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"What if ... let's just leave Aius alone?" I said in the middle of my nervousness.

Xander immediately turned his gaze to me, his forehead furrowed and it was obvious from the way he stared that he disliked what I said. "What the heck are you saying, Sariel? Are you really out of your mind? We already talked about this for so many times, what change of mind?annoyed that he said reason for me to be ashamed of him.

We are right in front of Aius' mansion, and here I am still stuck im between just letting Aius live without knowing about us because he doesn't have a pakelam, the memory of him throwing me out of his condo and denying my his child inside me still fresh in my mind. It seems like it just happened yesterday.

To be honest, if I were to ask, I don't really want Aius to meet my son, and vise versa, I don't also want my son to see his asshole father. I wanted so bad to take revenge, I wanted so bad to show to Aius that we can be happy without him. But then, here comes Xander who stopped me from my plan. He told me that revenge is for those immature person only, and that I should be grown up, act like a good mother, because a good mother won't prohibit his child to see and know his real father.

I remember one night that I told Xander. "Do I really have to introduce my son to his father, Xander? 'Cause come on, my son doesn't need to know his father, your here naman na to be my son's father, so what's the need of introducing my son to him? "

"Because even how much you try to hide the truth from Aius and from your son, Sariel, the time will come that they'll know about it. And I don't want our son to be mad at you for hiding the truth. Sooner or later he'll know the truth that I'm not his real father. " he gently told me.

I know, I know. He got a point, but I can't ... I can't imagine myself infront of Aius again after what he have done to me, "I can't ... face him. He's the reason why did my daughter died "If he didn't reject us in the first place, my daughter might be alive, she might be here with me, with us." I cried to him.

After that talk, Xander gave me time to heal and think about this matter, and it took me over a year to finally decide about it.

"S-s-sariel ...?" I stopped reminiscing when someone spoke in front of us. And guess who it is.

It's Aius ex-girlfriend, ah, no. Scratch that, maybe Aius wife? The one he's with in his condo that night that I told him about my pregnancy. Immediately my teeth chattered in anger, my fists clenched in annoyance. It's her fault, also. If she didn't comeback and messed our lives then things won't go this way, things will be different.

"Allen ..." It was Xander who answered her.

"Xander ... what ... what are you doing here? Are you two, married? Then I'm happy for both of you ..." Allen said, uneasiness is visible in her eyes. It's like she's hiding something or she's bothered by our presence.

"Where's Aius?" I asked. I didn't go around anymore and I asked that right away. Where I got the courage and fortitude to ask that I don’t know. Maybe the shock in Allen's eyes when he heard my question.

"N-no ... what do you need to him? Money? I'll give you that, just tell me how much do you want." she said.

"Do I said that we need money? I said where's Aius? It's Aius that we're looking for, not your fvcking money, we have our own." I said in greeted teeth.

"He .... he's not here. Just go away. He's not here and he doesn't want to see you here, Sariel." Allen said with nervousness and ... fear?

"Why don't you let us in first? Are you that rude, Allen? Then why are you even here in the first place? Are you his wife?" I asked. I'm really frustrated because I need to stand up and we're getting hot, I can see bullets of sweats in my son's forehead.

"Just go home. You won't get anything out of here. Xander, take them away from here. We don't need her here and his bastard son—"

"ALLEN, FUCKING STOP!" Xander shouted, he's eyes hold anger.

My head immediately heated up at what he called our son. This bitch, it's obvious that she was threatened in the presence of my son and me. In my rage I just took a few steps between him and since he was still inside the gate I had no choice but to pull his hair so he could come out, and once Allen was outside my palms immediately hit both of his cheeks. I give a strong slap. "You don't have the fucking rights to call my son that way. Watch your filthy mouth. The next time that you call my son names that's not good in my ear, I'll surely murder this fvcking duck mouth of yours. Do you understand, huh ?! " I shouted angrily at him while still pulling my hair. She had no choice but to scream in pain because I pulled her hair down.

"Ah !!!! Aius, help meeeee !!!" Allen shouted repeatedly. Nakakarindi.

And just like a superhero, Aius with his family came out. Aius hurried over to us with this unscrupulous woman, and immediately grabbed my hand that was tweaking Allen's hair.

"STOP IT!" Aius shouted loudly while not looking at me. I gripped the tug in Allen's hair tighter, causing him to shudder even more in pain and roar.

"I SAID, FVCKING LET GO OF HER HAIR!" Aius shouted loudly along with the full force of pulling my hand which caused me to remove it and he just threw my arm away, to the point that with great force I fell to the floor. "Fvck." I immediately moaned when my ass hit the hard cement.

"Mommy! Sariel!" I didn't know that my son was awake, I just saw that he was in front of me with Xander and they immediately joined me.

"S-s-sariel ...?" Aius and his family seemed shocked. They looked at me as if they had been looking for me for so long. I smirked, "well, surprise?" I said sarcastically.

Silence immediately enveloped us. And Aius's family just stared at me with concern. Huh, fake. I just thought.

"Tita ... love ..." Allen called. Just, just go home Allen, I'll ask our driver to drive you home. "Aius said.

"What? No." Allen immediately refused, but then Aius just looked at his brother, it was like he’s telling something with just his looks, and then the next thing is that his brother is no taking Allen away from us. Allen keeps on complaining but he hasn't done anything yet.

A moment of silence filled us again.

"YOU HURT MY MOMMY! YOU PUSH HER! YOU'RE A BAD GUY !!" I immediately looked at my son who was already in front of Aius and furiously punched him while his tears kept falling.

"Son ... aider, stop." I'm already crying when I say that. I really hated it every time that I saw my son's crying.

I immediately hugged my son to stop him from losing. "Shh, stop crying baby, mommy is fine okay? Stop that." I'm still worried.

"He's bad mommy, I hate him. He pushed you." weeping as it recited.

And God knows how much it hurts hearing his voice, it sounds like he's blaming himself because he didn't got to save me earlier. "No baby, he ... he didn't push me, mommy just got out of her balance, okay?" I'm going to sleep.

"NO! I SAW IT WITH MY EYES, HE PUSHED YOU! HE HURT YOU! I HATE HIM, I HATE HIM!" he shouted again in the middle of his tears.

I had no choice but to carry my son to calm him down, Xander insisted that he'll carry Aider but I just said no.

Minutes later, I found myself together with my son, Xander and Aius family and and him in their living room.

And we talked about Aider. The custody and such.

To be continued...