the body.

***

Days, weeks, and months had pass. Yeah it's been seven months since I live here with Alexander. And I must admit that during those three months I never felt any tiredness and pain, I also did not feel that I was indebted to Alexander for my stay in his house, because he was not that. felt to me at least once.

And if you ask me what Alexander and I already have, I can only answer one thing.

Nothing. There is nothing between us. We're casual to each other. We treat each other like a friend. Sometimes Alexander seems even older to me. And yeah, Alexander is treating me like his younger sister.

It’s very strict when it comes to my dress, food, bedtime and my departures.

Alexander never moved me to do the housework, he always did it starting with cooking and washing the dishes, thought I help sometimes when I force him.

To clean the house, he hired a cleaner. When I have a check-up, he always comes with me.

My cravings, even if they are weird and sometimes out of this world, are what Alexander is looking for.

Alexander is a husband material, he is also an ideal guy. But no matter how much Alexander made sense to me I never thought to fall for him. It's like my heart didn't know how to love, again. Not that I want to fall inlove with Alexander, ah.

I want to repay Alexander, I want to repay all his kindness to me. I want even in the simplest way to be able to give back what he helped.

"Baby, you two are my light, my lucky charm and my everything from now on." I smiled as I rubbed my stomach which was so big.

Yep! You heard it right, two. I'm having a twin babies, a girl and a boy. I'm so thankful that God gave me this blessings.

Who would have thought that despite my painful experience with love and family, a great reward awaits me, right?

After the storm a rainbow will appear the next day. And as for me, my rainbow after the storm are my babies.

"Goodafternoon, sunshines! Papa's home!" Alexander greeted him warmly then immediately stretched out to kiss his belly.

He was sitting on one of the chairs in the garden of his mansion so he had to kneel in front of him.

Alexander immediately pressed his ear to his stomach. "So, how's my babies doing, hmm? Did you miss papa?" when it spoke to his stomach as if he could see the children.

"Oh?" I immediately moaned when I felt the baby kick hard.

"They kicked!" Alexander exclaimed loudly. It seemed like it was even more shocking and that was the first time her kids had kicked. He laughed a little.

"They miss me. Hmm ... didn't you torture your Mommy? Hmm?" Asking more of it. Then my babies kicked again.

But this time it was a stronger reason for him to wince in pain.

"Hey, are you okay?" Alexander asked anxiously as soon as he noticed her grimace.

"Y-yeah ..." he said when his stomach suddenly hurt again.

"Do you want me to bring you to the hospital?" Alexander immediately asked.

"Ah ... no..no .. I'm fine. Maybe it's normal." I just said while struggling to fight the pain. I took a deep breath to calm myself.

"I think you should go inside the house. It's a bit foggy too, maybe I'll be with you." after Alexander said that he immediately supported me upright.

Just as I was stepping on my feet, the pain suddenly started again, this time it was an unbearable reason for me to scream in pain.

"Ah !!"

"W-w-what's wrong?" Alexander said uneasily.

"I-m-I'm going to give birth ... a-a-me!" I gasped and just burst of what was inside me, the water flowed abundantly on my legs.

"Fuck! Hold on!" Alexander said quickly then he immediately loaded me up and put me in his car then he pulled it out.

While in the car I did nothing but take deep breaths over and over to calm myself. I am also scared for my babies.

"Hold on, babies. We're close." Alexander while his eyes were fixed on the road.

A few more minutes passed and we finally got to the hospital as well. Doctors and nurses immediately attended to me.

**

"One more push, I can see your baby boy's head. Okay, in a count of one! Two! Three! Push!"

"Aaaaaaaaaaahh !!!!" I shouted loudly. Immediately a baby's cry rang out.

"My ... my baby." I cried as I stared at the baby.

"One more time. Okay, again. In a count of One! Two! Three! Push!"

I left with full force. "Aaaaaaaaaah !!!" I was out of breath. And I feel like I can't take it anymore if I do it again.

"I ... I .... I can't take it anymore. I ... can't b-breathe." my chest rose and fell rapidly, I stammered.

"Sariel, you can do it. Please, for our baby girl." Alexander who was already beside me and repeatedly squeezing my hand.

"I ... I ... can't ..." I said breathlessly.

"Sariel, please. Our baby girl is coming out. One last push then it's okay. Please ..." Alexander begged.

"One more push mommy, I can see your baby girl's head." and at what that doctor said I seemed to have a little strength to go again.

"Aaaaaaaahhhh !!!" I shouted with all my might. I swear, my eyesight is getting dark, I'm having trouble breathing and I feel ... I feel like I'm out of breath.

"The baby's out." finally said the doctor who gave birth to me.

I waited ... I waited to hear my baby girl's cry.

One minute had passed, but I still didn’t hear any sound from my son.

Two minutes ..

Three minutes ...

Four minutes ...

Five minutes and still nothing. I'm getting scared. I was also about to faint because I could feel my body collapsing and my eyes closing.

"A-a-alexander, what's happening?" I speak weakly.

I no longer understood what the doctors were saying. I could hear their words but I could no longer understand anything. I feel like I'm dying.

"Aaa-lexander ... my babies ... take ... take care of them for me ... if ... if ... if I didn't wake up again. Bring them to ... to. ..Aa-ius for me ... "I whispered weakly, I could hardly speak, my eyes were spinning.

I could see Alexander's mouth opening and closing as well as the nurses and doctors, but I didn't really understand anything yet.

If I die today, there's only one wish that I want to be granted. And that is for my babies. I just wish that my babies will have a peaceful and happy life, even without me.

I'm not scared that they might feel inlove, because I know, Alexander won't let that to happen. I know, Alexander will love my children like his own. And I'm thankful for that.

But ... somehow, I'm hoping that someday ... someday, Aius will be able to accept our children and brace them as his own. Because my babies are his babies to. They came from our blood and flesh.

Until I couldn't stand it anymore and my eyelids finally fell off, the darkness completely engulfed me.

If I die today, There's one more wish I want and that is to let my baby girl live, Lord ....

To be continued...